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Monday, January 15, 2007 11:07 PM ;it wasn't about the turning point, love LEO loyal, honest, born leader, protective This year gives you your old life back - but the question is, will you want it? For the past year or so, you've found yourself placed under all sorts of new obligations, and you knew that it was time for you to grow up a little, to move up to the next level and show that you could handle the responsibility that went with your position. All of this you have done, and so well that you hardly notice the weight any more; it all seems quite normal. As 2007 opens, you are again feeling some pressure, but nothing that you have not experienced before. You will know what needs to be done, and you will do it, almost without thinking. There is a turning point in mid-April, and the sense that this chapter of your life is coming to its end will be unmistakable. Then, in early September, complicating Saturn leaves Leo behind; it will be 27 years before you see it in your own sign again. If you wish, you can go back to the life you led before 2005; but at that point you will realise that the past two years has fundamentally altered your beliefs and attitudes. You are harder, leaner, and tougher. You no longer take things at face value. You look at the bigger picture and think of the likely consequences before committing yourself to a project. When you look at the life you used to lead, it will seem childish and trivial. It may take you a few months to decide where you want to go from here, but one thing is certain: You will be going forwards, not back. omg, is this for real? +++++ so just maybe, it'll take some months for me to re-adjust and i think im losing weight pretty bad or to put it in a little decent manner, my ring has expanded. you see, ever since the fasting month, i haven't been eating right. i skipped my dinner almost every night and in the morning, i don't take breakfast since im always rushing to school. just now, after 5seconds i left the school's lab, i realised something missing and felt so naked. i stopped in the middle of a crowd waiting for the lift &looked at myself from shoulder to toe before putting my right hand in my bottom's pocket. "eh, how come my hand didn't get stuck? shit, where's my ring?". i swear at that moment of time, i felt like breaking down because i just lost something damn precious to me. quickly, i turned around and traced back the path i took from the lab to the lift area. it's gone. called up panata &told her that i just lost my ring and will probably be late for the next class. i hung up and called preetyboy. still, i was left disappointed and walked to class feeling so fuck up. i chose the seat next to panata and started rummaging my bag, taking out every single stuffs; three books, a file, a red makeup bag, pencil case, hair moisturizer, hair thermal curl activator, hard disk, purse and even the smallest thing, my mp3. if ma'am could scream, i swear she wouldn't hesitate to scream at me for being so noisy and busy like that. the bag was left empty when i saw a small, round silver ring sitting at the right corner of the bag. i've found my ring la! &this is the second time i lost that ring in my bag and preetyboy was smart enough to message me, asking me to search for the ring in my bag. it must have fallen out from my finger while i was trying to dig my bag for something. sigh. as school ended early for the both of us, we went up to Ubi to pay for his bike's monthly installment. it rained so bad that his shoes were drenched &that's the reason why we ended up in his house soon after. had a bowl of Tom Yam (which was cooked by his momma) before he fell asleep on the sofa next to me and i was left watching a Malaysia comedian movie with his little sister. he slept like a baby i tell you. i waited and waited and waited for him to wake up but he just wouldn't wake up. i killed those time alone talking to his mother about how pathetic the tailor sew her clothes and what i am going to do after graduating. yes auntie, i would really love to go under hairdressing line so that i can cut your hair for free okay? don't need to go to hair salon anymore =) and then i taught his little sister on algebra. the day ended with Long John Silver's regular fries dipped in Chowder Clam Powder, like FINALLY! grr. last Saturday, we went wireless again at East Coast's MacDonald, trying to make preetyboy complete his report. that boy just need a little buck up from me. so we sat there till 830 before making a move to Youth Park's Kopitiam for their Mee Goreng which left us disappointed because it didn't taste as good as before. on Sunday, preetyboy picked me up from tuition and headed to his house for steamboat with his family. it was the nicest family steamboat and everybody laughed at the way i tried my best to handle the chopsticks. most of the time, preetyboy was the one who served me. =) at 8pm, we headed to Simpang Bedok for a cup of teh tarik together with me helping preetyboy to complete his report before fiqueilla came down to meet us at 9pm. i simply love her la.  see, his concentration melts my heart =) &look, i got this for us. cool sweetness huh?  goodnight world. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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