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Friday, June 30, 2006 4:33 PM ;||*waideSHOT + spoiltBABE*|| waideSHOT + spoiltBABE = baby vara
even if his love for waideSHOT is deeper, i still love this preetyboy like i always do. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
2:06 PM ;||*tripped over a bottle of wine*|| let's talk some sense here. so i hate to wait; it's okay if you make me wait for 15minutes but after 15minutes, patience does not exist in my dictionary. and i can choose to totally ignore you for the rest of the day you're with me, or i can choose to be cold towards you. that's me; and im sure people who are close to me understand that's whom i am. what's more; my phone is under service so there's no way i can contact you and there's no way you can reach me. i can't just rely on any public phones cause one, i don't carry a phonecard with me, two, coin phones are so difficult to find nowadays and three, im standing on the road side with no phones to be found anywhere near. so let's play fair, shall we? i swear there's more than ten buses whizzed past by me; and i was left searching and waiting helplessly. i kept peeping at anyone's watch, wondering so much. i tried so hard to hold back my tears, my angers and my frustrations. my legs told me to return home, while my heart told me to wait; can't you see im left with no solutions? everything just sucks. my morning was even sucker. i cried in the middle of nowhere, wanting to punch your face for making me wait. i cried on the way to school. i cried in the school's toilet. i just couldn't take it anymore; anger, frustration and worried took control of me, what more do you expect me to do? yes, you can say im overeacting; but this is who i am. if you play your part and i play mine, noone will get emotionally hurt. now who's fault is that?! but since you make it up by having lunch over at popeye, im satisfied. for atleast, a wee bit. =) and you know what's that little thing today in me that i am looking forward to? my phone! i can't wait to collect it today. it's been days, my goodness! last night's movie was awesome! despite the fact that i could almost create a hole in my seat for sitting too long. but it was all paid off when Superman appeared to be so pretty as ever. prettyboy is it. and i can't explain why i got all excited when everytime superman appeared. hahaa! i guess that's normal when girls meet Superman huh? :p and they couldn't stop making fun of Superman's one clump of curly fringe even after flying at top speed. ha! the point is; Superman just reminds me of preetyboy. i could still remember those days when i used to think that somehow, the shape of tom welling's face is similar to preetyboy's face; and still is. plus the way preetyboy used to style his hair back then in secondary school was just like tom welling in Smallville. fringes covering the forehead - too cute to be true, haha! oh well, after all those frustration i had early in the morning, im okay now. i know, no matter what is it, i still love my preetyboy very very much. oh boy! ladies, i can't wait for Sunday. shopping, it shall be... That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, June 29, 2006 5:12 PM ;||*can i call him my daddy?*|| can you believe it that im watching Superman later at 6.30pm together with preetyboy's family to celebrate his dad's birthday? wow, this is so fun! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
9:47 AM ;||*classic is elegant*|| last night, i fall madly deeply in love with the dress made by Andrae and Daniel for Banana Republic. elegance kills a girl, totally. after the show, i squatted in front of my wardrobe for minutes; thinking what i should wear for tomorrow. yesterday seems like there's so few tops for me; eventhough if you open my wardrobe right now and be amazed by the high rise folded clothes. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 3:34 PM ;||*scrap that attitude away*|| [edited] people, im phone-less from this second onwards till friday night. =( so people, don't pandai pandai call me and curse me when the operator answers your call. don't you go "alamak dekni, buang hp pun bagusla!" or "namer je ader hp, tapi off. bodoh!" or something close to anything like that. if you have anything very very important to tell me, you can reach me through my home phone, that is if im home la and that is if you're close to me (who knows my home number); or not, pretty please wait till friday night to tell me your not so important message okay? and love people like syasya who keeps calling me out of the blue just to hear my voice every night or every morning, please eh..last warning. my nights are going to be so dull. i need a REAL alarm clock to wake me up; no more depending on the phone's alarm. no more pretending of using the handphone whenever i feel so out of place or paisei. i need to get my butt to the home phone in the living room every night before i went to bed just to whisper sweet nothings to my preetyboy. on a brighter note, all that will only be till friday night. chill la dirah.. tahu takpe! =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
9:52 AM ;||*at the other side of the road*|| like it goes: a tag a day keeps my frown away. =) i love it when you people actually tag me after visiting my blog. thankyouverymuch. but somehow, my FLASHbox history can't work; and since i received a lot of tags just yesterday alone, i thought it would be convenient enough for people who tagged me earlier to read my reply. so here you go.. to prcs: hee, nothing is sweeter than being together without the whole world know. =) well actually, our first date was on march when i was in sec4, that's when we got together. it's okay, noone knew about this. so if you were to countdown from now to march 2003, it's going to be 4years soon. anw, thanks for remembering us. *wink to niniee: yah, i was addicted to this song when you put it up in your blog. nak jadi terror lebih, i put the one with video, haha. who said not nice?? nice what! kental la. btw, i love love your black and white stripes. sungguh cun can? to adek nirah: eleh, siao ting tong! when i get home you never even say hi, let alone give me a kiss. halau me mandi lagi ader. pfft! now you miss me. padan muka! hahaaa. to Amoy: a big hello to you! thanks for dropping by babe. and thank you for your compliment about my blog and my relationship. hee! do drop by often ya? to farahnadya: ya, i cant put my eyes away from photoshop la. must kill me sae. hee! take it slow babe, it takes time to get photoshop at your fingertips. *wink to shab: because of you, i wont put down the song. be it months later, hehe! okay, just bedek only. haha! i miss you babe! how's your town-ing with loveLOVE aisha? to aisha: wah, my loveLOVE all here la. muacks! aisha is in the house *whistle to kuihlapis: woah, first time see your name here. hee! yeah, photoshop rox! you must remember to use too okay? behind all those smiles i get from my dear taggers, im feeling pretty down right now. my precious 6280 phone is testing me; testing my love for it. how could it turn down on me that fast? something is so not right about my phone, it's either the network or the simcard. either way, it's not helping me to get through to people. i can't call, i can't send messages, people can't call me and i will only receive messages hours later, or worst, a day later. ah! the thought of still being under warranty helps to cheer me up a little bit, but the thought of having to be phone-less for a few days really kills me. but i guess one have to sacrifice in order to make things better, right? which means, preetyboy will send me to Nokia Center later on. psst psst. last monday i was $330 poorer due to the payment for my driving practicals. but from today afternoon onwards, i will be $350 richer. see, good things will come if you're willing to sacrifice. =) MNG sales, here i come!! cheer me up people! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Sunday, June 25, 2006 10:52 PM ;||*follow the pebbles*|| another new layout, yet. i know; i've been having this addiction to photoshop lately. what's more, im starting to discipline myself into exploring the ever exclusive features in Photoshop Elements 4.0. all this photoshop addiction makes me think; don't polytechnics have this kind of course for some geeks like me? i'll be glad, more than everything. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, June 24, 2006 9:32 PM ;||*sweet love; come back*|| you don't how much sweet pleasure i had when finally i got the chance to step both my feet in popeye's territory. the word is; finally. so who cares if we took a total of 3hours? =) were waiting helplessly at the bustop opposite school when a car honked at us and stopped by. guess what? zac was kind enough to give us a lift to airport, goodness. how kind is that? think; syasya kept complaining about her growling tummy; nurul couldn't help looking at her watch (afraid that her 'boss' will scream); and i thought the car ride will helped us save some time. while in the car, we had nothing better to do but snapped a couple of pictures.
i swore; from the departure level, i could smell their chickens. irresistible! i guessed i was too obsessed with the food that i hardly sense the difference in their chickens. their crispy fries are back! and not forgetting, i supposed popeye's well known for their delicious mashed potato. that one cannot be missed, or you'll be a total kental.
drooling yet? ;D apparently, we missed 27. big shit and the time shown was 2pm - we're late! so to avoid feeling more helpless, we thought pictures could at least carved that smile on our face.
we tried different silly poses; but it turned out pretty alright okay!
as you can see, nurul was simply too busy with her phone and syasya couldn't stop leaning against her to perhaps, have someone to take pictures with her (since i was made the cameragirl). hahaa! okay sya, let's make nurul jealous shall we?
finally, snapshots of tekster. grr.
well, it didn't end there. in the bus, we were bored to death and feeling more worried that we actually were freaking damn late, we made the camera our victim AGAIN. from colours to black and white; from perfection to blurry.
bottomline, we had fun! early in the afternoon, preetyboy picked me up after tuition and we made a stop at Simpang Bedok cause my baby was feeling hungry. sadly, i had to pass my Iced Milo Dinosaur due to the slight sorethroat im having; yes, up till now. it's getting worsen now. =( i can hardly speak, let alone swallowing my saliva. after which, we headed Bugis to catch Scary Movie 4. if you were to ask me about that movie, i shall ranked it 3 out of 5 stars. the storyline was crap (i guessed that the way the producer wanted it to be) and the funny parts got too lame towards the ending. and boy oh boy, preetyboy almost fell asleep but was awaken by the ice lemon tea that i forced him to drink. hahaa. sweet little baby, you're mine. =) p.s: im falling sick pretty soon. boy, i need your presence. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, June 23, 2006 11:09 AM ;||*a thousand miles*|| wahloa, my lil sis is in camp AGAIN. this is the third time she went for camp, and to think that she's not feeling well when she left home just now plus the fact that it was raining heavily early in the morning. which means, my little angel will not be home today and tomorrow. what's new; i'll be feeling lonely again, hmmph! don't laugh when i tell you that my addiction for Micheal Learns to Rock has returned. that soon? haha, you bet. they sang the most romantic songs; they sang with so much attitude; they sang too well that it keeps touching my heart even if this is the hundredth times im listening to their songs. and now, i even think of putting down Jason Mraz's and giving way to MLTR. =) so yesterday was the boy's birthday, din. let me just
in the afternoon, the boys went over to meet him and bought him a chocolate cake i supposed. how sweet right? it never came across to me that boys actually do buy birthday cakes for their guy friends, so somehow i think that's so sweet of them. hahaa. i wasn't there in the afternoon when they cut the cake, but preetyboy showed me the pictures that were taken. a few pictures actually tickled me so much. zar simply had to amuse din by giving him a bouquet of white flowers; i mean ??? (even i don't give a bouquet of flowers to my girlfriends on their birthday). get it? ha! later at night, we made a stop at Mak's Place for dinner. pathetic zar kept pestering me to press his zippo. i knew something is not right with his zippo since the rest couldn't stop holding back their laughter. so i hold the zippo away from me and pressed gently. for a second, i felt blank and my thumb went numb. current from the zippo will pass to your thumb when you pressed the zippo, sick right? what a motive for buying that; worst, what's the motive for inventing such useless stuff. abeh member happy sae tengok muka aku yang cramp. urgh. to sidetrack, teksters are being sooo nice to me cause later, they promised to take me to popeye for lunch. yay! it's the picture of a thousand sunsets im a happy happy bird for now. god, i promise to be good if you don't take that happiness away from me. i love my preetyboy, as always. =) the days before all fade to black and white That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, June 22, 2006 4:21 PM ;||*say hello to baby vara*|| so after reading Lyana's blog, i feel the urge to tell every single avid readers of mine that yes, i am her strongest ever supporter when she said this: 'We're the only pathetic morons in the entire POLY SYSTEM in Singapore that are not being paid during our internship course.' if your jaws are still wide opened with those bulging eyes even after reading that sentence, you can stop being too much now. that is so true, because our (engineering) school's sip system is so fucked up (as quoted by Lyana). period. what's more; my project is driving me crazy. soon, my vision will be all about codes; CSharp codes to be exact. plus, we are given till Wednesday to complete all those frameworks, and i doubt we could ever complete them. how? it's tiring enough thinking about the hours we have to spend in this lab per day and multiply it by five. waduh! (let's do it like Gurmit and Daniel during the first group of Singapore Idol piano show) 1.. 2.. 3.. OUR BABY VARA IS HERE!!!! woohoo! and preetyboy is going to bring me around, you just name the place. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
9:26 AM ;||*think two ways; it works*|| after so long of waiting, i finally get to enjoy the delicacy of the tom yam cup noodle with preetyboy; ive been craving for it since weeks ago. i remembered suggesting the idea of having tom yam cup noodle for lunch last week but that idea was rejected by my dear panata with reason given: it's not enough to fill my does this ring a bell: "tak kenyang den u eat more laa." so after my driving practical on monday night, i had a choice: tom yam cup noodle or popeye. don't worry, i have my alltime sweet preetyboy to bring me to anywhere and everywhere, how nice! since the craving for tom yam was much more heavier than eating at popeye and since panata kept rejecting my idea of having that for lunch even with much whining, i chose the latter one. =) headed down to the nearest 7-11 and bought two packets, sweet. preetyboy then came up with this brilliant idea, that is to eat at our usual spot; the Pasir Ris park. i swear, we were too busy indulging in the food that we barely talked to each other, plus the fact that preetyboy finished up all my mineral water, and left me feeling so hot-in-the-mouth. indulging is the best recipe =) oh, i just have to add this: we paid a freaking 20cents to the small kopitiam there for using their hot water and not buying their cup noodle (lokek nak mampus that cheena, i know!). but before that, we did a little cam-whoring using my cell phone. the pictures snapped were quite unimpressive though, thanks to the temptation to have another spoon of the tom yam. everytime when i said: "okay b, smile!", he just had to go: "wait wait. let me eat this first." and vice versa. and finally, after a few shots, we decided to put aside the cell phone and concentrate eating, nothing else.
b, i still don't understand why they had to add almonds to our blended iced cappuccino. so weird la! finally, the tekster get sick of Flavours. settled at Afghanistan for our lunch; their roti naan is a must have! simply irresistible, i swear. we spent near to 16bucks for everything, but it was worth the money. apparently, we had no chauffeur to send us back to school; so we had to drag our heavy plus bulging stomach to the bustop, then to school. tekster, the bus ride to school was hilarious la. kaki aku masih longlai okay! no doubt that we made a fool out of ourselves in the upper deck of the bus, but who cares? and i guess it's always normal to be unable to control this little thing in us - childishness. check the pics out.
Love is not all about sweet lines. Love is like a two-way road; the sweetest and the ugliest. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 5:11 PM ;||*i have been tagged!*|| Rules: #1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint. #2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours. #3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged #4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this. - 10 Favorites Favorite Color: at the moment, it's a combination of baby blue and baby pink! Favorite Food: pizza for me. Favorite Song: you and i both by Jason Mraz; gosh! Favorite Movie: nothing is fun than watching Honey over and over again. Favorite Sport: ergh, is running counted? Favorite Season: obviously it's summer; sun is love! Favourite Day Of the Week: Saturday that's it. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: let's just stick to chocolate, yummy! - 9 Current Current Mood: stress out! Current Taste: mentos mint. Current Clothes: Yellow spag top with a faded denim skirt. Current Desktop: a sideview picture of me, how's that? Current Toenail Color: ive yet to paint my toe nails. ha! Current Time: 4.48pm Current Surroundings: im still stuck in this school lab; bingo! Current Annoyance(s): stupid project codes can't work. urgh. Current Thought: can i go home now? codes are driving me insane! - 8 Firsts First Best Friend: umm..a girl by the name of hazwani back then in pri sch. First Crush: even if someone's name came across my mind, i wont let it out. it's not important la. First Movie: i can't remember, seriously. First Piercing: when i was still a baby. mom had both my ears pierced; she told me. First Lie: in primary5; cause i want freedom! First Music: all i could remember was mum sang me a lullaby song every single night. First Car: the carpenter. god, ive yet to take my license okay! - 7 Lasts Last Drink: mineral water. Last Car Ride: does taxi ride counts? Last Crush: Muhammad farhan mazlan. i had a crush on him before we dated, hee! Last Movie Seen: i can't remember. probably it's a horror movie. Last Phone Call: preetyboy; he called just to say that he misses me. aawww! Last CD Played: i don't play the cd; but a moment ago, sis did turn on a cd given to her on her bdae which played only love songs. ew! - 6 Have You Evers Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: haha. Have You Ever Broken the Law: obviously; laws are meant to be broken, yes? Have You Ever Been Arrested: umm..been questioned by policemen, yes. but not arrested. Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: not even once. Have You Ever Been on TV: yup yup. on the IKHLAS show. too kental! Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: ofcourse. i heart babies! - 5 things you're wearing. 1. yellow spag top 2. faded denim skirt 3. anklet given by preetyboy =) 4. bracelet given by big sis 5. a ring on the fourth finger of my right hand; by preetyboy. =) - 4 things you've done today. 1. eat and drink; that's a package. 2. called up preetyboy. 3. meet up with preetyboy; i miss him. 4. laugh like a retard in front of the comp. - 3 things you can hear right now. 1. those noises made by my lab mates. 2. people venting their frustration on the keyboards. 3. clicking of the mouse. - 2 things you can't live without. 1. my cell phone; that's a must! 2. preetyboy's love, calls, msges..and it goes on and on. -1 thing you do when you're bored. 1. reach for the phone and start to irritate preetyboy. And for the 5 people, 1. teksterSYA 2. teksterNurul 3. jepon ilah 4. kyn 5. adeq nirah That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Sunday, June 18, 2006 1:38 PM ;||*down the road*|| i was immediately disturbed by today's horoscope: There's a mountain in your path - it could be a bad habit, a challenging situation, or even a difficult person. But one thing is for sure: Whatever is blocking your progress right now cannot be ignored. Your first instinct may be to attack it head on, barring your teeth and using every ounce of your bravado to intimidate. This is not the best route. Instead, a quiet, constant attack is the best way to go. Just keep chipping away and this mountain will eventually crumble. so there you go. part of me says that 'oh wow, that is so me. dealing something quietly and constantly, so why do i fear about my instinct?'. exactly. no one can tell you what to do when there's a huge hump in your path, only you and your brain; perhaps, your heart too. the horoscope might predict what's in store for you, how you should see and deal the situation but that horoscope can't change you for who you are. well sometimes, horoscope can change your mindset too. agree? it makes you do things out of those lines you read, not because that's who you are. and when a big round ball comes tumbling down your path, you feel lost. on the other hand, when horoscopes do not come true, you'll begin to ask yourself: what's up with horoscope. they don't come true. well honey, that's not the entire problem. it's rather: in the first place, why do i believe in horoscope? that's the what's up thing. if horoscope could help you, could change your life to a better one, then ask yourself: what's your goal in life? everyday you will start your day by having this mindset about your horoscope, and wait for those lines to happen, so that you know exactly what you should do. and everyday, you will end your day with a sigh then minutes later, grab any horoscope book for the next day scope. bottomline, i don't understand why people believe in horoscope. just my thought: everyone should have their say, remember? picnic with preetyboy later on. awesome! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
12:44 AM ;||*cause you steal my heart*|| i got it right once again: you just stole my heart on our date today. i don't mind missing the dance competition, cause i got you. and i never felt this restless after our date; you just made me use my full energy - which means, your presence never bore me, not even once. thank you for the little ride; the secretive kisses when no one's looking. oh god, how can i miss you now? it's only an hour ago when you sent me home. nevermind, i still miss you. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, June 17, 2006 11:22 AM ;||*why can't i turn off the radio*|| i realise how bad i need a proper sleep. a proper face treatment; cause currently im having pimples outbreak. now, it seems like everyone is complaining about pimples. you know, i wouldn't mind being the next pimple-free girl; but i mind being the pimple-lots girl. i slept like a baby yesterday night. i can't believe that i couldn't hear the vibration of my phone even at 7.10am. too sleepy, too tired? i supposed. i am lucky enough to have a mom who still wakes up her nineteen year old daughter. so mom, you just saved me and preetyboy from getting a posted warning letter, phew! besides, i won't keep lying to myself; im going to miss my adek real bad. now im starting to think that NPCC is driving her to her grave. oh god, she needs a break if you don't need one. be back home soon sweet. life is pretty good at the moment. every morning, i will make a vow to myself to start the day with something refreshing; don't look back, just walk straight. it helps, really. i don't need tears to start a new day, i don't need wounds to kill me for the day. all i need is a brand new day; that's it. and of course, with a lil touch of preetyboy's smile, kisses, warm hugs and a goodmorning from him. im blessed, thankful enough. on a totally different note, i seriously think watching 22 guys running after a ball is getting pretty much irritating, especially when your house is located just infront (okay, a lil bit to the right) of the kopitiam. imagine you're enjoying the moments twirling your hair with your left hand, holding the phone with your right hand with sweet and romantic words coming out from your mouth when all of a sudden you heard the word 'goal' (with exaggerating exclamation marks) from the opposite road. sweet. they just ruined your romantic moments. worst, if your mom rushed out of her room screaming the word 'goal' after hearing those people across the road screamed, knowing the fact that dad is so calm about the goal thing outside in the living room while mom was actually watching an Indonesian drama in her room. tell me, what's the connection dude? that's just not it. soon after, your other sibling will run out from her room and asked who scored the goal. the next morning, your breakfast beside two tables of preetyboy's friends were all about soccer. and to think that soccer can make you addicted to betting is just a sad thing, you know. but if you flip my coin, im considered to be standing at the safest place. because one, dad is not a football fanatic (thank god!), two, preetyboy is not a football freak (he prefers to sleep rather than watching football) and three, lucky we don't have brothers in the family. still, my utmost support goes to Brazil. =) at this very moment, i just have to thank my dear panata. you know, another best gift from god is when he lets you meet someone who is dearest to you apart from your other half. you made me realise that dance competition is not important, seeing the effort that your other half put just to be with you, that's important. sometimes, girls do have ego - believe it or not. and when that ego has taken over you, you don't realise you're just being a bitch to someone's eyes. having ego is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you are still retarded. get it? what matter most is that, i have a date with preetyboy later in the afternoon. woohoo! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, June 16, 2006 3:54 PM ;||*too exclusive; i bet*|| i've been tagged. thankyouverymuch loveLOVEaisha. **7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**  i draw and design as my passion. i can't live without adobe photoshop. i sing while bathing; even if mom told me to shut my mouth. i don't know how to cook cause i believe girls will only know how to cook once they're married. i personally think preetyboy has the same face as me. i have a fetish for boxers. i think im short.**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME** the obvious; cats! when preetyboy mean what he said. when preetyboy gets angry. the dark; please don't leave me alone in a dark room. ghost stories; i'll scream even before the climax. clowns. when preetyboy didn't pick up my calls after much trying to get through him.**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT** i like the way - Sasha feat Pitbull promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado feat Timbaland like you - Daddy Yankee teman tapi mesra - Ratu wanna ride - Wisin Y Yandel feat Bone Thugs sientelo - Speedy feat Lumidee mirame vs burn it up - Daddy Yankee & R Kelly**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST** my preetyboy; as always. my 6280 phone. the make-up bag. shopping (!!!). adobe photoshop; im a photoshop addict. my bed; the bolster, the pillows, the quilt. boxers. (i just have to add them in here)**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST** eh? oh. aper? b. yelah, makcik kau lawa la. aku kan. huh?**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS** i love this part the most; passing the parcel is sweet. tekstersya (don't act as if you don't know) teksternurul (boring kan? ambik kau!) jepon ilah (holiday present for you. hee) farahnadya (watching 22guys running after a ball is over. hahaa) kyn (stop working you ass off) adek nirah (leave me alone la, here's for you) lil ayun (bulletin board is not cool, this is!)p.s: aisha, why you sabo my niniee? i want to be the one to sabo her. hahaaa. as promised, the pics are finally edited.
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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