let's see..

it's been months since we last had our picnic together, right b? and since the fasting month is just next week, we've dcided to haf our picnic dis week. yay! who dun enjoy having picnic wif your otha half, right? i do.

let's start off.

i was supposed to meet fahn at 1pm but as usual, miss dirah will never be punctual. she met him half an hour later. haha..headed to Cheers to buy some tidbits and drinks. now, wad do we buy hunnie?? hmm..a potato chip, gardenia's raisin bread for me, famous amos' cookies for him, mentos, Japanese pancakes and a 1.5litre of Ice Lemon Tea.

the Pasir Ris beach. wad a chilling environment. we chose a spot, away from the sun..and it's kinda windy. niceee..and perfect!

obviously, i nid to start my day wif some bread. we ate. we drank. we laughed. we joke. we pinched each other. we wrestled. we were having sucha good time together. just e two of us..

tengok nie.

hmm..who say guys can't tie gerls' hair?? okelah, probably not as expert as gerls. hehe..here's the proof.

first, grab hold of all the hair.

then, divide the hair to three parts since i want him to do plaits for me.

last, begin ur plaits.

and taa-daa! here's his end piece. comments? haha..not bad quite strong! but hunnie, seriously, i can do betta by myself. wadsoeva, thank you darling! so sweeeet..

afta all those craps, he felt soo tired. so he took a 1hr nap. right! and he left me all alone. here u go sleepyhead fahn!

while he's sleeping, i tout it would be sooo perfect for me to do some sun tanning. peacefully. furthermore, i really wan to suntan my back. lucky me, i brought my CLEO along. u should see how nice the sun is. and it's 'friendly'. it doesn't kill me skin. phew! so 1hr of sun tanning wif CLEO, haven huh?

went back to fahn, and he was still sleeping like a baby. i purposely pushed him, tickled him, laid on his body, played wif his hair n nose, but..he didn't wake up. goodness! i even felt like pouring some ice lemon tea on his face, but i aint dat bad la. im bored. dats y.

last resort, i shouted his name n woo! he immediately woke up! nice move dirah..

now i understand it wen ur mom told me dat she had to spank u, shout ur name zillion times, or even pour cold water on ur face to wake u up. maybe, i should start learning dat from her. wad do u tink hunnie? haha..

kidding.

i felt so good afta the picnic hunnie. another sweet memory to treasure right? love it!

wadeva it is, i had fun yesterdae although atfirst it started off really bad. cos the only ting dat irritate my mom was wen sis showed e troublesome side of her. really. den mom will get so pissed off dat we, yes..me and adeq, who were totally not in de wrong, would get a piece of her nagging too.

luckily my dad isn't de type who nags too. phew! he would jus go wif e flow and entertain us if we're bored of mom. woman tends to nag. what's new about dat rite?!

so finally, i got myself my batik. yes..after searching fer it for almost 2hrs. no kidding. im e cerewek type wen cums to choosing my stuff. not only dat, finally i got my black cloths too. really a hot chic lor! e combination is nice, though. sorie peeps, i dun post the pic of my cloths. mayb u can wait till rayer?? hehe..dat if only i post an entry during hari raya which i tink i don't. haha..i'll be home really late if rayer dat matters.

anyway, adeq told me it'll be really nice if i tied my hair in a different style. really? see wad wonders can long hair do to you. bravo! so i listen to her and tied to the side. amazing! see fer urself.

okay gurlfren rabia, i tink it's too early for me to rebond my hair dis Sat. seriously, im not ready yet. why not u go first n i'll do mine next week okay?? love you.

talking about love you and all dat, i tink im missing fahn really bad. he's busy with his work and practical dis past few weeks. i tink u nid to take a break hunnie and spend some time on me. im dying for ur romance. haha..so how's tomorrow? it's a deal okay? can't wait.

just remember busyuk, im alwas here for you even though im having mood swings lately. you're everything to me remember?? for you, love you!

everyone mite be laughing at me if i were to tell you dat i intend to haf 4kids wen im married to him and dat i want to be a housewife. no. i dun nid my career. bcos i tink, having a happy family is my first priority and i wan to feel close to my family. will dat do hunnie? he'll never object to my idea. aftarall, im doin a favour to you and our kids right?

and i guess, it's too early fer me to talk about marriage, let alone talking about kids. haha..i still haf my elder sis to find her otha half, mind you.

wadsoeva, rayer is coming. dat is sooo important. right.

speaking of which, i nid to call fahn to wish him good luck fer his practical and dat i will be missing him. haha..nothing new about dat right??

one last thing, fuck the person who landed me in dis situation now. im having a stomach upset and it's killing me okayy..wait. it's either dat restaurant fault or it's my fault fer not eating the right thing. no. it's de restaurant fault becos i dun get dis before eating at your cocked up place.

bye!

he's the center dude.

im so high i guess. will be meeting fahn later. gosh! miss him tonnes i tell you. okayy..still nowhere to head to. wadsoeva it is, i dunmind. as long as im wif him, dats enuf fer me.

well..i tout of crashing the pool place. hmm..see how it goes if he has no objection.

syasya called me early in de morning to tell me dat she'd received her exam result thru sms. well..im so dumb not to register for exam results thru sms. darn! how can u register it without me?? so mean larh u! so obvious, i haf to wait till tomorrow morning to get my exam result. preety please no supp papers. and i want an A grade. atleast.
*sigh*

for now, i guess mom understands me so well. it's really fun to haf a mom who noes you can't kip ur butt at home even fer a day. haha..so she asked me e moment i got my butt off my bed.

seriously, at dat moment of time, i haf no plan yet.
but..i answered,

and as usual, dis makcik makcik will go..

haha..isit?? peace momma, i love e outside world.

no words from mom, just a sigh. hehe..fer one ting im blessed of, momma n dad noe how much i love fahn. and dey noe dey can do nothing about our strong love. and guess dey should jolly well noe dat i can't wait to get married and haf many kids. haha..den he wun haf to do love bites on me again. hot right?

ouh well, everyone has their fantasies. just like i do.

but i miss my childish fantasies e most. where i really wish to marry some ang moh from e outside world. haf countless kids wif mixture of asian's n ang moh's look, staying in a bungalow whereby wheneva i looked at the window, i'll see the beach. Ya Allah, kental sungguh aku nie. i know.

but now, see..ive grown up. lucky fer me, ive no more of DAT fantasies. n now as i looked back at my past life, ive realised dat those fantasies should betta be off as scary fantasies. to be perfect, i feel jijik towards ang moh. haha..

now my fantasies are only wif my ouhso infamous boyfriend, fahn. dat is why, he himself made it a point dat he will didik our children and i will only teach dem their school work in years to cum. because to him, i will definitely spoil my kids. really mah?? im jus doin a favour to my goin-to-cum kids dat dey can enjoy wif e outside world with limits. right.

speaking of all those unnecessary stuffs, i tink i nid to bathe right now and do some ironing. im running late for goat's sake!

i was 1hr late fer de workshop todae due to e terrible stomachache. one of the deadly disease dat im phobia of. haha..nvm, it's much betta now.

lucky fer us, it ended 1hr earlier. so i had 2hrs to spend wandering around aimlessly before havin my tuition at 6pm. as usual, we headed tamp mall. nothing new though. i guessed by now, ive already memorise all the shops name in TM and CS. shoot me. heh!

i had to hit Montip fer some new hairbands. it's getting looser and looser dae by dae. so, ive got it. next?? perhaps starbuck-ing or coffee bean-ing right syasya?? so much so, both places were dyem pack. n syasya prefer e couch rather den e outside seats. mayb some other time ya..

went down to e basement level of Century Square and tut, we saw Sakae Sushi. okayy..so she was craving fer it and i was craving fer dat too. what else. we crashed Sakae Sushi instead.

dyem dat waitress. how can she gaf us de verie last seat?? dont u noe we prefer e nearest seat to the kitchen so dat we could get e first grab of every sushi?? urgh..so by e tyme e sushi-s reach our place, dey were left wif only de notsonice ones. pissed off.

and den i realised sumting. im de opposite of syasya. she ate those typical sushi like the one wif crab meat while i ate all those raw ones. niceee..8 plates really left me wif a bulging tummy. haha..and i had tuition afta dat okayy. errrr..

satisfied missy?? i am..hehs!

ouh..orangey please choose one of dis syasya.
e Osmose's belt or e Mini Toon's flowery door hanging thing??
choose!

thank you!

im wondering. why isit dat my tamp tuition kid has noting betta to do den ermm..stare at my hair n trying veriee hard to count the number of golden hair strands i haf?? pathetic u noe. try to imagine dis..

me: okay..so wad is de..
her: kak, you haf one golden hair. i saw it..!
me: ouhh..it's okay. aftarall i dyed my hair.

see..she can even stare at my blardie hair wen i was in de middle of asking her a math question. or..she will ask me stuff like, why do you haf 2 piercing on both ears?? or why isit dat your eyebrows are so neat and clean?? or she will stare blankly at my beaded necklace and went, i like ur necklace. bah!! it's getting ridiculous lor.

perhaps, i should do a Qns and Ans session afta every tuition i had wif her. dunct you tink dat is a brilliant idea??

apart from dat..

do u know wad ive been thinking?? about my hair. till now, i cant dcide wad i should do to my hair. farhan's already bugging me to change my hairstyle but please eh, i will never, i repeat. will never curl my hair. i personally tink it will ruin my hair rather den beautify it. right. so i was thinking, should i cut my elbow-length hair to a shoulder-length hair or kip dat long hair??

and..should i do bangs again or try sumtink else?? im lost. here my screams?? i nid your help.

nevermind.

gosh! my legs r aching right now. i cant stand it anymore. i think i nid a massage. u tell me, how m i supposed to describe e distance from marina square all the way to e parliament house?? disastrous! and fer heaven sake, i haf no sense of direction wen it cums to finding Raffles Place MRT station from One Fullerton. dats wen WE got lost!

yes, WE. in terms of me and syasya.

okay okay, let's get it straight. i met syasya at 10.30am n we haf our mini breakfast at Burger King. i ordered chicken cheese sticks and syasya ordered tender chicken nuggets fer our breakfast. we thought it's too early to haf a heavy breakfast.

since im budgeting on MRT fare, we took a bus to Marina Square. don't ask me why Marina Square of all places. haha..im amazed too. dey realli did renovate dat shopping center. wow!

we crashed CityLink at 2pm. finding for some light food to fill our stomach again. and so we chose Polar. i tink their puffs and brownies are not bad aftarall.

dats wen syasya gaf me my belated birthday present. awwww..so sweet lor. my cravings fer necklaces never die i tell you. n she bot me a black one, which i tink it's gonna be dat necessary soon. hehe..thanks sweetie.

my personal collection of necklaces. it's increasing day by day. haha..

ouh..ur present is still on the way. haha..i promise.

once we're in CityLink, it's a must to hit Surfer Girls okayy. gif us 30mins, no, not enuf! wadeva. saw e Volcom tee again. and ouhmygawd..

first thought, i want tis.

second thought, i really need this.

third thought, phuck it! im gonna buy it.

haha..

and den i saw a Volcom purse. shitte! another item on my shopping list. let me tell you, im a die hard fan of Volcom okayy..shoot me. i dun really go for Roxy.

hmm..pictures time. as usual. where? errrr..anywhere will do. so we're like the tourists today. walking around wif nothing except a digicam in our hand. yes..cum and figure the places we've been to today by looking or perhaps staring at the pictures, okay lovelies?? enjoy..

my saturday was err..okayy. yes..jus okay. not much excitement except fer one ting, like finally mom bot me my hari raya kain. yes..no worries! mom's e tailor..so, fun is, FOC. duh!

had kenduri at my aunt's place fer my late grandfathers. im so not in de mood fer it. reallie. dats y i wore a tee and jeans. no baju kurung fer me please. okayy..atleast i did helped out in e kitchen. right. less talk, pictures please.

ouh, had a bdae celebration afta dat. nazrul's bdae. he's soo dyem fucking cute! see fer urself la.

fattie bom bom, here's my bdae kiss for you.
*smuck*
im loving it. haha..

aunt ida was super nice. she did henna fer me n yes, it's free. she's so creative, ohmygod!
look..nice?

oke..den sunday was reallie not my day lor. seriously i didn't noe sunday was Nisfu Syaaban. shoot me. i dunnoe wad dat means. haha..im dead. so i was just tagging along. okay fine, i was forced to tag along. shitte!

i mean, im a real goodie alright. i know where i stand n i will never forget my religion.

gosh! didn't noe dat wearing tudung can just make me look dat..hmm..alim? haha..

i planned to meet my b. reallie missing him. had his prac todae and i was supposed to meet him there at 10am but something clumsy happened to me.

i'll tell you what..

i ACcidentally cut my upper lips while shaving whatsnotsuppose to be dere. shut up. stop looking at me like one kind. hello..like u neva shave ur moustache. girls do have thin hair moustache okayy..shave it off babe! gross..hehe

so where was i?

right. it bled nonstop. n i haf no idea wad else im supposed to do. n fer heaven sake, im phucking late. no choice. i msg-ed fahn n told him my pathetic story n he laughed. thanks fer being understanding n meet me at tamp instead.

had breakfast wif fahn n din. he was having his prac too. niceee..

had nowhere to go. jus chill at Changi Beach wif fahn. sweeet..another sweet moment i shall treasure. hmm..

fahn's like a bbq prawn afta standing under the hot sun fer two days watching Motorcross. serious.

headed to his house afta dat to watch some dvds. i watched Hitch. n i cant stop laughing. especially de part wen Hitch taught his client how to dance at the party. e song Yeah was playing n how could u move like dat? horrid! haha..

he's working right now. ask me, am i missing him?? i'll answer yes! Shhheeesshh..

okay peeps! anugerah's starting veriee soon. get ur butts in front of the teevee. go!

my prediction.

hairil, irwan, azmir and fauzi will stay.

goodluck!

im back.

dis will be a superbly LONG entry.

so so so, how did u spend ur last two days lovelies?? enjoying every minute of it? i do..

well..i spent my thursday wif b. in case you're wondering, b is baby and baby is fahn. dengg! so where did we go arh b? nowhere far. jus around tampines area. i had tuition at 3.30pm, so i thought of meeting b at around 1.30. i miss him larh.

here's one reason why i love my b. he don't mind cuming down all e way to pasir ris eventhough it means travelling all the way from Tanah Merah Besar Road. sweet rite? i know. he waited for me at the void deck. and off we went to tampines.

b wanted to buy the MotorCross tickets at any transitlink outlet. so since we're in tampines, he insisted on buying dere. headed to MacDonald next. pity fahn. he missed his breakfast. after filling his stomach, i told him i wanted to hunt for my marshmallow at Mini Toons. so dere we go..

haha..you should see how i reacted on chewing the marshmallow. penuh smangat. and you should see how cramped b's face wen he chewed the marshmallow. the total opposite of me! he hates marshmallow but i forced it in his mouth. so cute! lyke a mum forcing a spoon of medicine into her child's mouth. dat cute-ness!

we had nowhere to go by den. so we sat behind tampines mall and just crapped around. yes..i love dat moment. he made me laughed lyke as if the whole world belongs to me. he even took off my Roxy slipper and threw it somewhere in front of me. he thinks it's farnie though. so i asked him to go and pick it up for me since he's e one who threw it. haha..and he did it. goodness!

sent me off to tuition and he waited 1.5 hr for me at the void deck. seriously, i couldn't concentrate teaching dat kid. i kept looking at the clock, hoping dat it's already 1.5hr. why? because fahn's at the void deck, n i can't wait to see him again..crazy u mite say.

dere he is, sitting all alone at the void deck wif his right leg on the bench and his blueberry blended ice on the table. gorgeous! planned to 'visit' the beach since the weather was lyke extra breezy.

waited for 15 for 30minutes, and finally, we ended up boarding 21 instead. alighted at pasir ris intrchnge. by e tyme, the weather wasn't dat breezy anymore, it's more to getting a lil bit darker. hehe..so we changed plan.

he insisted on me treating him potato chips. craving for it huh? dua packets plak tu dier ambik. haizz..bertuah btol la budak nie. sat in e interchange and enjoy eating our potato chips. yum! miss those old secondary school days. i used to do dat wif my gurlfrens okayy..sitting in the intrchnge eating junk foods. hmm..

so dere goes my thurs.

and wad about today my dearies??

i'll tell you one lil secret. ive enrolled for the driving license!
*scream*
im soooo excited!

cant wait cant wait cant wait

b had his prac test today, so i met him dere. thanks to rabia, we alighted at the wrong bustop. lesson to be learnt. do not engage in an interesting conversation wif someone wen u dunnoe where and wen to alight the bus. bcos u'll jus miss the bustop. like i do. Bah!

man came down later to mit rabia. but it was just fer a short while.

headed to parkway afta dat, leaving the boys bhind. fahn had to work u see. and man, errr..i dunno. haha..

our first stop. the Rusty shop. so funky! awww..too bad gurlfren, the purse wasn't dere anymore. window-shopped at Mango. hmm..nothing interesting except fer tis vintage brown top. i like..no. we like. guess how much it is? $55. yes..so how?? next time perhaps.

parkway is like dyem bored. so we took 197 and alighted at Bugis. our place. stopped at a coffeeshop bhind Parco and had our delicious Wanton mee. haven-ness! you should try dat dish. my recommendation. and pls waitress and waiter, no chopsticks for me please. in case you don't know, i hate using chopsticks. really. first reason, becos i don't noe how to use it, second reason, bcos i find it troublesome, third reason, it delays my eating time.

dere you go.

okayy..the gerls are heading to the most cheapest place in town. Bugis Village!

we saw this top. it's totally nice. i like the green one, and rabia like the brown one. and so we tried it on. and my god, how could you claimed dat they're freesize? our humps are like suffocating okay..and we could hardly breathe. obvious. a no no fer us.

we told each other dat we really do nid to get something bfore goin off. so i got myself a white belt, to match it wif my white sandal and rabia got herself a beach-look necklace. great!

since we're budgeting, we took a bus ride home. took 197, had some great gossiping and giggles in the bus. ouh..and we're enjoying our BugisCafe's double chocolate chips okay.
*licks lip*

alight at Parkway and took 15 home. and ouhmygod! e bus was lyke so freaking pack-o and it smells so blardie ewwww! den dis guy boarded e bus and he sat behind me. i swear i was goin to puke! doesn't dis kinda ppl feel anything?? sheeessssh!

no choice, i had to smell my hand. atleast, my MNG perfume smell is still dere. phew! and half of de tyme, i was pinching my nose. and i noe im not doin alone at dis. rabia too. haha..we're like, so wad if dat person trasa. he should jolly well noe dat he stinks to e max! and let me get dis ting clear, it's not de stink as in due to you perspiration tau, it's bcos he didn't bathe! Blergh!

was dyem relieved afta i alighted the bus. ougmygod! It's so freaking nice to feel the wind again.

okayy..so where was i??

right. i was feeling so dizzy up till now. and i tink i do need a sleep to get rid of dis headache. urgh!

and like finally, i got the chance to talk to ailah. gurlfren, u're really a busywoman now huh?

haha..sounds fun right? haf fun wif your kids darling.

and yes..you might be wondering why i put down my tagboard. simple. bcos im sick of infantile ppl who doesn't noe the meaning of grow up! yes..the word infantile was created just for you. if you don't pity yourself, pls excuse me. i do pity you ppl.

like i said, my blog, my say. unhappy?? leave. or stop reading my blog.

but sometimes, i cant blame you ppl. mine's interesting, dats y. haha..

so my sweeties, onlie ppl who are CLOSE to me will get to leave their comments in my hp. yes hunnies, msges are still welcome.

so infantile-s, blame yourself okay??

anyway, to put down the tagboard wasn't my idea alone, it was fahn's idea too. he too tinks dat someone out dere is just trying to break us up. see..even he agrees wif me, so kip all your comments to urself okayy? im happy, cant you see??

im off.
tata!

wad shitte do u noe abt me and fahn?? and wad shit do you know abt who's being faithful and who's not?? noone noes fahn betta den i do. why??! bcos im his. ive gone thru all those crappy moments and romantic moments wif him. so tell me now, you or me knows him betta??

jus who the fucking person u are to tell me dat i dun deserve him?! do you know all the ups and downs we've gone thru in our relationship?? do you know how many times ive hurt him and how many he've hurt me?? do you??! no!

you think u're betta off wif him? you tink you know him more den i do? fact is, u only see the great side of guys. wad do you tink?? haf ur say den..

u pissed me off. so dun blame me fer putting tis entry up. dere's a limit to every single thing. i may not know who the phucking person you are. unknown perhaps. if u tink u haf those courage that i don't, den well..say ur name. how abt dat??! ouh, or isit ure betta off not leaving ur name??! haha..

now now ask urself miss unknown. am i doin any harm taking photos wif my own cuzen?? like hello, wake up..the blood dat's running in him is the exactly the blood dat is running in me. wad abt you?? do u take photos wif celebrities?? dun tell me u sooo different from me. missy, it's not like as if i kissed dem or wad rightt? i merely took photos wif dem. urgh! if my parents dun mind me being close to anybody, why should you care?? ouh..u haf ur say too? waddehell. ure not only ruining me, ure ruining me and him. remember.

does it carve a smile on ur face seeing me and him leading our own life??
ure pathetic. do you even realise dat?? pity you.

anyway, be my guest. i'll see for how long u can put up such an infantile attitude here.

im not goin to let dat affect me so much. im not goin to let u destroy everything dat im happily living on. im not.

basically, im stuck at home. no plans u see. okayy, ive made plans, be it just didn't work out. i hate dat the most. and ive nothing to do. serious. i miss mugging for examinations. i miss doin late nite projects. and i miss school. becos i cant get to see fahn everyday. ouh..i do miss him a lot.

so where was i??

gosh..i miss blogging. miss it sooo much. and since im back, i promised to gif you de best entry dirah could gif.
*so sweet*

dunct ya tink so..?

here's Andirah album dat ive promised you.

uh uh..pink is a must. too bad hunnie..wei! i like the stripes okayy..soo colourful!

okayyy..enuf. so i haven't take my morning bath yet. haha..im enjoying myself. can't u see my dears?? right. im soo beat. i got home at 1.30am yest. after all those anugerah tings, dinner, supper, i jus can't wait to jump onto my bed n haf my errr..beauty sleep. dats right.

everybody has de feelings dat something will go wrong on de nite of anugerah. yupp, me too.

while i was ironing my clothes,
"momma, wad if ciko couldn't make it to the next round arrh??"

and i kept quiet. but seriously, i do haf dis feelings dat he will be eliminated. i dunnoe why. well, maybe becos im quite close to him. the genes are there u see.

and dat night, jus look at the weather. storms, thunders, heavy rains. it's like as if something sad will happen. and like as if the weather is on our side. hmm..everything is

de rain actually drenched my hand-made shoes dat im wearing okayy..i was cursing in my heart most of the tyme. i felt so spongy and wet. n i even haf dis urge to walk barefooted. shoot me. de traffics were disastrous. slow moving traffics everywhere. not to say hailing a cab. dat was far more disastrous. trust me. wif all those heavy rains pouring on ur umbrella, wif all those thunders n storms, and dere we were, standing in the middle of nowhere, hailing pathetically for a cab. we were sooo feaking late.

the mediacorp was dyem crowded. and believe it or not, ciko's supporters wore all yellow yesterday. sooo, yellow yellow dirty fellow?? hehe..more to it.

dun talk about my heartbeat. it was beating tremendously fast. i was worried for him. and so was everyone. he was the fourth contestant to perform. one relief.
*phew*

irwan kinda screwed up yest. but he managed to pull through the chorus part, n goodness, he did it! im sooo proud of you. you should ask ur fellow supporter how loud i cheered ur name okayy..too loud dat they were covering their ears. haha..

suhana was next..hmm. to be frank, i dun kinda support her. her voice was sooo flat dat i couldn't see why kak ge wanted to gif her an extra point for dat. are all the judges deaf?? beats me. nonetheless, she was sooo gorgeous. fahn's agreeing to dat. lalala. see if i care. i have azmir remember?? harhar..

azmir was next. aaaaa..he reminds me of usher okayy. his style. not face, mind you. one hott news. he's taufik pub's friend. jus look at his dancemove, one glance u'll noe dat he's into clubbing. soooo kacak! he was the only one dat shine among e rest. lurve it. as usual, dirah was speechless and frozen looking at him. haha..so obvious lor.

aaaa..the moment we've been waiting for has arrived. ciko's next. he didn't give his best though. but his sms vote was superbly high. how would i noe that his journey will end there?? i cheered for him until i couldn't talk anymore. my throat was sooo sore. yesss ah! love dat sore voice.

hmm..the atmosphere yest was superb. eventhough to be frank, we were quite sad. i cried okayy..haha. it's all azmir's fault. i'll tell you why. he didn't even smile wen he got into the next round. he was filled with tears. amazed?? yupp, me too. and wen he was asked why by irwan, he pointed at ciko, who was not standing on the stage. i get wad he meant. ciko's not there for him anymore. they're best bud aftarall. wen everything's over, he came down the stage and went to ciko's parents seat. he muttered a sorry to kak dalilah, hugged abang and ciko's dad and salam ciko's mum. and afta dat, everyone was cheering ciko's name.

urrrrgggh!

okay..less talk. more pictures now.

i'll tell you..the third lady standing from the left is azmir's momma and next to her, the guy who's in blue is azmir's dad.

ciko's momma is standing on the extreme right and next to her is ciko's dad.

the obeks wif ciko. smile!

can u see rino?? yes yes..he's next to me!

but i like the picture on shasha's digicam! no fair!

woohhoo!! u noe i noe..

obek ju and obek ori wif ciko.

there will alwas be my turn..

do we look alike??

dis is wad u called anak boyanese..! haha..

rightt. now wif irwan. opps! sorrie chic! ur husband is wif me..

done. i haf two tuitions later. kill me. im sooo dead.

im craving for starbuck's rhumba.
yum yum yum.