my early morning was full of smiles but it didn't last when i felt the sudden urge to get into the cyber world while waiting for preetyboy to fetch me. my vision went blank as i stared at the monitor screen. just as i thought, i was on the wrong window but it stabbed my heart pretty bad. just where did i go wrong again? i know this might sound irrelevant but giving me solid reason like "out of revenge" was way beyond ridiculous. sadly, i don't take that reason into consideration &i guessed it's pretty obvious that no explanation can explained to me what went wrong again. true, i was left feeling bloody disappointed.

i wanted to just hide in my room despite the make-up ive put on. but the funny thing was, i hate being that girl who easily admit defeat &i hate being physically and emotionally weak. so i turned off the computer and headed out, taking every possible deep breath i could. perhaps, i was just being emotional again but my heart told me it's happening, and it wasn't just another dream. oh, shut up life.

slowly without me realizing, i was smiling again like everything was just right. please don't laugh at me if i tell you this - the best treatment to cure a cracking heart is a little kiss on the forehead because to me, it means 'everything's gonna be alright, sweet'.

look preetyboy, you can be that very irritating guy on earth sometimes but i still love you. believe me when i said i have the weakest heart. sometimes, i regret being so emotional and all but the last time i checked, that was just me and i couldn't do anything. conclusion was made over lunch; what had happened was a lesson to be learnt for both me and you, remember. &pushing blame on each other is just so not cute anymore, unless someone is really asking for a cute punch.

anyway, just now was the second time my boyfriend got down from his bike in the middle of a road to fuck a taxi driver for being an asshole. &the least i could do was to sit still on the bike, put my full-tinted visor down &pray hard no vehicle will ramp into me. i thought, apart from being that adorable preetyboy, my boyfriend is a jeng-ster (read: gangster), you don't know ah.

okay, i need help. should i really go into hairdressing school &get another diploma there? drop me a tag or two. thankyou =)

yesterday. nothing feels better/good to start a dragging day with free hot chocolate and main course from delifrance (read: free). thankyou tetek nurul. &because of them nice ambience &people, i managed to memorise a whole junk of cable modem start-up procedures. ew. 5hours of facing the notes were enough to crack my whole brain &made me suffer. so i had Cadburry's Fruit and Nut chocolate to perk me up. awesome. still, i took them notes out in the train on the way back to Tampines.

see, i told you - i want to do well for my papers and prove to umm, anybody that i can score too. now who's with me?

anyway, i still couldn't manage to get all the East Coast Park's photos from dear ailah. her messenger betrayed her more than twice when it suffered from unstable cable network thus defeated the whole purpose of us waiting for the (almost) 100000kb file to be successfully sent to us. you can tell, my girlfriend cutely didn't resize the photos before sending. so i told the gf to burn all the pictures into a CD &pass the CD to me.

trust me. it will take weeks, so be patient alright? =)

oh well, my other girlfriend (aisha) won't be free till Monday because her bf said so. which means, less hope of me getting them Sentosa's pictures from her by this week. but, on a brighter note, i got the pictures from dear sayuri's digicam. smile. let's just make do with whatever i have okay?

monday. i ditched my Broadband Technologies' book for Sentosa which got the hell shock out of me when 70% of the island was manifested with Bangla. you can sooo imagine the long queue over at Habourfront, which stretched up to the MRT station. still, that didn't stop people from going Sentosa, including us but we were damn lucky when aisha's bf managed to get us the shuttle bus meant only for staff members. at that moment, i could feel all those eyes staring at us. too bad.

say hello to the bus which saved our day.

sadly, it dropped us at one of the stops &we had to run to the nearest shuttle bustop to board a bus to Pahlawan Beach. psst, it was drizzling.

i had the most awesome day on the beach, splashing water at sayuri and aisha (who refuse to get wet) &umm, throwing all sort of profanities at the Banglas. damn, they don't deserve to be there okay! for heaven's sake, it's a tourist attraction place, not a sight-seeing environment. bloody hell. we got pissed &decided to change before heading to Cafe Del Mar. the toilet was good because we got to know many cool girls out there. cheers, &all were cursing the Banglas. god, tell me something new.

we were waiting for the tram when everybody pushed their way to the front &got us pissed. so we cam-whore while waiting for the other tram.

finally, we got the last seat &okay, we were sooo happy la.

omg omg. scream with me when i said "CAFE DEL MAR!!!".

awesome!

eventhough the bill reached up to a few hundred bucks, we thought it was all worth it, looking at how beautiful and calm that cafe was. if you ask me, it is on my recommendation's list. =)

told you, the waitress was so nice to snap that for us. thankyou darla.

we spent two hours there before making a move to the Habourfront MRT. said by sayuri "i want to take every angle of Sentosa before leaving" made us stopped at one of the staircase &just cam-whore. hello, we had fans standing at the top of the staircase looking at us okay. hahaa.

damn. i wouldn't ask for more girlfriends. nudge, when's the next outing?? =)

now, you can have a clearer &more pictures over here. *wink

back to square one - study!! &i think im getting darker. whoopee!

tell me i make a good hairdresser. =)

im still waiting patiently for my dear ailah to send me all our 12464134546 Friday's ECP pictures. &suddenly, i miss all my girlfriends; i miss being around with them and hugging them for no valid reason.

like on Friday, it was worth every minute that girlfriend ailah took a leave from work &just hang out with the rest of us. if you ask me, i don't bother to count the number of months since our last meet-ups because i finally got that girlfriend's therapy. it was more than just love. =) so, somebody got to make a new plan for 02nd march - nudge!

more on it when the pictures are with me.

anyway, i miss the boyfriend a lot. say, this week is our study week &next week will be our examinations week &after that, no more school for us. if heaven is on our side, we'll graduate on April, which means both of us will be heading our separate ways in pursuing our dreams. well, that's a deep change for me. atleast for now.

on a totally different note, preetyboy's cat has given birth to four ohmygod cute kittens (according to him la, cos i've yet to see them kittens). &it was so cute of my preetyboy to call me up this morning from his work to tell me that he can't wait to go home to play with them kittens &it was cuter of him to wake me up from my beauty sleep just for his kittens' story. grr, i miss that boy la.

actually, i miss a lot of people now. that's a rare thing you can get from me; the purpose of this entry, cheers.

omg. i can't believe i am THAT busyyy that i hardly have the time to blog &upload pictures i've taken. but i shall predict that this week &the upcoming week will be a rushing one because i've yet to complete my Netwok Security report. so much for the group wanting to submit the report one week before the date due just to get them 10 bonus marks. wah, so now i can conclude that that was only semangat one minute because the report dues on Monday. hoho.

as much as i want to sound like that hardworking girl, i have to admit this - ive been having late night sleeps &it's killing the hell out of me. im starting to yawn in school and walk like a zombie. i skipped lectures more than the number of times i visit the toilet. &for two straight days, i was down with a bad, bad headache that all i did the moment i stepped into my room at 6pm on a Wednesday evening was to sleep with the make-up still intact to my face. &when i woke up at 8pm for some water to wet my dry throat, dad gave me this surprised look &went: "ey, since when you got home?"

dad, sometimes you need to check out your girls' rooms. =)

anyway, on that particular day, the Info-Communcation cohorts had their photo-taking session. you know the drill - formal for the attire. even so, some came in jeans &i couldn't stop laughing la and some can't even be bothered to be present for the photo-taking session like my dear NURUL HUDHA! where-s that semangat-one-minute-duduk-depandepan-pat-lecture go to? hahaa.

the graduating class of F408.




the boys of F408.


i love this picture because it looks like it's falling apart.




the girls of F408.

(for clearer picture, click here)

&on that very same day, we had a birthday boy who turned twenty. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, SHAH!

in celebrating his birthday, a whole bunch of us ordered four medium-sized pizza from Canadian.

they're very yummy pizzas, hor.


oh, we bumped into Lyana while waiting for the Canadian man. hahaa. SEMPAT!

thursday. Broadband Technology's lab test was such a bitch even though it was an open-book test. &someone from the class asked sir one bonus question that left me giggling: "is it an open-mouth test too?" hahaa. so, the whole lab was filled with sounds from flipping through the handbook &that mini-mini-mini-more tune just because majority of the questions were made up of MCQs. funny how MCQ questions can left me feeling so stressed up like that. grr.

today, i have a mock job interview for my CCOM. &a couple of days back, i submitted my resume and cover letter for a job application as a Web Designer to my tutor so today, i should expect pathetic question like, "so dirah, tell me why do you apply the post as a Web Designer?". blank. oh, because i like to design. =)

wish me good luck people!

oh wait. i still have my NAPFA test tomorrow morning. ni budak-budak IFC (info-communication) mentel nak lari dengan budak-budak BUS (business). okay, now you can wish me good luck. =)

tsk.

a week ago, i was $230 richer. today, im $210 poorer &February isn't a cool month to be broke. let's see, the little one's birthday is just in a week's time &i swear i have the most brilliant cum creative present to get for her since she's turning sixteen (which is the BEST age for teenagers like her, haaha mentel) BUT the ka-ching is just not pretty yet so, this is when alternatives come in. but what?

okay, time to sidetrack for the love. Saturday night was the best night ever in that week because i got the boyfriend &because nothing else matters like school (eh, that's a HUGE thing okay). although it started off pretty moody (yes, me) when i had to wait for more than an hour at the bike shop for his bike to be repaired, i thought that wasn't a nice start (boys, read this: never make your gf wait for more than an hour at the bike shop UNLESS there's a shopping center nearby &YOU spare us the money) so i smiled &hugged him during the ride to town. my crave for Long John Silver's Chowder Clam Soup was bad so we had our late lunch at Cineleisure's LJS. our main intention was to catch Dream Girls on his lappy but the surroundings were not very pleasant.

walked down to Youth Park for the bidding of 100chairs. some of the designs are really hot, trust me &the bidding price starts at $15 which could reach up to $120. cool right? i simply love this &the bf adores this.

when one of the designers were interviewed on stage about "what words of encouragement will you give to these people so that they'll bid higher?", he replied "just bid. if you don't like me, by all means, you can sit on this chair (with his cartooned face painted on it) and fart on it or even move your butt around on the chair as though you’re squashing my face. it's okay, i don't mind." haha, somehow it came out a little funny to me but it's cool; i'll be more than contented if i were asked to paint a chair for charity. kerusi pun kerusi la.

dear preetyboy, i have always love you the way you love me.
"nothing else matters to me except you."

i've been busyyyyy &im still not done with one, my Communication Skills resume and cover letter. two, Network Security report can be a real pain although we have to include a passport-size photo of ourselves in the report (like, are you kidding me??). three, i have a try-out job interview this Friday &funny how i can go huh? when we had to work in pairs during class and syasya asked me this: "okay, for example the interviewer asked you - tell me about yourself. what will you reply?" get the drift?

so Monday. it started off pretty good like, i cut my fringe &preetyboy cheekily looked at me and said i looked nice (while he was driving, actually). like, he sent me off to school even though his class started at one. &at one, he called me up and told me he had no lab to attend so we headed off to Simpang Bedok for lunch. like, we dropped by his house after school at four &he let me drive around his carpark. like, we wrestled over at his house &he made me fell flat on the ground and then laughed at me. so that was my goodddd Monday. =)

Tuesday. school ended at one &as i was about to have lunch with Teksters at the coffeeshop opposite school, preetyboy messaged me this: "i finish school at two. can i send you off to Orchard?" so, i skipped lunch with the two girls and met him at two &headed to Beach Road for The No.1's Best Selling Nasi Ayam Penyet. at 4, he sent me off to Orchard to meet Aisha before heading back to school for his project discussion at 5. haha, i have a sweet boyfriend. =)

we were supposed (read: supposed) to buy bikini together for this Saturday's Sentosa outing but i ended up buying alone because my dear girlfriend couldn't make up her mind on which to buy &according to her, she has until Friday to decide. haaha so i didn't buy Route 66's bag because ofsomanyreasonsla. sigh. on a brighter note, i saved $70. wanted to buy that sleeveless grey tunic but god knows why i skipped buying it.

McCafe's double chocolate for us &the girlfriend just had to go "dirah, i wantttt the $103 Warehouse's bag." hahaa, don't make me whine over my $70 bag too. damn!

alright. the vain me.

preetyboy picked me up at Orchard (again) &headed to Kampung Glam's cafe for Mee Goreng. the day ended with a late night call from preetyboy saying "b, i am starting to love you more now." &that really made my heart smile. =) i can't stop smiling too laaa.

Wednesday (yesterday). i received a call from sis at 3 &asked me if i want to catch the soccer match Singapore VS Thailand at the stadium. now, who don't? so unintentionally, dad picked me up at Ayun's place &will only meet preetyboy over at Kallang. semangatnya matair aku pakai merah!

SESUNGGUHNYA!

omg, the crowds were unbelievable &we just couldn't stop screaming while preetyboy kept telling me "itu outside la b!". sigh, im a girl afterall haaha. while we were so busy screaming, shouting, jumping and yelling, a group of boys were busy throwing pieces of paper at the wrong time. funny la. the penalty was good &we held each other's hand and jumped for joy. macam kiterang pulak yang gol kan.

oh, we saw this guy trying to tease the Thailand people by dancing along the fences which separated Singapore from Thailand &seconds later, he was sent out by the policemen. the way he danced (macam eh ah eh ah) and his stupidity to tease those (tak seberapa) Thailand people made me laughed like mad.

afterwhich, we headed to Captain for supper where momma and preetyboy couldn't stop throwing jokes and riddles at one another. =) bid goodbyes at one in the morning &that was my Wednesday.

okay, back to resume and cover letter.