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Sunday, January 28, 2007 2:09 PM ;im yours, so you told me please spare me, will you? i hate this. a month ago, i jumped for joy because 2006 will finally close its chapter &a new chapter will open. a month ago, i prayed so hard for my upcoming days to be better. &a month ago, i was determined to smile and laugh like any other girl. but just yesterday, i swallowed another three yellow pills &tortured my own body. i can go on and on and on torturing myself but it will come to a point that i will ask myself "what do i get in return?" &the answer is NOTHING. i wasn't convinced enough. it isn't just about nothing, it's about me putting my whole heart and soul into this shit and finally, everything stop because i wasn't being treated fair. ive been put in a spot, oh thankyou. okay, i don't want to go on. the question is: why pretend?? +++++ so yesterday morning, i ran 2km with Rabia hoping to score a better timing &today, im having leg muscles cramp. (also) yesterday afternoon, we stopped by HomeClub for their flea market. it was a total bore. i could literally count the number of people walking around aimlessly, including the sellers/owners. exactly ten minutes later, we stepped out of HomeClub &headed Orchard since the girlfriend badly want to spend her 200bucks. so i showed her all the stuffs i've been eyeing on &haha, i made her fell in love with everything that even a thousand buck is not enough. &girlfriend, will you stop with your red fantasies? hoho. Route66's bags are such a bitch. we love all their bags collection but we hate the price tag that's hanging out from it. i guessed, it won't kill to buy a bag worth 70bucks once in a blue moon, right? i shall get it on Tuesday (for real), omg. since we had to wait 25minutes for Fried Mars Bar, we settled on Gelare's waffle with ice-cream topping instead. we purposely chose Chocolate because in 15minutes time, we'll go on our separate ways to meet the boyfriends &bitch-us, we wanted to feel high and crazy around the boyfriend. cheeky! at 8, preetyboy came down to fetch me &we (okay, it's him) rode down to Esplanade. he was craving for some ice-cream and i was craving for Yong Tau Foo. too random, i know. walked to Marina's Food Court and we settled on Sundae's Chocolate ice-cream for him &marsh-mallow with strawberries dipped in chocolate fondue for me INSTEAD.  since my whole family was having a ball of funtime watching Singapore versus Malaysia over at the stadium, we killed time by watching two performances at the Esplanade's Bay till 11. oh hello, we bumped into Khairul and Nadeeya. =) &then, i got home at 1am and swallowed them pills at 4am. fuck. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, January 25, 2007 11:29 AM ;walk with me &hold my hands something is very freaky about me. when all the other girls are busy checking out on hot guys (either those girls are attached or unattached), i am busy checking out on hot girls. you know sometimes, these girls look damn hot in pictures &that somehow inspires me to take pretty pictures and upload them. &then, i feel damn good after adding a bunch of hot girls in my friendster (read: i wrote 'pretty girls only' on Who I Want To Meet). at other times, close friends will just slap my back &hopefully im still straight. haaha.
and because of that pretty stuffs, momma realised that i'll do better in this line (something about beauty like, hairdressing) rather than laying my butt on something i am clueless about like, engineering. now, laugh with me because i just realised that life in polytechnic is going to end damn soon. say, in early March? &that's like 2months from now which means examinations are just around the corner. gasp. I LOVE YOU PREETYBOY. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 11:13 PM ;little miss random i came to conclude that maybe this fear in me just won't go away no matter how much i've tried to keep myself alive, i will still have bad dreams one after another. times, i will force myself to stay awake throughout the whole night so that i won't be traumatized again. &everybody knows that dreams always tell you a story. well, perhaps sometimes. but now, it has come to an extent that i don't see them as bad dreams anymore; it's more to nightmares. oh well anyway, yesterday was my girlfriend's 20th birthday but i couldn't be there to personally give her a birthday hug or perhaps sing her my retard version of the Happy Birthday song. dear girlfriend, im so sorry. but you know how much the other girlfriends will make it up to you someday right? =) with love, Happy 20th Birthday Rabiatul Adawiyah! three days ago, we went for a run at Tampines Stadium &it was real bad. one, we haven't been exercising since years ago. two, we have forgotten all the necessary stretching that must be done. three, we gave up after running two and a half rounds around the stadium which is equivalent to 800m, ONLY. what's 800m compared to 2.4km? &we brisk walked halfway through the third round. at the pace we're going, we can dream about passing the upcoming NAPFA. let alone Sit and Reach; i think my little sister can do better. omg. on a brighter note, yesterday preetyboy sent me over to Downtown East's McCafe to meet the other girlfriend, illa. we had so much fun painting our nails red/venom that the girlfriend couldn't stop saying "eh hot sia the red" (skali aku sepak muka kau!) and then the next moment, my phone was filled with images of her red nails.  we talked, we laughed, we joked, we fooled around, we cam-whored and the best part was when she forgot that she was supposed to cry in front of me. haaha.   in the middle of having a conversation, suddenly it occurred to me that i have tutorials to hand in the next day. took out Mobile Communication handbook &as usual la eh, this girlfriend had to step pandai and demand on teaching me when she herself was clueless about the subject. wahpiangg. &the confident expression she gave me just swept me to tears of laughter.  picture no.1: bitch, muka last warning sia! picture no.2: confident mama.  and i thought she looked hot in this picture, kan? please show some mercy people, haha.  randomly, me.  &the certified love. =) alrighty, i have three hours of lecture tomorrow. bah! for now, let me have some good night talk with preetyboy. i miss that boy so much la. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, January 20, 2007 12:44 AM ;look far ahead for greener grasses because of the fact i told you that preetyboy came over in the morning, here's the cheers to my day spent today. he came at 10 in the morning when i was happily sitting in front of the computer, surfing the net without being bothered to take a bath. oh excuse me, minus the part where i've tooth brushed. when he came over, i was halfway replying to my taggers &at the same time, having a good time laughing at some infantile joke. ok sorry, maybe you are the joke. haaha. seriously baby, i had the nicest and sweetest ever intention when i asked you "what would you like to drink" and you replied "what drinks do you know how to make? perhaps tea?". i scratched my head cause the last time i checked, momma only taught me how to make tea in a teapot, not in a glass. okay, so there's still a long way for me to go before i can finally get married. hurhur. preetyboy insisted that we should go to the kitchen together so that i could see how to make tea. but since at that moment of time i was too annoyed over some stuff, i can't be bothered to learn. then he taught me how to make plain omelette. very nice plain omelette okay. see, my bf cool shit one eh? hoho. afterwhich, we..okay skip that part. let's just fast-forward. we left my house at 130pm &headed to Ubi to buy pink, black and gold stickers for my helmet. the uncle was so nice to give us at cheap cheap damn cheap price &a free black sticker. lunch was at Ali's Cafe over at Geylang before heading to Kallang's MacDonald to self-customized the sticker for my helmet. so people, this is how my Pilot helmet looks like the day i bought it.   let the customization begins.. semangat aku sebenarnya berkobar-kobar gila but i gave up halfway after having to slowly and carefully cut out the desired shape. &i let preetyboy do the work. hehs!   very helpful. good good, sayang you! &finally (read: finally), this is how my helmet looks like now. CANTIK kan? *wink oh, the flower was designed by me. =)   i didn't know that gold and pink will make a nice combination. well anyway, at 730, preetyboy sent me over to London's Downtown East to meet these two loves; shab and illa. (ignore the word 'London'. that's an inside joke btw) we hang out at Mac &just talked talked and talked till it was time to bid our goodbyes.   sweet loves! alright, now im tired. i guess i need some sleep before going to the gym tomorrow with rabia. sekian lama aku tak exercise, MAMPOS!  okay goodnight. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:25 PM ;words to describe for the past 2 years that i've blogged, never once have i ever publish/send my self-designed template to blogskins.com. &i purposely make all my templates different from the others by having an image of me and preetyboy. it's true that people do compliment and praise my templates and im glad that there are people out there who actually appreciate my adobe photoshop and coding skills. to ask permission to use my previous templates are seriously fine with me, as long as you change all the necessary/relevant stuffs (like the images, navigation titles, title bar message, status bar message et cetera). BUT to bloody-wholly copy my codes from A to Z is seriously plain pathetic. what's more; using the same template as i am currently using. check this out:  let me just highlight to you all the similarities that i can spot. one, my self-made images with the heading "If life is about you, I wanna live forever" was left undeleted EXCEPT for me and preetyboy's image. two, the owner changed the word "YOU" in the sentence 'if life is about you' to "ME" and i can damn see the difference in the font name used. three, since when i have another self-declared spoiltbabe? four, the navigation titles are majority kept the same like spoiltbabe, her words, pure indulgence, unleash gossip. five, the status bar stated "...i want a prettyboy..." i called fahn preetyboy and this person just use the word prettyboy in search of a boy (i think, ha!). plain copycat. six, don't be shock to hear this - this person apparently put up the same song that is currently playing on my blog. the only difference is that i used tripod and she used iWebMusic. like hello, if you can bloody change the host for the song, why can't you bloody change the song? gosh. &seven, i guess i don't need to elaborate on this - the template. i was so pissed when i got to know about this, even preetyboy was mad at how someone actually desperately copied my whole codes while i, i had to do all the thinking from the layout to the images. bah! like seriously, what is this person trying to prove/show?? that you scored in being unoriginal? so you tagged me an explanation &that your friend has deleted the account for you. haaha. even my little sister can come up with a better story, like seriously la. oh well. anyway, you should be thankful enough that i didn't put up your url here to expose the real you and i actually blur your faces to respect your identity. now, whoever your online friend that is, please knock some sense into her/him. thankyou. getting back on track, i finally bought a black PILOT helmet. so cheers to my new (second) helmet with upcoming self-designed sticker. =)   preetyboy, thank you for snapping those pictures la. i love you. &tomorrow, preetyboy will be coming over to my place for breakfast. i want to jump, can? hoho. sweet dreams you all! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 4:02 PM ;those little carvings you've made let me share a little secret with you... That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 4:30 PM ;our lovesong is on the repeat mode "One's philosophy is not best expressed in words; it's expressed in the choices one makes. In the long run, we shape our lives and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And the choices we make are ultimately our responsibilities." Eleanor Roosevelt basically, school really sucks especially when you received a personal message sent to your phone by your course manager as early as 10am, saying that, "Hi, IFC course manager would like to see you tomorrow. Details are attached to your e-mail." &then, i got a scolding from preetyboy. dirah, why like that one? sigh. yesterday night was yet another torturing night for me not until i found out something which could let me sleep without bringing any thoughts along to bed that is, to stuff both my ears with mp3. but one thing for sure, i couldn't stop the temptation of setting only sappy, love songs on repeat mode. i want to stop relying on sleeping pills which don't do good to my body. i finally fell asleep near to midnight when my cat jumped on my bed at 330 in the morning and started kissing all over my face which of course, woke me up. he's so cute like...omg. i turned to my phone on the right &stared at the blank screen. no missed calls, no messages. oh well. slowly, i could feel those tears starting to fill my eyes and this is one of the reason why i hate night time. don't ask me why im like this; just maybe im under a lot of pressure. i want to cry so bad but i was too afraid that i might wake my little sis up &soon, i fell asleep again. 30 minutes later, i woke up in real tears because i just had yet another bad, bad dream. will all those bad dreams please spare me? i want to sleep peacefully like any other girls. =( i left preetyboy more than 10 missed calls and a message, hoping to feel all good after hearing his voice. sadly, he slept like a log. an hour later, he returned my call &i was already full of tears. i could feel how swollen my eyes were at that moment of time. i barely hear my own voice &i badly want to get out of the house and be hugged. you don't know how bad those dreams and feelings were. it's tearing me apart that i can't feel myself in the real world anymore. yes, you've gone through the same pain as i am now but it's a total different thing cause i was always there to give you support, encouragement and assurance. this time around, i got nothing (read: nothing)... ...except for a choice to make; to continue feeling ever-so fucked up or get up and be strong. to top it all, breakfast just now with preetyboy over at Downtown's MacDonald finally managed to let me carve a smile on my face with those swollen eyes. if only i could type down an exact word of how much i love preetyboy. but you know what? that was a nice start for today &i feel good again, for once. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, January 15, 2007 11:07 PM ;it wasn't about the turning point, love LEO loyal, honest, born leader, protective This year gives you your old life back - but the question is, will you want it? For the past year or so, you've found yourself placed under all sorts of new obligations, and you knew that it was time for you to grow up a little, to move up to the next level and show that you could handle the responsibility that went with your position. All of this you have done, and so well that you hardly notice the weight any more; it all seems quite normal. As 2007 opens, you are again feeling some pressure, but nothing that you have not experienced before. You will know what needs to be done, and you will do it, almost without thinking. There is a turning point in mid-April, and the sense that this chapter of your life is coming to its end will be unmistakable. Then, in early September, complicating Saturn leaves Leo behind; it will be 27 years before you see it in your own sign again. If you wish, you can go back to the life you led before 2005; but at that point you will realise that the past two years has fundamentally altered your beliefs and attitudes. You are harder, leaner, and tougher. You no longer take things at face value. You look at the bigger picture and think of the likely consequences before committing yourself to a project. When you look at the life you used to lead, it will seem childish and trivial. It may take you a few months to decide where you want to go from here, but one thing is certain: You will be going forwards, not back. omg, is this for real? +++++ so just maybe, it'll take some months for me to re-adjust and i think im losing weight pretty bad or to put it in a little decent manner, my ring has expanded. you see, ever since the fasting month, i haven't been eating right. i skipped my dinner almost every night and in the morning, i don't take breakfast since im always rushing to school. just now, after 5seconds i left the school's lab, i realised something missing and felt so naked. i stopped in the middle of a crowd waiting for the lift &looked at myself from shoulder to toe before putting my right hand in my bottom's pocket. "eh, how come my hand didn't get stuck? shit, where's my ring?". i swear at that moment of time, i felt like breaking down because i just lost something damn precious to me. quickly, i turned around and traced back the path i took from the lab to the lift area. it's gone. called up panata &told her that i just lost my ring and will probably be late for the next class. i hung up and called preetyboy. still, i was left disappointed and walked to class feeling so fuck up. i chose the seat next to panata and started rummaging my bag, taking out every single stuffs; three books, a file, a red makeup bag, pencil case, hair moisturizer, hair thermal curl activator, hard disk, purse and even the smallest thing, my mp3. if ma'am could scream, i swear she wouldn't hesitate to scream at me for being so noisy and busy like that. the bag was left empty when i saw a small, round silver ring sitting at the right corner of the bag. i've found my ring la! &this is the second time i lost that ring in my bag and preetyboy was smart enough to message me, asking me to search for the ring in my bag. it must have fallen out from my finger while i was trying to dig my bag for something. sigh. as school ended early for the both of us, we went up to Ubi to pay for his bike's monthly installment. it rained so bad that his shoes were drenched &that's the reason why we ended up in his house soon after. had a bowl of Tom Yam (which was cooked by his momma) before he fell asleep on the sofa next to me and i was left watching a Malaysia comedian movie with his little sister. he slept like a baby i tell you. i waited and waited and waited for him to wake up but he just wouldn't wake up. i killed those time alone talking to his mother about how pathetic the tailor sew her clothes and what i am going to do after graduating. yes auntie, i would really love to go under hairdressing line so that i can cut your hair for free okay? don't need to go to hair salon anymore =) and then i taught his little sister on algebra. the day ended with Long John Silver's regular fries dipped in Chowder Clam Powder, like FINALLY! grr. last Saturday, we went wireless again at East Coast's MacDonald, trying to make preetyboy complete his report. that boy just need a little buck up from me. so we sat there till 830 before making a move to Youth Park's Kopitiam for their Mee Goreng which left us disappointed because it didn't taste as good as before. on Sunday, preetyboy picked me up from tuition and headed to his house for steamboat with his family. it was the nicest family steamboat and everybody laughed at the way i tried my best to handle the chopsticks. most of the time, preetyboy was the one who served me. =) at 8pm, we headed to Simpang Bedok for a cup of teh tarik together with me helping preetyboy to complete his report before fiqueilla came down to meet us at 9pm. i simply love her la.  see, his concentration melts my heart =) &look, i got this for us. cool sweetness huh?  goodnight world. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, January 13, 2007 1:49 PM ;for behind every bad things there's the good things just like the weather, i haven't been feeling all good at all. i hate the raining season because it kind of take away all my happy/good moments &i hate to be stuck at home facing the four walls. i was supposed to meet them bloggers at 6pm yesterday but i can't feel the exact excitement i felt days before yesterday. just like what my heart said - "at that very moment of time when you meet the girlfriends, you'll smile and laugh but the moment you turned to your back, at that very instant you realised it didn't solve anything. you are still left feeling ever so helpless." i just couldn't agree more.
she seems to understand me more than anyone else, maybe because she had spent 7years of her life with a lesson-to-learnt kind of thing. funny why she looked down on the same person i looked down on, throwing all sort of profanities that came into our mind and ended up feeling all satisfied but again, for what fuck? and just yesterday, we came to a nice conclusion - immature is the word and provoke is the second word.
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, January 12, 2007 12:15 PM ;all i need in this life is you you know, it's very unlike of me to be like this. i read a friend's blog yesterday &it got me thinking the whole night. the whole lot of entry (yes, without a paragraph) really makes sense. something like, how far would you go loving someone more than you love yourself? and how hurt will you get when things just didn't go your way? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:21 PM ;our love song is on the repeat mode "this is going out to all the shorties around the world!" haaaha. don't you just love this song? &just as i thought, my preetyboy will smile to this song under a certain reason; not because if he's short, then what am i kan. it's the fact that it's Chris Brown, you see. =) so yah, today marked the 10th day since New Year. i wouldn't complain much because when every time i tried to, i would repeatedly remind myself "..relax, it's only January". i still have them resolutions &im proud to say that they're doing pretty fine. well that's a plus, though. as promised, Sunday was heavenly nice. very much filled with love. my bf was down with one of a kind punya mentel-ness. he changed our initial picnicking plan at the very very (oh VERY) last minute without even informing me of the new plan, that was to VivoCity. lucky me, i wasn't in shorts &a simple tee when he picked me up over at Tampines or i would be the center of attention at Vivo. you see preetyboy, your last minute changing of plan could just lead me to something unpleasant ok! mentel, never ever do that again hor. before heading to Vivo, we dropped by Simpang Bedok for my lunch. muka kita muka simpang ape =/ i laughed so hard when preetyboy told me the purpose of going to Vivo - walk till our knees can't take it anymore. like, for real? okay whatever the purpose was, really. so we started off at Level3, cause that's where he parked his bike &chose the outside environment first for some good old fresh air. few minutes later, we walked in &stopped by every nice stores. all i could remember was, we had fun in every store.  i couldn't remember who gave up walking first but for sure, we were damn tired. as quoted by me: "jom duduk kat tangga matrep&minahrep (translate: let's sit at those matrep&minahrep's stairs." haaaha. it wasn't a joke anyway because seriously, the outside world of VivoCity is equivalent to the second home of Esplanade. well anyway, we sat at them staircase &just cam-whore. like that's what we do best by now, hoho.     that picture seriously made an old antic picture and this picture (below) looks like we're from that cha-cha-cha century.  half an hour later, preetyboy fell asleep with his head resting on my knees while i, i tried to enlighten myself looking at all kinds of people. it sure made me smile for some reasons la. then everybody looked up &started pointing at the sky. i 'felt' something bright &looked up. omg, did i see that thing? yes, that WOW thing every Singaporean is talking about even up to today. SHOOTING STAR!!! if someone was mean enough, he/she would happily video-ed cam/snapped a picture of my 2cm opened mouth. i sat still, looking at the beautiful shooting star with so much enthusiasm that for all i know, my right hand was already tapping on preetyboy's shoulder, telling him to wake up &witness the shooting star together with me BUT he woke up just seconds before the shooting star vanished into thin air. hmmph. like any typical Singaporeans, i went "b, make a wish! make a wish!" &then i closed my eyes, making a wish. read, a. because when i opened my eyes again, i saw a few people with their eyes still closed, ever still engrossed in making wishes i think. takmo gelojoh la people. &im certain that was the best wish i ever wished for. no regrets. =) since preetyboy claimed that he missed riding his bike (iyelah, kan da ade license kereta sekarang hahaa), we went down to Orchard &ate at MacDonald. double the smile. ..&so, that was my pretty Sunday. and and and, Monday..Tuesday..Wednesday, they were all spent with much love. see, i don't have to complain about anything just yet because.. im fucking leading a blissful life la y'all! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 10:23 PM ;i wrote you them letters i need to take a fast break &do this (oh, please!): 01. major project report is driving me crazy &how come IT students can already lick away their COMPILED major project report when engineering students have yet to send in their reports to the supervisor for editing before compiling? damn it! 02. im stress; &i think school is bad bad bad. 03. seriously, i didn't dump my blog la people. i have so many things to blog about &i even have pictures taken on Sunday to upload BUT i just couldn't find the prettiest time to actually sit &just happily blog. grr. 04. is my phone dying on me again? how come people cannot hear my voice whenever i answered their calls? just maybe, it's time to trade for a brand new phone. ha! so you know the drill - only text messages are welcome hor. 05. you people should really read this point. it's very very important, i tell you. i love my boyfriend ever so much &we've been having a kickass time together. as quoted on preetyboy's friendster profile: "JANGAN KACAU!!". hahaa well that, that explains this very wide smile carved on my face. oh love! =) now, could you just give me one more day to update a proper entry with pictures? hoho. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, January 06, 2007 4:43 PM ;pretty stuffs i just got pissed for assuming that the song played in BugisCafe yesterday was from Perfect10. so i excitedly nudged preetyboy to sms 98.7 to 72346 to know the title of the song. wah, i smiled so wide when they replied me the current song's title and artist. today, i typed the title of the song at radioblogclub.com &clicked play. to my disappointment, it wasn't that song that was playing, which means it wasn't from Perfect10 (probably Power98). grrr!
walked all the way to Ngee Ann City when it started to rain. seek shelter there while preetyboy finished up his Ripple ice-cream. boy, he kept eating like nobody's business and claimed that he's growing. haha. &then he said im getting chubbier but loves my loose curls. -_-"
okay, im bored on a Saturday afternoon. time to call up preetyboy. muchLOVE! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, January 04, 2007 10:29 AM ;..because life is about you please don't look at me like that, but you can smile everso-wide to me because i just put up preetyboy's all-time favourite song. okay b, now you have an extra reason to hang around in my blog 24/7 &kan, don't be too shy to reply to any tags if im not logged in or sleeping or something okay? BUT on one condition, be nice like me (cos im always nice), hehs!
since school reopened on the following day, we decided to go home early. this is the best part because both of us got drenched as in real drenched (sampai undergarments semua basah) at TPE on the way to my house. sadly, he didn't bring our raincoats along &we couldn't find any shelter on the expressway so we didn't stop. omg i squeezed both of my arms tightly because the rain was like poking me with needles. i reached home, drenched &mom laughed at me. okay, thanks ah eh. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 8:00 AM ;pretty simple question left unanswered this whole thing, where did it go wrong (again) ?? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, January 01, 2007 3:33 PM ;i'll wait forever, how silly it seems i had 9hours of sleep on the first night of 2007. hello gondols, where's my NYE fireworks? i wanted so much to drop by Marina to see the fireworks but they dragged me to Cineleisure instead, eh no. actually the boys already parked the bikes over at Padang &we already walked to Esplanade when they changed their mind to go Cineleisure because Esplanade was so damn pack-o. so we made a u-turn &off to Cineleisure. ah yes la, so much for their "ah betol. situ ada fireworks, aku tak bedek!" pikir aku bodoh eh boleh ader fireworks pat tengah-tengah buildings. grr. you know what, they should changed the dialogue to "ah betol. situ ada Banglas, aku tak bedek!". bah! the crowd at Orchard was mad. you turn right, confirm got Banglas. you turn left also confirm got Banglas. nasib up down takde. we killed the past midnight at Youth Park's Kopitiam. eh nisha, thanks for the (free) Bandung hor, haha! at 2am, preetyboy sent me to Downtown East to meet the little ones. &that explained my 9hours of sleep. so, everyone has been asking me: "dirah, what's your new year's resolution?" and i threw them my sincere smile. actually, im too afraid of having a resolution because im afraid of hurting myself again. so ive lost weight &that was one of my 2006's resolution. im contented. 2006 had been a pretty great year for me, but towards the ending, it wasn't any near to what i expected. each year, i learnt something new &somehow it taught me to be a better someone in life. but the ups and down ive went through, it will never be forgotten, cause they are the parts and parcels of my everyday life. up till today. &i thank God for letting me witness the year 2007. but i guessed, everybody should have at least one new year's resolution. so cheers to mine: have a long-lasting and blissful love with the loved ones. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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