a month ago, i jumped for joy because 2006 will finally close its chapter &a new chapter will open. a month ago, i prayed so hard for my upcoming days to be better. &a month ago, i was determined to smile and laugh like any other girl. but just yesterday, i swallowed another three yellow pills &tortured my own body. i can go on and on and on torturing myself but it will come to a point that i will ask myself "what do i get in return?" &the answer is NOTHING.

i wasn't convinced enough. it isn't just about nothing, it's about me putting my whole heart and soul into this shit and finally, everything stop because i wasn't being treated fair. ive been put in a spot, oh thankyou.

okay, i don't want to go on. the question is: why pretend??

so yesterday morning, i ran 2km with Rabia hoping to score a better timing &today, im having leg muscles cramp. (also) yesterday afternoon, we stopped by HomeClub for their flea market. it was a total bore. i could literally count the number of people walking around aimlessly, including the sellers/owners. exactly ten minutes later, we stepped out of HomeClub &headed Orchard since the girlfriend badly want to spend her 200bucks. so i showed her all the stuffs i've been eyeing on &haha, i made her fell in love with everything that even a thousand buck is not enough. &girlfriend, will you stop with your red fantasies? hoho.

Route66's bags are such a bitch. we love all their bags collection but we hate the price tag that's hanging out from it. i guessed, it won't kill to buy a bag worth 70bucks once in a blue moon, right? i shall get it on Tuesday (for real), omg.

since we had to wait 25minutes for Fried Mars Bar, we settled on Gelare's waffle with ice-cream topping instead. we purposely chose Chocolate because in 15minutes time, we'll go on our separate ways to meet the boyfriends &bitch-us, we wanted to feel high and crazy around the boyfriend. cheeky!

at 8, preetyboy came down to fetch me &we (okay, it's him) rode down to Esplanade. he was craving for some ice-cream and i was craving for Yong Tau Foo. too random, i know. walked to Marina's Food Court and we settled on Sundae's Chocolate ice-cream for him &marsh-mallow with strawberries dipped in chocolate fondue for me INSTEAD.

since my whole family was having a ball of funtime watching Singapore versus Malaysia over at the stadium, we killed time by watching two performances at the Esplanade's Bay till 11. oh hello, we bumped into Khairul and Nadeeya. =)