so dear reader, sorry for not updating my blog since saturday. my biggest, sincerest apology.

the holidays explain why i often wake up so freaking late. that is why i ignored the alarm and decided to wake up five minutes later, but ended up, i woke up 35mins later. there it goes, im late for our gym session with rabia.

ouh, i decided to wear my stripey headband today. i swear, dear reader, i was feeling so akward of what others might think of this silly girl, walking around with her stripey headband on her head. outstanding plak tu. haha. but rabia compliment it, so yah, thanks. you made me feel more comfortable and confident. gee!

the disadvantage of going to the gym after months of not going is that, you will have to bare with all those aches you gonna get after exercising your ass off. here i am, trying to bare the aches, damn! can you imagine that i can no longer run 400m without stopping? shesssh! for goodness sake, i used to run 800m without stopping okay. now that is killing me. i really really need to run and run and run. NAFA test in early year3. how to get gold with this kind of pace? die!

had pastamania for lunch. delicious! hmm..i think i gained back all those fats. haha. rabia asked me what's the use of exercising and i replied 'to make you feel good for losing those fats and to make you feel guilty for gaining those fats back.' haha. true enough la.

preetyboy loves my scorpion plaits. awesome kan? i buat sendiri tau..pandai tak baby you ni? nak see? nah!

fir gave me this testi:

'shes unavailable. unattainable. unreachable. but approachable.' hmm, i love those words. haha. i call that cheeky. bilang my preetyboy! hehe.

okay, i love my preetyboy. thanks for hearing me out. i feel so much better now. ah!

apart from that, im feeling a lil grayish here. that explains my next grey blogskin. hang around, im still in the middle of editing it.

weekends are awesome! 2months holiday are double the awesome.

goodnight.

so i ate one-quarter of the 250g Cadburry's choc, two Ferroro Rocher and a packet of TimeOut chocolate. downside of the story? i gained more fats when im supposed to lose those fats. damn. it's all thanks to my depression and the pissing off mood.

what?! im stuck at home on a Friday night? it's like a nightmare to me, you know. who's to blame?

she's my soul afterall. when some people just can't take my hints.

let me share with you my utmost kental story.

this confident soul confidently entered the exam room without even sure of the seat number. afterall, jinfu managed to convince me that my seat number is 27, since i always seat two seats in front of him. i funnily had this feeling that this desk and chair weren't meant for me. 2.35pm. the paper's started and no one came to me and claimed that 'hey, this is my seat you know'. that's cool. then a guy came in, walked towards my seat, scratched his head and looked around. i swear, dear reader, the invigilator's voice was so high that everyone turned and witnessed my moment of sitting at someone else's place. one.

two. next time, before starting to do the exam papers, always read the instructions. in case you dumbly answered all questions when you are supposed to answer only four out of six questions. well, that happened to me. no wonder the rest could get out of the room an hour after the paper commenced. haha, keeps laughing at me syasya. i know im kental today.

i seriously don't know what i was thinking just now.

okay, less talk. fact is, the exams are OVER and a 2months holiday is waiting for me. now, jump jump jump!

2months isn't that long since ive to really catch up on my driving, crashing the gym and set my feet on the running track and shop shop shop. plus, my daily routine, eat drink sleep. eat drink sleep.

the study date with syasya yesterday was a successful one, i think.

time to partee and shop!

ive been having badlucks since starting of the week. on monday, i missed a step at the Kopitiam staircase and fall flat on my butt. kopitiam? urgh, of all places! to make it worst, i was all alone at that time, at it was at night. i swear like turning 180degree and heads back home, but the pimples are calling for the toner. first badluck.

second badluck. yesterday, i was walking happily, about to reach the void deck when a freaking cum pathetic cum stupid cum idunnoewhatelse, shitted directly on my pants. wtf?! i was so pissed off that i wished i can throw my sandal at the bird. darn!

like omg. for how long more will all these badlucks haunt me? maybe, maybe i should start doing some really good deeds. haha. must be joking. hopefully, all those bad things will stop just there. yes.

so right now, im officially broke. as in, im really really really broke. and the only time i have some money in my purse is when momma gave me my one-day pocket money. that's it. urgh, im so depress living without money. now, who wouldn't right? and i still have my $55 hp bill to settle by 23rd feb. im so stress. S-T-R-E-S-S.

and this lil stinko here will cheer me up every single day. without fail.

i decided to not turn up for my FTT just now. simply because it's timing crashed with my exam. damn it! there goes my $11. $11 is still money okay! i can buy dozens of Old Chang Kee's food with it. haha.

ANTM later on! im always excited when it comes to Wednesday. awesome la!

im feeling for a 'girl-at-work' outfit for tomorrow. don't ask me why.

did i mention about us playing the pool on Saturday? so yah..a big thank you to adeq stinko for editing the pics for me. ermm..well actually, they were meant for her blog. gee!

oh, shut your gob dirah!

let's just skip that.

so yesterday was cousins day out. we pathetically went to Bedok Stadium for this family carnival thingy. and we pathetically accompanied the mothers there so that they can meet Mawi. and we, the youngsters, got the chance to meet the Anugerah finalists. haha, it was pathetically very lame. and pathetically, i feel like falling asleep cause it was so freaking hott and it wasn't entertaining enough. urgh. so there..1..2..3..4 pathetically-s. to make it 5 pathetically-s, pathetically, i didn't even open my book and study. haha.

we left the mothers at Bedok and headed to Tampines instead. now, who wants to follow the mums to Singapore Expo and boringly admire the beauty of wedding preparations. not us, though. perhaps, in 5years down the road. grin.

anyway, as i was saying, we crashed Pavillion's pool and hit those ques. so fun! but it was darn expensive on weekends, $9.10 an hour. save me. then i had this craving for LJS' fries. do you know that long john's fries are the nicest, juicier, crunchier, tastier fries among all those fast food outlets? okay, as for me, it is.

lil ayun suddenly came up with this idea to take neoprints. why not? i thought that was a very nice idea, since it's on you. haha. this time around, the quality was far much better than the previous neoprint i took.

if you notice, i didn't even smile in any of the shots, simply because i think ive been smiling and laughing too much since days ago. right, that's a lame reason. but it's true la.

wanted to buy this black pumps but it was made of pig's skin. disgusting. why must all those nice pumps made of pig's skin? ergh. so sickening. so i skipped on that black pumps and eyed on this 3inch killer black pumps. i think it's hot. and it's perfect for someone who is as short as me. gee. waitamin. im close to this broke. guess ive to wait till early march.

big momma's house 2 movie's going to be out on 2nd March. now i have all the reasons to jump around cause i enjoy watching big momma's house 1. let's watch it together sya. i cant miss that show, so..you can keep my words this time around. twist!

fit told me to catch her PCD Beep's musicvideo in her friendster, and so i did. i was, ofcourse and as usual, amazed by their dancestep and yes, they're hot hot hot. phew! for 2 freaking hours, we sweat like really sweat ah. haha.

sweeeeeet.

back to studying. a whole lot of craps.

and i really really really miss my preetyboy. pick me up tomorrow at 9am darl. *wink

those words or rather combined alphabets are driving me insane. memorise? currently, not my favourite word. shessh!

now i wonder, why do i often fall asleep at the sight of my books and notes?

and why lately do i get a lil pampered when im with preetyboy?

random thoughts are fun sometimes, don't you think so?

in times like this la i badly need to shop shop shop. nothing else.

i guess, it's time to sleep. goodnight.

i don't know if i should just laugh or totally ignore you. don't you know that i can simply trace down you and your url? yes, true enough. all this while, i know who have been leaving me tags with such unknown identity. it's okay to me if you think that you are at a safe position for not revealing your true identity. but don't you know that things will not always go your way?

now now..what should i do? i can just type down your name here and let everyone think either negative or positive about you. but i chose not to. cause why? i do respect you, and taking revenge will never solve everything. you decide for yourself.

i mean, why smile at me when we bumped into each other? tepuk dada tanya selera.

ive been asking myself. and ive been asking the people around me.

no, nothing of that sort.

and the only answer i can get is that you're simply unsatisfied with me for i don't know what wrong ive done to you.

as quoted: 'the ones who hate you are the ones who are jealous of you'

clueless. as far as i know, you're one of the sweetest girl back then in sec sch. you're smart. studious. nothing in me is better compared to you. well, maybe some but i don't think it does affect you.

ask me personally if you want to know who im referring to.

just to let you know, god is fair. and i think you strongly believe in that.

good day people. study date later on with syasya or jepon.

i was ready to jump on my bed the moment Tyra announces that Jayla will be eliminated. cause im so confident that she will be eliminated, furthermore a biatch like her wont go far. BUT it turned out otherwise. damn!

and im waiting patiently for Pussycat Doll's beep from syasya.

kiss me or hug me preetyboy. or just do something lovable to me. im missing you badly. bad bad bad.

goodnight

if you notice, there were no stars yesterday. all you can see were the beautiful clouds and not to mention, the ever romantic full moon. amazing! so we spent the night at Tanjong Rhu. i was obviously amazed by the full moon. but yesterday, the presence of it felt so different. really different. the moon looked tremendously big and round, right darling? it was as if so near to us, that i felt like reaching it.

the wind was awesome and having preetyboy next to me was double the awesome. i love him. and the day will not be complete without photos as sweet memories right? so here you go..

yup, we had fun. total fun-ness.

and to make the day complete, study date in the early afternoon with my second heartbeat was perfect! let me tell you about it.

we had Popeye for lunch and stayed there for 3hours, struggling to study our INNK which was obviously not an enjoyable thing to do. especially after skipping almost all of its lecture. so basically, we know nuts. nothing.

my second heartbeat gave me my Valentine's gift. how sweet is that? im touched. i feel like a total princess writing with that hot furry plus love pink pen cum the pink magic wand. really. thank you sweetheart.

if you are still wondering which second heartbeat i was referring to, she's none other than my syasya. let me present you with our everblazing clickamajing!

how was that? gee.

to end this entry, let's choose a picture of the Valentine's Day with preetyboy. hmm, i think this is the one. perfect.

with all my heart, thank you for making yesterday's Valentine's a successful one. sweet.

now back to studying. urgh. DO NOT DISTURB.

may all the sweet things be yours today. cheers!

you wanna know a teeny-weeny about my Valentine Day? well actually, we don't really intend to spend a huge sum of money today cause what matters most is that, we want to be in each other's hand. that's all.

and me, i want to see the stars with him. somewhere high enough for me to feel as if the stars are just within our reach. i want to tell him that i truly loves him and the sky and stars above us will be the witnesses.

but before that, i have a study date with my girl syasya in just a few hours time. ouh, she has a V'Day present for me. omg, isn't she another sweet thing in my life?
*hugs and kisses*

smile and spread the love people!

i can still remember vividly the first day i met you. it was in pasir ris crest sec sch, our school. you were just some ordinary guy with this cute face. the funny thing is, i got all excited at the sight of you and my heart tends to skip a beat the moment i landed my eyes on you. i kept watching you from a distance, but i dare not say anything to you. i like the way you teased every single people, the way you made them laugh or even cry. i thought that was just an attraction, rather than a love thing. but i was wrong. years down the road, i realised that it was so hard for me to totally forget your existence. it was then you began to notice me. you disturbed all girls except me. i kept wondering why and soon, i got the answer. (keep reading to find the answer) In sec4, we were in the same class, that was after you requested for a change of class. we did exchanged smiles, but we never talk. and the next moment, you asked for my number from someone and we began contacting each other without anyone knowing about it. not even our closest friends. but heaven wasn't always on our side. we stopped contacting each other under some reasons. days later, i was brought to the hospital. and you were the first person to msg me, asking about my condition. i was overjoyed. never did i imagine that you still do care about me. i turned to you everytime im down with endless problems. we talked on the phone till late night, and that was when i asked you why didn't you talk to me in school. why is it that im the only girl that you did not tease. and you finally gave me the answer after being forced. you told me, you wanted to make me feel special. you wanted to treat me different from other girls cause secretly, you've been admiring me. sweet. months later, the whole school knew about us. some had negative comments about us, while some said it will only be temporary.

for now, what matter is, we are still as strong as the rock. maybe, we can prove them wrong. and our love life will continue..

seeing all those things that has passed by, i miss every single thing about us. i miss those time when everyone in school stared at us. cause we're together. i miss the time when you waited for me after every remedial class i had. i miss the time when you secretly smell my perfume everytime i walked to the front of the classroom to collect my book. i miss looking at how cute you fall asleep at every lesson. i miss looking at how silly you and your boys can get whenever there's no teacher in class. i miss your super loud voice in class. i miss the time when you turned your head in class and winked at me. and i was smiling from ear to ear until i forgot a simple physic formula. i miss the time when you first called me up and your voice was so soft. simply because i have a soft voice. you sounded so romantic. i miss the time when you used to msg me every time you reached home after school. and i didn't reply your msg cause i was still outside, hanging out with my girls. and when i returned your msg in the evening, you didn't reply cause you've fallen asleep. i miss the time when we had our first date. you bought me my favourite drink and i refused to eat cause im full. and you stopped eating cause you told me you were full. we took the bus home and you insisted on holding my bag for me. it was then you told me that actually, we were too shy eating infront of me, so you told me that you were full instead. you were so funny. i miss the time when you stuffed that earpiece in my right ear and another in your left ear so that we can listen to your band playing. i miss the time when you always laughed at me, seeing how pathetic i looked like in my girl guide uniform. but i ignored you cause i love seeing the way you laughed at me. i miss the time when i had to practice marching under the blazing sun and you were up there on level2, shaking your head, signaling to me that you pitied me. but ofcourse, you did nothing. i miss the time when we used to walk all the way from our school to my house, which is a 30mins walk. and during the journey home, we will always sit under a void deck and talked. i miss the time when you asked me to show you my palm so that you can read something from it. you were so cute. and when i refused, you grabbed my hand and insist that i answer your question, if not, you will not let go of my hand. i know that was one of your tactic cause you wanted to hold my hand badly. and even after ive answered your question, you did not let go of my hand. i miss the time when you were shorter than me. i miss the time bullying you, just because you were short and cute. and most importantly, i miss the time when you first said i love you and kiss me over the phone right before ending our conversation. and i miss our first kiss. you were so great at it.

that was a whole lot of fun. you are so special to me and right now, you even conquered my whole heart. you'll always be that sweet and cute little boy. i love you for who you are, i seriously do. you will always be in my heart.

back then till now..

today was awesome! i went out with his family, plus his brother's gf. his dad wanted to catch the movie 'Fearless' since that movie will be Jack Lee's last movie. the thing is, i didn't even pay for the movie ticket. gee! too bad it's an NC16 movie, so yana, being 15 and fina, being 10, had no choice but to wait outside.

freaked! i cried in the movie okay. that movie was darn touching that i cant hold back my tears. so in the end, Jack Lee died. the barley drink kind of cheer me up. haha.

Valentine Day is not even here but ive received an early V'Day pink rose! *skips around* thank you girls. so you girls really make good use of the 1.5hr waiting time huh. hehe. love it.

now, who will be the next Valentino? haha. cum'on preetyboy, stop smiling. *grin

headed to East Coast with the family in the afternoon to have our dinner. delicious! thank you for the treat mother-in-law and father-in-law. cheeky.

walked at the beach and i got addicted looking at how expert those people built the sandcastles. so freaking nice! you know what i feel like doing? i feel like running from a distance and land my heavy and bloated tummy flat on their sandcastles. the whole idea is, i want to see what will the sandcastles looked like if they were being smashed by me. haha.

next stop, the Mount Faber. we were very amazed at how beautiful the toilet is. freaking nice! instead of spending 5mins in the ladies, we spent about 20mins in it. haha. the we i was referring about were me, fina, yana, kak fiza and fahn's mom. we were busily snapping here and there, posing like some retards. kagum beb! until the batteries died on us. ergh!

too bad i did not bring along my digicam.

headed to Labrador Park after that and again, it's cam-whore time. basically, the kids were having so much fun. and that includes me, preetyboy, kak fiza and abg sufi. so much candid poses were being snapped. i wish i had my digicam with me, you know. darn!

so right now, im waiting patiently for yana to upload all the pics and send them to me so that i can share those pictures with all of you. yeah, every single of you.

i had so much fun. that matters most.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY STINKO!
*fwee-weeet*
here's a simple note from me to you. now that you're 15, please try to act like some 15yrs old girl, not 5yrs old. be more mature in whatever you do and please, do not misuse the super great freedom e parents gave you. cause i can still remember that i don't get that kinda freedom when i was in sec3. you are one lucky cum smelly child. haha. so yah, if you need and want anything, PLEASE DON'T COME TO ME. haha. kidding la. im always here for you.

awww..how sweet can an elder sister get? i think i pamper her too much. what do you think? nvm, afterall i have only one lil sis. hehe.

as far as im concerned, im selling plasters on my feet cause right now, there's 2 plasters on a foot. so 2x2=4. haha. thanks to the pumps and sandal which left my feet with blisters. urgh. hate it. but im fine right now, really.

i supposed, dunman's carnival kind of a success. i dunnoe, cause i spent 3 freaking hours in a room cum disco. stupid dj (whoever it may concern) spun Techno songs. wtf?! zaman biler tu? it was at the ending part when the dj spun some awesome songs. now tell me, what would you do if these songs were being dropped like it's hot?

those girls' eyes were burning hot, i think. cause i can see the hatred and cold stare they gave us. but you should know me by now, i care nothing about being stared at. haha. lame!

were damn hungry after that. hello, we merely skipped our breakfast and we only get the chance to eat at 4pm. crashed KFC and for the first time, i still feel so hungry even after eating the Bandito meal. then i remembered preetyboy's words - eat to satisfy your stomach, not eat to satisfy your lust. so that's the whole idea why sometimes, i ended up with a rather bloated stomach. okay fine, so i did listen to him.

preetyboy had his haircut at Storm. pretty sweet lady who kept smiling at me while i was busily checking on farhan and his new hairstyle. so cute la! i had to call his name like 5times just to wake him up. my gawd! how can you sleep when someone was busily cutting your hair? what if you wake up only to find that your hairstyle sucks? fahn oh fahn. tsk! but in the end, it turned out to be awesome!

and he hugged me.
ouch! he's soooo sweet!

went off to East Coast. the initial plan was to just sit and admire the beautiful sunset BUT this mentel girl here suddenly feel the excitement of renting a twin bike. so we did. preetyboy sat in front, while i sat at the back. cause according to him, one, i have no sense of balance. two, so that all passers-by can see his handsome face first, then my face. three, i have no sense of direction. whatever.

so half of the time, i was busily yackiting, screaming and shouting at the back cause truth is, i can't see where he's going and im soo scared that he might just bump into a small kid or a tree, and i raised my legs so that i do not have to cycle. like how it goes, let guys do the work. haha. ouh, i even hugged him from the back, secretly smelling his armpit. so nice la.

i told him, we looked like some bujang lapok, except that im a girl.

had project assessment and individual interview just now at 1pm. i think i did pretty good for the individual interview. iam proud of myself, you know. haha. but it's a sad thing that the weather kind of ruin our absolute shopping plan. darn. we had to cancel our trip to town since it's too dangerous to ride a bike under such weather. well, according to preetyboy la, cause there's a problem with his brake.

he was all drenched when he fetched me in school at 2.30pm. so we headed to his home first, allow him to change to another tee and erm..had our light lunch there. i must say, his mum's macaroni is delicious. thank you!

i bought a new helmet with fins plus a tinted visor. nice! that cost me $35 okay. told preetyboy to scrap off all those unwanted stickers cause i intend to customize my own sticker - dirah. haha.

we headed to Tampines instead and walked around aimlessly. gawd! Tampines is such a boring place, really. but due to the weather, low value cash card and red tank, we had no choice though.

bought two Miz29's sandals, brown and white. brown for me(ofcourse) and white for the lil adeq at home, since im loaded kan. gee. ouh, a huge sorry to jepon for buying that brown sandal when i was supposed to buy a black one instead. the thing is, brown turns me on. ampun ye cik adek.

were hungry after that, and preetyboy was smart enough to suggest eating at Pizza Hut and i was cheeky enough to suggest on settling the Valentine's pizza. so that kind of an advance Valentine celebration. haha. it doesn't matter though cause to us, everyday's a valentine day, right lovers? hehe.

we joked. we laughed. and most importantly, we enjoyed each other's company. i burped in fahn's ear. haha. i was trying so hard to be that gross girl in his heart, and i did it! and as a revenge, he told me that he'll fart when riding so that i, being the pillion, will smell his stinky fart. ya right! but you know, he will never do such thing. grin.

isn't the heart-shaped pizza a sweet thing? awww..

went over to nassier's block to have a chat with him. there were me, fahn, nassier, ben, colleen, yazid and din. they made stupid jokes, as usual.

preetyboy sent me home at 8.20pm, just in time to catch Pesta Pesta Pesta. nothing is boring with Taufik's appearance. haha. i kept sms-ing with syasya, telling her how stupid those dancers looked like and we kept exchanging those gossips. amazingly, this wasn't one of those boring show suria put up. it's a good thing la.

dunman's carnival later on. which means, ive to accompany adeq there.

well i thought, taking photos in helmet was a nonsense idea. but i didn't know it turned out that cool? haha..whatever.

time to sleep..

why is it that whenever it comes to project assessment, i will go numb and dumb? like im totally lost for words. it felt as if i know nuts which i can assure you that i wasn't this dumb before the project assessment. and my hands will be so cold and my heart will beat so fast that i feel as if i just ran a thousand miles. i guess it's all in my genes. now, who to blame? haha.

to me, i managed to get hold of my sociology presentation. afterall, we took about 30mins to present the whole junk. wearing heels in school for the entire day was dreadful. i kept complaining. haha. and i supposed, the heels kind of got mad at me and that explains why the flower attached on the right side came off. that's so cacat and i told syasya that i will not walk around in school with this stupid heels with no flower attached on one side. called preetyboy and plead him to send me home to allow me to change into something comfortable (the jeans and tee of course) and obviously, i miss wearing my flip flop.

as usual, he is always kind to me. gee! now it feels so comfortable, i swear.

yesterday, i stayed in school to complete my TechEnt report till 9pm with preetyboy, ofcourse. did i tell you he's the cutest thing in my life? haha. what's next? i told preetyboy that i was craving for Simpang Bedok's paper prata. went there to have our dinner and we were giggling about how kental one of this guy was. what's more; my preetyboy is known for the most awesome criticizer back then in secondary school. and i guess, it's up till now. we were laughing away, him complaining about how hard his plain prata was and came to sit beside me just to disturb my luxury of eating the paper prata all to myself. urgh. throughout stuffing of paper prata in our mouth, we didn't talk, nor laugh.

they make the best paper prata as far as i know. who's with me?

i shiver throughout the journey home cause the wind was so cooling. and i cant stand the fact that i have absolutely nothing to cover my bare arms. so the only way out was to hug preetyboy. love him.

and today, EDD project assessment sucks my panties. again, i forgot all my codes. words just refuse to come out from my mouth and answer the fucking question. damn! im done for sure.

i had to crack my brain in the afternoon cause i cant figure out what was the bloody error in my codes. it took me about 2hours to figure out the error, that is, the word 'int' had to be replaced with 'ntext'. how annoying is that? very annoying.

in just two days, i can count myself as the rich girl. $340. awesome! and i better save this money for our Valentine's Day. this i promise you okay darling? however, this lil itchy fingers of mine went to dig out the money from the purse and paid the cashier $26 for a pair of black pumps. i bought them just now and preetyboy chose that for me. haha. how sweet. thought of buying that Mis29's pair of brown sandal but preetyboy stopped me from buying it. alah! nvm, some other day perhaps. jepon take black, i take brown okay? haha. i prefer the brown one la..black looks like guy's? hehe.

let's just stop here. ive just completed doing the powerpoint slides for tomorrow's TechEnt presentation and im so beat. i need my sleep. my eyes are crying for help. i miss my 4days of doing 30sit-ups. urgh.

ouh well, presentation tomorrow. that means, it's formal time. what's that supposed to be? a yay or urgh, whatever. seeing at how bad things are going right now, i think i'll just settle with a semi-formal. im restless.

just two more days to survive. i know i can do it.

for now, goodnight.

to think back, im only good at producing a report, and suck at coding. i can't be like someone who is so damn good in coding, and expect everyone to be just like you. to make it more obvious, i am very much disturbed and frustrated towards the way you think about your group members. enough said? don't blame god if one day he twist one of your veins which totally affect your brain.

im stuck at home on Sunday, trying to complete my Sociology project. i start off at 3pm till now. hmmph! From Monday to Thursday, i swear it will be a dreading week for me. ive project assessment tomorrow, which i know nuts about it. Tuesday is my Sociology presentation. Wednesday is my EDD project assessment, and again, i don't know anything about the codes. Finally, Thursday is IA project submission. and for that, i cant even solve the freaking bug. im so dead. how i wish i could just wake up the next day, only to find that it is on a bright sunny Friday. urgh.

so im suffocating. and people, if you see me in school with my long face, you know that i cant wait for Friday to come and get over all those project assessment. im lagging way behind and im trying my very best to catch up with everything, which i think, is not going to work out.

ive received a 'love' letter from Singtel. damn. can't they wait?

okay preetyboy, pretty please send me to school tomorrow cause i dread taking the bus early in the morning. anyway, there’s no cash in my ezlink. see..ive got two very good reasons why you should send me. gee.

well that's it. ouh. the parents dated till 5am yesterday and i slept at 3am, with an empty stomach. im a bad cooker, or rather i cant cook. i hate doing housework, and the only thing that i can do is vacuum the house. that helps a lot okay.

and im starving now cause the parents left me and adeq at home again.

two more days to my pay day..

the parents left me and adeq while we were sound asleep. actually, we were supposed to follow them out, but we were damn tired, so we took a nap and didn't realise it was already 6pm. gosh! that's the reason why they left us.

pathetic as it is, i had my sociology common test early in the morning at 9. and i overslept till 8am. luckily, dad had promised me the night before to send me to school cause he knows that i hate the bus ride early in the morning. haha. mum gave me a killer nagging session. i swear i feel like slamming the door shut and stuff my ears with cottons, tissue or whatever.

mum was nagging about the reason why i woke up late. simply because i got home late from yesterday's date with farhan and had to do late night study till 2am. that is why i couldn't force myself to wake up on time. and you know right how mother's nagging session will go on and on and on till it actually went out of the whole blardie topic. like at one moment she was nagging at me about that stuff, and suddenly it went on to me spending too much money and not saving much. ergh.

throughout the whole thing, i kept silent and totally ignore her. amazing, i can iron the clothes, take a bath, pack the schoolbag, dress up and put on some brown eyeshadow, eyeliner and blusher in just 20mins. haha. ouh, plus hairdry my fringe.

reached school at 8.50am and syasya's still in the bus, so i had to wait for her at the bustop. guess im not that late afterall. phew!

i gave up on my sociology test and walked out of the lecture room, feeling not a lil bit of confident. i think i kind of create my own theory, like what in the world is 'indefinite definition'? haha.

had two kids to tutuor today, 11am and at 1pm. good. cause im dead tired and all i need is my sleep. it was drizzling when preetyboy sent me to the kid's house. i actually fall asleep for 2mins when tutoring the second kid. gosh..and i think she saw my closed eyes which i told her, i was just resting my eyes, and she laughed. omg. that is so embarrassing.

waited for the rain to stop before heading to Tampines' Popular. i had to buy my kid a Sec3 Physic and Mathematics assessment books. Longman will be perfect. guess who we bumped into? Ms Salina, our ex-prcsian teacher. note, ex-prcsian. yah, she resigned on the night of promnight and not even a single prcsian student inform me about that? not fair! i was shocked cause what's going to happen to her darlings NPCC? down the drain..

she told us all these latest info:
1. Mr San was married to a Chinese woman. now with a child who has his skin colour. i pity the wife so much.
2. 15 prcs teachers walked out of the school simply because the new principal is getting on their nerves.
3. Mr Razak is the head of Geography. haha, no need to say la. big fat F to all the students. F = FAIL.
4. Mr Azhar is attending a course on becoming a vice-principal. omg! him?!
5. and the school is becoming from bad to worst.

and she also concluded that our batch is the best batch so far. awesome!

okay, moving on..

as mentioned, yesterday was our date. and obviously, we cam-whore! that can wait okay. so we went to orchard and we took 10mins to find the nearest carpark. we encountered another tragic thing. preetyboy forgot to check his blindspot and hit the back of another bike. luckily, there was no damage. phew. please don't let any of that thing happened again. you are really a killer rider. haha.

walked around aimlessly at orchard and it was freaking packed. turn right, turn left, all chinese, cause they're having a Chingay celebration. as usual, Orchard Rd is closed. urgh.

planned to buy for preetyboy a new pair of flip flop because his previous Reef flip flop was stolen at the mosque. whoever that stole his flip flop, stupid fucker. can't you do something good for once after the Friday prayer? steel a Reef flip flop some more. cb. and for goat's sake, that pair of flip flop is one of his 18th birthday present from me okay? fucker! obviously, preetyboy was sad about the whole thing. he loves that flip flop so much. what's more; it's from me. nvm b, i'll buy you a new one okay? promise.

headed to Marina Square next and settled our dinner at KFC. wow! ive yet to shop at Marina. as typical Singaporean, we were so amazed of the new Marina till we got lost. haha. all thanks to preetyboy who was so confident that he knew where KFC was. instead, we made one big round just to find a small KFC. so cute!

we love the camera, don't we?

he's checking me out. gee, am i all pretty to you? haha.

finally, our new baby. how's that? love it.

picture of the day. cool. you'll make a nice photographer la preetyboy, haha.

see it, feel it.

im hungry! myojo's tom yam? ergh, not now please..

that's how we meet. haha. walked around tampines mall and century square aimlessly when she literally forced me to choose a place to eat. it'll be on her. great-ness! my mind went blank and at that moment of time, i could only think of Pastamania.

i think we kind of made a fool outta ourselves. how cares?! we have fun fooling that cashier guy too. haha. first, we asked if they the promotion is still on, and he said 'yes'. we took a moment deciding on what to settle for. flicker-minded as always, we decided to settle for their pasta and pizza, plus two ice lemon tea. ew! their ham is actually babi sia. that kind of slap us from the front. so we ordered their 7inch seafood pizza and ocean baked pasta. delicious!

we took 2forks, 2spoons and 2knives cause according to jepon, we paid for them. what the hell?! haha. she kept banging the table, trying to alert those boys that we've already waited too long for our dishes. tsk tsk tsk! and purposely asked for a new bottle of ketchup, knowing that both of us don't take ketchup. astagaf!

the pasta came first and we gobbled them down, at the same complaining how tough the pasta is. and for goat's sake, they did not peel off the prawns skin for us, luckily they're chewable. hmmph!

we kept laughing while eating. don't ask me why, things around there seems to be so ticklish for us. and those pastamania boys were trying to get fresh with us. one of them kept asking 'do you have twins?' and 'are you girls attached?'. when we ignored him, he told us to go to the cashier if anything that matters. haha. simply because he was stationed at the cashier. crap!

we left pastamania with bloated stomachs and completely ignore those cheeky boys. we planned that if they ever asked for our number, she will give afiq's number and i will give farhan's number. we're mean girls, don't you know? we love our boys, so we don't need other boys to entertain us. haha, well said la dirah.

ouh, she kept doing silly things at the wrong time. haha. and im the victim okay, cause people will think 'what's wrong with her friend?'. get it? gee.

after much thought, we finally decided to take neoprints as memories? i guess not. it's simply because i didn't bring my digicam along. anyway, this was a last minute meeting, now that explains why she was in her school uniform. sachek la millennia institute. haha.

i dunno but the machine seemed pathetic. i hate the qualities. freaking fucked up. and wtf? it kept snapping our so unglamourous pose. fine, it's not even a pose. things like, i was happily pulling down the back black curtain when suddenly there was a flash. first cb. then i was talking to ilah about what the hell we were supposed to press when there was another flash. second cb. third cb, it almost snapped our legs, cause the camera was at the bottom. i just think that digicam is thousand times better.

we had fun, don't we? wait for my pay, and we'll go shopping okay? *wink

my preetyboy. i know i should blog about this too. he's sucha sweetheart to transfer all the pics we took at the Animal Farm from his handphone to my email.

i was doing my project when he called:
him: b, check your email. ive sent you all the pics we took.
me: (excited) really?! aaww..ure so sweet la!

and he even insisted that i must post those pics here for all of my bloggers to see.

01: those rabbits looked cute, but they're smelly. eeew!
02: preetyboy said that animal is beautiful. and it'll be more beautiful if im there. gee!
03: as you can see, he's trying to prove to me that he's not afraid of that humongous iguana. ergh.
04: so big like alligator sia. goosebumps!
05: seriously, do we look alike?
06: i love him, don't you know?
07: everybody's been doing the twist sign, so yeah. peace!
08: and he thinks my twist sign looked pretty good. hoho.
09: the other half, farhan.
10: and yours truly, miss dirah.

how do you like them?

now im smiling cause preetyboy msged me this:
'muaah syg ku intan putrid gunung busyuk sweetie pie baby lovely dear.. Haa.. Honey b hive with sugary lips..'

and i replied this:
'haha, so mushy n funny la. hi back to my bacin masam sweet lickable sweety pie preetyboy..'

time for ANTM. phew, what a long entry..
be good y'all!