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Tuesday, August 30, 2005 6:26 AM ;||*baby wads ur name??*|| de cheerful or should i say dramatic dirah is back! hoho.. i told myself to put everyting behind and start afresh wif fahn. let me love you all over again okayy baby?? *kish kish* nevermind. i like datt feeling of being loved and to love you. sooo great n u make me love you more n more. i'ma sooo gerammmm of you. haha.. okayy..gotta stop dat now bfore i go on and on and on.. cant blame me though. im still in love. n u guys should know dat feeling. sooo wonderfull, wif double 'l'. mind you. hehs! oritte..so i cant wait to reach mediacorp. shoot me. im more nervous den him oke. weird huh? it's in the genes beb..wad do u expect??! argh..jus wish him all the bes n hopefully the judges' head aren't dattt big. harhar.. should not forget to bring my digicam. i'll be soo kental dere without a digicam. dunct ya tink sooo?? let me ask myself dis question. why am i blogging?? i noe i noe. bcos im simply enjoying dis one week break. ahhhhh..it's sooo nice to wake up so late. with no alarm clock ringing early in de morning. jus wad i nid. haven-ness. but i guess it'll onli be for awhile. i gotta do some studying fer my exams next week okayy..bullshitte! waddeheck??! i havent even print out my exam timetable. *roll eyes* ooouhhh..im loaded right now people. okayy hunnie, tell me wad u wantt for ur bdae?? money is a no problem issue. wooohhooo..look who's talking. ive yet to pay my hp bill okayy. shhheeessshh! 1 week n 4 days more to fahn's bdae. i sooo can't wait. do you noe dat every year on his bdae, i'll make sure i do something memorable yet romantic stuff fer him?? yeah..so i like doin dat planning. wonderful! and i cant waitt fer him to get his bike's license. haha..our baby's waiting fer us at ur carpark rightt? cant wait cant wait cant wait. *shuttup* can u get for me a black helmet wif some pink designs?? i loike dat 'ANDIRAH' sticker on your bike. it's your bike but why is my name longer den yours?? haha..beats me! he called me just now n told me dat we've given our baby a name. andirah rightt?? and i said no. i dunwan datt name. wad about..ermm..nvm. keep tinking baby. and he replied, wad about romano?? romano??! isint dat ur fwend's name?? wad de hell is his name doin in our baby's name?? hehe..wayyyyyy no! cum'on honey..i noe u can do betta den dis. lalala. okayyy..i miss u now. cum meet me tomorrow morning oke?? we'll haf breakfast together.. *big hug* i gotta rush now. gotta do some ironing n dressing up. i simply adore dat part. toodles! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, August 29, 2005 8:48 AM ;||*wen words are written in rhyme*|| Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made...were broken. my tears are dry and i cant bring myself to cry again. i dun understand y tings are happening dis way..i always see u as someone who is different from others. i treat u sooo special becos i lurve you. n i know ure not lyke any other guy. but now, it even occurred to me dat ure just the same. saying a different stuff but doin a different ting. i admit i didn't haf dat courage to ask u dear. bcos im afraid of the truth. im afraid to know the truth from you. dats how deep i love you. if dat person didn't cum forward, i will neva know wads goin on. i dun blame u dear, bcos u didn't start it outt first. but wad im disappointed was dat, y didn't u tell me wads goin on?? why do you keep me in the dark??! if u love me so n if ure trying to be truthful to me, den dun u tink tings will be much betta if you tell me earlier?? im confuse. i dunnoe wad else im supposed to do. i stayed up alone at nite yest, sitting bside myself on de bed, tinking wad would happen next. and so, i called fahmi to help me outt. im sorie i called u at 2am boy. thanks fer ur help aniway. dirah will alwas do wad she gotta do. and im not afraid of wads goin to happen. noone else can change my mind about dat. and ive confronted her. lyke wad i said, we're gerls. u should noe betta how im feeling. i wouldn't approach you if i dun love him. n obviously, u dun wish the same ting to happen between u n ur guy too ritee? so..know ur limits gerl. dis may sound infantile, but dats me. i couldn't help it. do you know how miserable i am right now?? i neva tout these tings will happen to us one day. on top of all dat, i still do love him. was talking to fahn on the fon yest wen his momma came into our conversation. i was hiccoughing over the fon, and his mom added "dun worry gurl. momma b is here. dun worry a ting about farhan okayy. rest assured dat i will look afta him too okayy..?" awww..how sweet of her right. dats y i love having her as my mother-in-law-to-be. she'll make sure tings will sit right for us. now u tell me. am i lucky to haf his parents' n my parents' support?? they've been sooo supportive of me and fahn. it's every couple dreams to gain support from their parents. the goin-to-be 3years relationship i've gone thru with fahn means alot to me. we make the good times better and the hard times easier. and i can't see myself in years to come without him. im not ashamed to say dat i need his love, warmness, care n himself to live. wad im tryna say is dat, i need him in my life as much as i nid my parents.  you will always have my heart, i hope you know it too. i will never love anyone, the way dat i love you.. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Sunday, August 28, 2005 2:07 PM ;||*ure NOT jus a line in my book*|| Since i met you, ive fallen in love with you at least a hundred times for a hundred different reasons. i couldn't tell you the exact moment i feel in love with you.. it just seems like my life was a whole lot happier, all of a sudden. i found myself smiling more, being more patient with people, and humming little melodies for no reason at all. when you came into my life, the sky suddenly seemed bluer, the sun seemed brighter, and it felt like spring all the time.. you bring me so much joy that i don't know what i'd do without you. and today gives me the chance to tell you than you mean more to me than anything else in the world. thank you for bringing me more happiness than i ever thought possible. i love you, and i know i always will.. *aaaawwwww* sucha touching poem. i adulate it so much. i called him to work tings out. i hate to be left alone, with no phone calls n sweet messages from him. fact is, i can't live without him. no matter how much he hurts me, how much he let me shed my tears for him, i can never stop loving him. in fact, those are the little ingredients that were added into ur love life to make it more tasty. the ups and downs that we've gone thru, were one of the reasons why our relationship is still sooo strong. he added colours into my black n white life. he's lyke the pallet, n im the paintbrush. and im glad we're back as per normal. i love him so. n i miss him. dis is sooo weird. how cum im the onli one in the family who drinks Uncle Djengot's Bandung Banana drink??! it's really tasty okayy although it's a milk drink. mom bot 3 cans fer herself, but after drinking half a can, she puked. *gross* so im left at home wif adeq now. was supposed to go to our cousin's bdae chalet but instead, we chose not to go. well actually, dad's de one who told us not to go, if possible. bcos he didn't want dat someone to start blaming me again fer no reason. and he hate it wen dat someone scolded his very own daughter. yupp..to be perfect, he hates her. just lyke how i hate her. i called her witch. *bad bad* wadeva bcos i enjoy every sec of my life staying at home, doin pathetic n not so important stuff. lyke now. n facing the comp fer 3hours, wen actuallie, i can do some revising. talking about revising, the exams are just in 2weeks tyme, n ive done no revision. im simply enjoying the upcoming one week break, wen it was supposed to be a study week. Blergh! im dead. ahhhhh..i feel so much refreshing afta indulging myself in a hot bath. jus wad i need. n i lurve it. mom's lemon bath really made my body smell..hmm..yummy yummy! i wish i can do dis every single morning. amazingly, i took a nap just now in de afternoon. i fall asleep again while watching Honey. i was supposed to capture her dance moves, but instead, i fall asleep onli afta 20mins of watching it. grrr..im sucha sleepyhead! rabiaaaa..thanks fer dropping by at my house jus now. so rajin of you to send ur VS hair straightener to me. haha..n im sorry fer peeping at u guys from my room window. both of you were jus sooo loving dat i couldn't help but to peep. and partly, thanks to both of you. bcos seeing how sweet n romantic both of you are, it somehow managed to soften my heart. n dat's part of de reason why i called fahn to settle our problems. i love u rabiaa.. in someways, uve helped me outt. *kishalot* okayy..im done. gonna watch Honey all over again. n hopefully, dia tyme round, i dun fall asleep. dad..haf fun at de chalet. haha..n dun be too sarcastic in front of her okayy?? maintain! *bes of luck* gotta remind myself again. psst psst..dun forget to do some shaving. lalala..pretend u didnt read that line. see you! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, August 27, 2005 1:36 PM ;||*tings happen wen u least expect*|| i bot myself a white sandal. sooo cool. lurve it. it's wad ive been wanting since..erm..last month?? yupp. tryna find the unique pair of sandal fer myself. n so..dis is not lyke wad u see on others, but onli on me. fahn tagged along. n i bot fer him a brown leather bracelet. say thank you to me okayy..? n dat is NOT ur bdae present dear. obviously. bcos i'll make sure i'll buy u sumting special n memorable jus for my baby. *kish kish*   "ure pretty larh today" "ure gorgeous too today" *shrugs* n who would eva thought it wouldnt last till the end of the day. we started our day very well. n i lurve de way u treat me. wif so much love and care. for once, u made me feel as if the whole world belongs to only you n me, n noone else. im blessed perhaps. blessed to have you by my side. to make me happy n to carve a smile on my face every now and den. do you know how much i longed for this?? do you know that u made me fall in love wif you all over again?? do you..? maybe, those questions will only be left unanswered now. bcos i neva expect dat u would disappoint me again. to you, i may be overeacting over sucha small ting. but to me, u're lying. no. it's not bcos u forget to tell me dat ting. it's bcos u dun intend to tell me, dats y u forget to tell me. dat's de reason dear. i tried to cool myself down but i just cant. for how long will u make me feel lyke dis??! full of shitte. and the least ting dat i could ask myself was.. what wrong haf i done to you to deserve all dis. again n again. i dunnoe. wadeva is goin thru in ur mind now, is not exactly wad is going thru in my mind. im totally upset. n now, i dunnoe if you could ever make me feel lyke a goddess again. impossible. i'll jus let time pass us. n i'll let time to decide wad will happen to us next. bcos tings will happen wen u least expect.  goodnite. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
1:20 AM ;||*a note to lil' ayun*|| ive nothing to blog except to leave dis little note to lil' ayun. ive helped you changed your friendster pic. yup, u told me u wanted ur pic n his pic to be de primary photo. sooo, it's settled okayy. well, hopefully dat will increase your number of ppl who viewed your profile. or betta still, wait to feel de atmosphere of jealousy.. *excited* and.. and let ur matter rest abt dat fwend of yours,nadiah huh?? de one who can't make up her mind to be rudegirl, punk or an rnb soul. she simply gets all mix up larh dear. a BIG wadever to her okayy.. peace. ouhh, dun forget to take back ur MP3 from me. i dun noe why but i cant put in songs for you. sumting's not rite, perhaps. n please eh, dun wash ur MP3 in the washing machine again.. *evil laugh* orite..im goin to assess my java ritee now. *shiver* hopefully everyting goes well. *aaawwwwwwww* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, August 26, 2005 12:47 PM ;||*hott pink*|| i feel lyke blogging again. im sooo jealous of emily. reallie. goodness..i adore her phone lyke nobody's business. it's soo hot pink. n i jus freaked out the moment i saw dat phone in her hand. for pink lovers, please dun freak out yet. i'll show you wad i meant by hott pink.   pink lovers, now u get wad i mean?? now u get the idea of how i freaked out?? now u noe how bad i want dat phone?? veriieeee bad! but ive to wait for my line to reach its 21st mth, so dat i can upgrade my line together wif my phone. n i soooo cant wait fer dat miracle to happen. n now, how i wish i can fast-forward the days. *sigh* i'ma let dad noe how much i really really really wan dat phone. Panasonic VS2. sooner or later. was gossiping wif adeq just now. so funn! n we came to dis topic - friendster. i told her how ketinggalan dat someone is. friendster is lyke sooo not hot nowadays n ppl are starting to get sick of friendster, including me. but, somebody jus realise how much changes it can do to ur profile wen u often change ur pics. *pimp laugh* time lambat la ooiiii.. wadeva. feeling sooo restless now. n i jus dumped my tuition kid wif comprehension jus now. im reallie not in de mood to gif tutor. i gaf her 30mins to complete the 10questions. yet she was whining non-stop. everybody hates comprehension. everybody hates english. but still, u haf no choice in exams. ritee? so jus do it n get over it larh. *sigh* anyhoos.. i cant wait fer tomorrow. urgh..de thought of shopping jus make me feel sooo dyem excited! haven-ness. *skipping around* please dun mix up punk wif rnb okayyy? BIG difference. dun u noe, dun u noe??! sickening. *roll eyes* ive learnt two short forms today. HTHGTG. meaning 'heran tak heran, goyang tak goyang'. TTG. meaning 'The Gemuk Gang'. from syasya n fahn respectively. goodness. wad a bunch of craps! keep laughing.. i gonna catch o.c later. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
1:52 AM ;||*muchalot n banyakalot*|| im busy. too busy. i promise to be back.. dun miss me too much okayyy..? not good fer ur health.. *hehs* im gladd dat anndreanna msg-ed me yest. "mestila aku ingat adik kesayangan aku nie. miss kau muchalot sae. biler nak dtng jumpa aku pat bishan nie??" and i replied.. "aku sayang kau jugakk. banyakalot. okayy..nanti fri or sun aku turun saner okayy?? ey, kau biler nak kahwin??" haha..i simply lurve asking her dat everytyme she msg-ed me. sooo funky adorable. dats it. ive given her my words. cant wait to see u ann! i'll surely-murely take a photo wif her okayy..sooo, stay tune. *smile* im lyke wondering..how cum she noes dat im missing her?? it's been months since i last saw her..miss all those working days. too craziee n happening! im pissed off. but i'll just maintain. screw u! shheeeessshhh.. i cant waitt for friday to cum. SHOPPING!! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 1:57 PM ;||*if dere's NO thur dis week*|| i cant wait fer friday. n how i wish dere's no thur fer dis week. i'll tell u why im fear of thur dis week. bcos, i haf to hand in my mobcomp project which is erm..lyke half done. im dead. n i havent memorise the scripts for my telsys presentation. double dead. ive yet to memorise my Japanese script. gotta do our role play tomorrow. yessss..wif no paper on ur hand. shitt! sucha a tongue twister i mus. n a headache. Bah! n fri, i jus haf to show sir my java program n i'll jus wait fer weekend to bury me. no plans yet on friday. anione up fer some pool game?? *looks around* freaking japanese. waste my black printer ink onlie sia. ive to print out an A4 size black dress. shhheeessssh! sucha an eyepain oke..it costs me 50bux for one HP black n white ink okayy..okelah, actuallie, dad's de one who pays for it, but yet..it's still money ritee??! Hmmmph! well, i tink tings are getting betta between me and him. hopefully. he insisted on sending me home just now. n even waited 2 hrs fer me while i did my project. he's sucha switheart. now u tell me why i cant leave him. dats de reason. i love him so. *big hug* let's just hope tings will get more smoother. okay..de printer is killing me. i dunnoe wad ive done to the printer dat it suddenly got jam! ouhgawd..not now oke? i got lotsa codes to print outt. please dun create sooo much trouble fer me. im too sleepy now. gotta finish up on my printings and do some ironing before sleeping lyke a baby. i nid my sleeeepp! bcos i slept at 2.30am yest. fer gawd noes why. Blergh! toodles. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 3:35 PM ;||*let me do my stuff*|| let's start off wif some skul stuffs. tcs's assignment is ALL over. *phew* thanks nurul n especialli abidin (although i swear i dunnoe him) fer helping me in java. without u two, i'll die fer sure. But now, atleast i haf the confidence i'll pass. maceh alotalot. now im stressing about my mobcomp. servlet not done yet. Date due is on thurs. mati gua!! nvm, i'll haf to tink of an alternative veriieee soon. okayy..done dat part. tings are still not goin in my way. too cold between us. i dunnoe. i jus nid more tyme to accept him back. n accept him fer all his wrongdoins. i admit dat i cant leave him bcos i still do love him n cherish him. believe it or not, i do miss him alot, but my heart is still soo sore. so dear, i guess we nid to take a break. we nid some gap between us. give me some tyme n space. i dunnoe how long i will take.. i noe i wasn't suppose to react in dat manner just now. i noe im being infatile. but i guess, i couldn't help it. say u love me, say u love me but u're never there for me.. u'll be crying, slowly dying when i decide to leave baby we need some time alone we need to let it breathe.. yes dear..we do some time alone. i'll let u be alone for some tyme, n u let me be alone too. i tried to move on without you, but i cant. i jus cant.  i think about you everyday 24 7 boy in every way Try to move on but what can i say Noone else can take your place apart from all those miseries, i tried to put a smile on my face. i dunwan momma n poppa to know dat her daughter's heart has been broken. so i tagged along to Arab Street with dem yesterdae. hoping to put everyting bhind.. went to Kampung Glam first. aunt set up a stall dere. tings n business were sooo bad there, due to the weather. pity her alot. hmm..while waiting fer her to pack up at 6pm, we went to Arab Street first to get ourselves cloths for Hari Raya. yaaa..im lyke so super excited. planned of wearing red dis year. vogue huh??! haha.. but instead, it was adik who got herself an orange kain. Unfair-ness! i should say thanks to razif for brainwashing u. haha.. nvm, i'll make sure i look lyke some kinda hot chic dis year. hehe..we'll alwas be fighting, trying to beat one another. from dressing to hairstyle to make-up to accessories n even to high heels. crazie u mus say. but dat is soooo true. n people will jus say we looked lyke twins. *roll eyes*  twins???! momma bot herself a kain also. Her's waaaayyyyy expensive den us. it's okayy aniwae. ure the queen n poppa's de king. so..haf it ur way. *smile*  as u can see..im just being de extra ONE there..i lurf pics okaayy.. apart from dat, can i say dis to ya all proudly??! I GOT THE TICKETS TO ANUGERAH!! yessh! im NOT lying. *jumping up and down* Thanks boy. im ur priority rightt?? it's a mus to ajak me. i noe i noe. im sooo shy wen ur momma said dat u insist on her giving the tickets to me. im his pujaan. reallie. n im still shy dat both out parents noe how CLOSE we are okayy.. lyke u fetching me from work last year. waaaaay embarrassing. haha..n those ouh so sweet and romantic smses. gosh! who will expect we'll get DAT close. *shakes head* whateva it is, im sooo excited fer next monday! i promised ur momma n my momma dat i'll do a BIG n outstanding banner just fer you. yeah ciko, we support u all de way.. suara adeq unique arh. cute arh. cute arh. hehs! okayyy..enuf of datt. i'll be waiting fer mon nite to cum.. i loike.. so on sunday, im off to town. dat's how excited n crazie i am. n rabia, i nid ur help too. will call u up veriieee soon. *way to go* watched american's next top model just now. ouhmygawd! i swear it freaked me out seeing how bad n how fast michelle's skin was peeling off. gross! n now, i vow to myself dat i'll neva eva change my makeup brand. *clench fist n place close to heart* so peeps, if ure tink of buying me makeup stuff, take note of dis. verieee important! loreal fer my makeup powder n foundation. missha fer my eyeshadow, mascara n eyeliner. n red earth fer my blusher. thanks! *which i noe noone will buy fer me* haha.. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, August 22, 2005 2:33 PM ;||*happy bdae to SYASYA*|| i like doin dis.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my stopid-dom makcik, SITI SYAZWANI SHAF.  p/s: sorie eh ur father's name short form lar. not important..haha i noe i kinda wished u late but i still wish u kann??! i swear i didnt forget ur bdae oke..it's jus dat getting a late nite bdae wish romantic per?? Hehs! anyhoos..thanks fer alwas being dere fer me. she's my one n only cutipatotie's hunting crime. haha..reallie. thanks fer skipping lectures with me. thanks fer buying me sweets n drinks. ure sooo swit. *kish kish* good luck in ur future endeavours. all de best in everyting u do. and ermm..im sooo afraid to say dis. im afraid u'll cry. but i'll jus do it. i envy you fer being sooo strong, waiting fer apek. yerp..happy long-lasting relationship. Oke..pls smile fer me. *wide smile* ouh makcik.. pretty please shop wif me afta exams okayyy..? *sayang kamu* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Sunday, August 21, 2005 1:24 PM ;||*her confessions*|| i jus completed my tcs assignment. pathetic. ive done my part, n de rest, i'll leave it to dem. im not de chairman in de group, but strangely, why do i feel lyke im one??! simple. bcos i handle everiting. *sickening* im born to lead, not follow. *get it??* at dis moment of tyme, im feeling rather erm..heartbroken?? yes, plus, i dunwish to receive any calls today, unless i feel lyke talking to someone. my mood is totally at de lowest point. sad. disappointed. again n again, u made me feel dis way. again n again, u disappoint me. wad wrong haf i done to deserve dis feelings from u?? u jus cant understand how painful i tried to hold back my tears. i tried to be an understanding person, yet u didn't see thru it. all i get from you is dat im being unreasonable. yes. how do u explain it wen u were supposed to get home at 11pm and dat u overtime till 3am??! rubbish. full of rubbish. i dun care wad crap ure trying to gif me. fact is, u dun care a single bit about me. go ahead n scream at me if you tink im being too unreasonable here. u wan to earn more money rigghtt??! fine. let's see wad dat money can do wonders to you. pretty please stop calling me or msging me. im replying to none of dem. everyting's too late. u broke my heart. and dat's okayy. i noe dat im strong enuf to bend down n pick up those broken pieces of my heart. im not goin to shed another tears for you dear. but i cant deny de fact dat im miserable. miserable looking at other couples carving a smile on their faces. u werent like dis before. time passed by us too fast. too fast fer me to handle n catch up wif you. all along, we were beside me, but now, i guess ure too ahead of me. n im left behind all alone, trying to catch up wif ur pace. but somewhere deep inside my heart, i noe i can no longer cnue catching up wif you. thus, i stop n look helplessly at you from behind. i wish i could turn back time. i wish i could hold you tight n neva let you go ahead of me. as i shed my tears fer you, i realized everything's too late. i wiped off my tears, and tried to be strong. i wanted to look life differently, yet, i longed fer your warmness n longed for ur true love. confuse i am. i walked away, telling myself not to look back, and so i did. but my heart is still left untended. please give me some time to mend my heart. nobody asked for dis to happen. perhaps ure rite. im trying to runn away from all dis miseries. im doin so bcos of one reason. i can no longer find dat energy in me to handle everyting. im too weak to carry on. i'll go my way n u'll go urs. dats wad im doin now. dun blame me fer everyting. bcos ure de one who force me to do it. im sorrie. *snap* tiger was superr duper great yesterdae. i wondered where he got all those courage. haha! served dat biatch..mentel-ness! lyke eeewwwww! stopp being too perasan-ish larh. *roll eyes* jus face de fact dat im not the only one who hates you. othas do. n yes tiger, make sure u mean it wen u said ure goin to roll her *toot*. i loike.. n stop putting ur adeq in trouble okayy??! dat is so mean of you, but whateva so, it's funn! hehs! seriously, i nid a belt. de brown billabong belt is so perfecttt for me. i'll get it veriee soon. syasya, im addicted to mr butterfly's phrase lar. suker hati mak bapak dier je.. *evil laugh* okayy..ure missing him. i can hear ur heart calling out fer him. he'll call u veriee soon la dear. trust me. i wanna watch some dvd again. i fall asleep while watching Honey jus now. *grrrrrrr* let's grind n get dirrrty people. dun jus nod ur head n jump around, dis is not a rock thing-y. u'll look lyke a pocong n stupid, u BIG loserr. lalala. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, August 20, 2005 11:46 AM ;||*smell de weekends*|| ive finally shoot down one of my projects, rosw. *phew* i kinda screwed up during the interview but wad de heckk. i managed to get 8 out of 10. not badd huh??! haha.. so enuf of dat. i dun wish to cnue blabbering abt my projects cos i tink dere's a whole lot more to go. n im left wif onlie one week. now i wish dat someone is kind enuf to rescue me in my java. n ofcourse, dat is sooo fat hope dirah. *roll eyes* de clouds are simply beautiful. totally. and dere's only one tiny weeny bright star in de sky. how i wish i could lay under the sky next to him, watching the clouds and the twinkling star. i'll call dat romantic. *drifting away..* de clouds are moving away, covering dat bright star, veri soon. goodness, im amazed. *wide grin* played pool with adeq just now at pavilion. dat pool place is totally havoc. songs were played at full blast dat u will simply enjoy urself despite the place being a lil pack-o. all those monkeys were dere. johnny, ahboon, luke, hot papa, yok, wei chao n john. i got the pool table which was located on de first level. quite amazing to see more malays dere than chi. nonetheless, i won in de game again. boohoo my adeq. sucha pity. nevamind, de more u practice, de more sharper ur skills are. sooo, play pool often la..haha! and beat me. *stick out tongue* dere's dis one tyme wen i shot 4 solid balls at one go. adeq was sooo pissed off. i can see datt. hehe..try harder beb! de cost wasn't dat high afterall. atleast 8bux an hour. quite affordable. went to eat at long john's silver. im craving fer their fish wrap. duper haven-ness. wassup wif those three gerls n dat one guy dere?? stared at me lyke as if i owed dem bucks. im soo used being stared aniwae, big deal. as long as dey do noting harmful to me, im cool. n like finally, i got de chance to wish yan a happy 18th belated bdae. soriee, i got ur birthdate mixed up. but eyy, atleast i DO remember dat ur bdae is in august okayy.. where onlie all de swit n cool babies are born. *clear throat* i tink syasya's starting to strongly agree wif me. haha..mean-est u! put up a wishlist on ur blog la syasyaaaa. im having a hard tyme trying to find a bdae present fer u tau! atleast i noe wad u longed for rightt??! Baby if you give it to me, I'll give it to you, I know what you want.. Does dat ring a bell syasya??! yes..dat is soooo loooooong ago okayy gino? Hehs! atlast i saw her from de back. she aint dat sweet aftarall. she's too short, i agree. yerp, and she got a broad shoulder, which is a no no fer gerls. anyway, she's photogenic. dat matters. urgh! u noe who im missing de most rightt now??? my hunnie. it's a pain to see him working all nite. and it's a sad ting to haf only urself at nite. Blergh! i agree most wif lyana when she typed, "somebody, fire him!!". haha..and den i can haf him allll by myself at nite. eyyy ya gerl, i saw u just now in school. ure at level 1 n im at level 3. too far to call out fer ur name. haha..ure simply pretty n adorable in dat orange tee. i loike. okayy dad. i'll buy de highway code book as soon as ive completed my exams and thanx fer fetching me up just now. im too tired to take a bus home afta all those funn im having outside. hehe.. n i tink, summer's sweeter than marissa. i can smell de weekends! time to chill peeps. gonna catch up wif my sleep now. or perhaps, watching a dvd. it's been sooo long since i last touch de dvd player. *tsk tsk tsk* toodles! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, August 18, 2005 10:16 PM ;||*gerl at de last minute*|| ive some tyme to kill while waiting fer de rite tyme to go to school. im sooo sleepyy. i wondered why i woke up at 6.15am wen instead, i can wake up at 6.45am. dat i onlie realise wen i was bathing. dangggg! *shittos* im having a mobcomp lab test later which i dun even bother to study. dun mention to study, believe it or not, i just printed out all de notes yest nite. now u can see how useless n pathetic i am. yuppp..im sooo nott in de mood fer any tests. im simply being bothered by my neva-ending projects. i wonder wen will i kill all those projects. it'll be a load of my shoulder, fer sure! *sigh sigh sigh* i wish i could haf my 1day sleep. realliee. but i guess, ive to waitt till exams are over. supeerrr late. daddy's being a lil bit weird. i mean, he's acting lyke a kid lately. how do u explain those behaviour?? dad came home wen i was busily tidying the shoe rack. he said 'hi', so i replied back to him. n he cnued, "papa saw you just now." i turned. shitte. ouh gawd! did i do anyting foolish wen he see me? "reallie arh?? where??" please please please dun trap me dis tyme. and he onlie raised his eyebrows. i kip looking at him, waiting impatiently fer an answer. Lyke a baby waiting impatiently fer her milk. "now larh." hahaha. *sarcastic laugh* dat was soooo farnie dat i forget to laugh. dat was de first situation. Dis was second. papa, adeq n me were eating in one table. i managed to finish my food first, followed by dad. adeq was alwas the last to do anyting n de last to finish sumting. so dad stood up from his chair, saying, "faster la eat. Makan mcam pompuan." ???????!!! wat in de world is he talking. we are gerls, aren't we?? so, dat was his childish part2. im still mugging fer my telsys. i'll complete the powerpoint slides later. bcos later, im presenting dem. im a gerl at de last minute. shoot me. i dun care. i bot a yellow button-like earings. n im gladdd. *wide smile* brown, pink n silver are on my next shopping list. okayyy..i gotta go rightt now. i nid to dress up. n im craving fer caramel frappucino. haven-ness!! *slurp slurp* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 12:47 PM ;||*dirah e walking blogger*|| im back. he's sooo blardie hell one keyoooot guy. *sigh* and dat one biatch is sooo lucky to get de chance to act wif Taufik and Haizad. shitte. wad else could she ask fer?! screw herr! She's got me spending Spending all your money on me and spending time on me She's got me spending Spending all your money on me, on me, on me yes yes yes. fahn's bdae cuming soon. Lurve it. im gonna spend hundred-rundred bucks on him. i'll buy u dat helmet okayy..? so u can ride ur bike fast, n bring me around spore veriiee soon. *dancing around*
so dun start touching my entries wif ur words. cos my drama will neva end. go figure! toodles! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
11:29 AM ;||*her neva-ending drama*|| okayyy...dat momma's kid gonna kill me any minute if i kip changing de tyme slot again. haha..pls dun blame me la makcik. i haf tings to do, besides, im nooott goin to mis Shooting Star fer the second tyme oke?? i haf to make tyme fer Taufik. Bah! *shrugs* yess syasya. so i aint jealous of u anymore. i get to see dat show, so puh-lease spare me all those jealousy. *stick out tongue* im dyem tired. tired of all those projects. jus let me do dis once n foreva. dirah, dirah, dirah..all ur projects deadline are just NEXT week. yupp. so STOP fooling around. okayyy..im done. but dat doesnt get into my head rightt?? im just waiting fer miracle to happen. *spank my forehead* wake uppppppp!!! i screwed up during java lesson. reallyyy. seriously, im lost. Lost fer souce codes. n half of de tyme, i'll be asking myself. "what in de world does all dis codes mean??!" bullshitte! *eyes rolling* sir was sooo busy assessing otha people's source code. i waited fer him to assess mine fer lyke 1hr. yupp. with no doubt. urgh! so while waiting, i did the stupid-est n the lame-est ting on earth. oke, not on earth. on pasir ris. haha..i actuallie wrote three testimonials to syasya, rabia n boon siong. serious. n those were not jus short n sweet n simple testi-s, but duper loooong one. dun believe. check it outt. how pathetic i am to write syasya a testimonial wen she was just beside me. busy meddling with my mp3. mp3 aku lau terburai, siap kau! hehe..kiddies gerl. dat shows how bored i am. *sigh* i dunwanna count how many projects left to do. bcos it's countless. one afta another. Blergh! i didnt noe i was laughing by myself in the bus. i tout syasya laughed wif me too but wen i turned to see her, she was sleeping lyke her parent's business. hehe..n mind you, wif one of my earpiece stucked in her left ears! ergh..sicko u! so i was paisei. blame dat tv mobile fer playing de show 'Just For Laugh' la.. *cursing* she refused to run fer the bus in de interchange. bozzo u! i wonder if running makes u fat arh??! *spank on ur butt* so i pulled her hand, n obviously, she was dragging herself. so berat la u..i realise. Hehe..lucky you dat nyonya was running fer de bus too oke, if not u gonna be late fer tuition. and thanks to me too okayyy??! den i felt a large hand grabbing my left arm. i turned. i remembered u. miss mayang. so different in dat Siglap's uniform larh u..hehe. yupp, i saw dat guy. my adeq's old flame. eewww..de word 'old flame' seems to be lyke those in de 60s. goodness. haha..anw, i walked away, dialing adeq's number. cant wait to see her reaction dat i saw Mahathir. *stick out tongue* rightt. all she gaf me was her rolling eyes n a 'wadeva'. shitty bang bang you! he's a ruddies, mind you. ask me la wen is ska fest?? *sickening* i was soo piss-y while q-ing up for the bus at the interchange. stoopid apek in front of me. fart lyke suker hati mak bapak dier sae. kalau kentot kau wangi, bau perfume MNG jeans aku takpe jugak, nie bau cam tayik yang da lamer being stored in ur stomach gtu. busuk nak mampus! seriously i couldn't help it. i pinch my nose. yes, in front of everybody. see if i care. i cant possibly squeeze my way out of the q rite. superr looong q. if onli i could hit you from the back of ur head, i'll be sooo blardie hell satisfied. nyahahaha! rite now im wondering. wen will she stop her drama??! irritating bullshitte. eyy ciko, get me an anugerah ticket pretty please. i wanna be de audience dere. i saw abg syam on tv okayy..n dat is sooo not fair. *hits the keyboard hard* .nvm. okay..Shooting Star's started. Jus a 30mins and i'll be back. lalala.  That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, August 15, 2005 4:14 AM ;||*ichy notti fingers*|| i jus feel lyke changing my template. so..here it is. n im contented! Blergh! ouhhh..i can hear syasya went "dirah nie kan..nak kena tau!" *stick out tongue* i luv changes. it adds spices into my life. dun u noe dun u noe??! nvm. i woke up in an empty house. everybody's outt. n im enjoying de peaceful-ness of de house. n dats de reason y you still find smelly dirah sitting in front of de comp, updating her blog. Pfft! okayy..dats it fer now. i HAF to do some house-cleaning. dats wad dey left me wif. Bah! ouh adeq!! u say u wanna bathe wif me rightt??! soap n bubbles, here we cum.. *weeeeee* toodles! good-dayyyyy all! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, August 13, 2005 6:38 AM ;||*wen it hurts..*|| i tink im having a gastric or no. maybe bcos yest i ate spicy stuff. grrrr! *biting nails* i dunno. seriously, i dunnoe wads wrong wif my stomach. yest itself, i 'visited' de toilet fer lyke hmm..7times. yes..so much so, i didn't get my sleep bcos every one hour, i'll rush to the toilet. it's killing me okayy n im not enjoying it. *shakes head* went off to school feeling a lil bit alrite. but once im in de lab doin java, it hurts again. it hurts sooo much dat i cant talk n move about. worst, i cant tink. Blergh! i dun feel good. went to de canteen to grab some food tinking de stomach will be much betta afta stuffing it wif some food but no! it hurts even more. urghh! give up. syasya helped me packed my stuffs n sent me off to de bustop to hail fer a cab. thanks dear. ure sucha sweetheart. *kiss kiss* oke, can i start cursing now??! it's amazing dat i feel good n sooo much betta wen in de cab. most probably, de stomach is happy to see de hand holding money fer de fare. honestly, i hate taking cabs bcos i tink it's sucha waste of money. nvm. so i was tinking, should i make a u-turn?? but wad if it hurts again?? but i hate staying at home on Friday! eewww..so not me! hah..no choice dirah. in e end, i headed home.. *sigh* onli to find mom's goin out n it'll be onli me n grandma at home. ouh yah, talking abt grandma, she's been house-hopping since i-dont-know-wen. and yest, finally she landed in my house. n i dunnoe how long she'll be staying over. perhaps 2 or 4days..atleast, i have a companion to disturb. bcos i enjoy her melatah-ness. *evil laugh* i remembered how touched i am jus now wen i kissed her goodbye. she reminded me to cum home early todae afta skul. i dunno for wad reason. n at dat point of tyme, she was crying. she's an emotional grandma, who still misses her late husband n everytyme she's sharing her story wif us regarding late grandpa, tears will roll down her cheeks. i envy her. okay, im drifting away.. so she kissed me on de cheeks wif her damp face. it's oke grandma, eventhough u ruin my make-up. de feeling of getting love from grandma is sooo much different compared to de love i get from mom n dad. just agree wif me. Bah! i miss fahn. really miss him. i didn't get to see him much today. whats more; he's cut his hair n dyem gawd haven-ness, he looks soo adorable to me. can i pinch ur cheeks hunnie?? so im tinking, wad am i supposed to do wen i miss him?? *looks at de sky* come here n rubs my tummy fer me dear. mayb it'll be fine afta dat. haha..tender soft loving care. from you to me. ouh bfore i forget. m proud of my new shoe. daddy tinks i can sell dem. haha..it takes soo much patience to get one ting done. n taa-daa! my patience's been paid off! i loike... i miss alex. why didn't she appear on o.c yest?? or did i miss her part?? she's vogue. im in luv wif her eyes n her nose. superbly amazing. another person who caught my attention is naima from ANTM. cant u see how 'friendly' she is wif de camera?? if only i haf her looks, i'll cut my hair just lyke her. *screams* it'll do wonders to me. no worries. Hehs! talking abt hair, two more months to go before i get a new n refreshing look. m sooo excited! *jumps up and down* ppl have been talking about de porn videos in handphone n de blog which criticized de malays macam suka hati mak bapak dier gtu. yes yes yes..ive seen n read it all. it hurts so much to realise dat kinda human still alive on dis earth. it's sucha sin not to respect other's religions. Let him do his talking. Let's see how far he can go wif his blardie mouth. fact is, he's narrow-minded. lyke wad, i personally tink dat some Chinese are following de malays trend. dunct u tink so..? wad abt de tapered pants?? ive seen de Chinese in tapered pants. wad abt de hairstyle?? Wad about de chim dressings?? Dun u tink de Malays start de fashion crime first??! We aint nyonyas okayyy..we got looks n heart, n most importantly, we aint a 'crooked' person lyke you. *buzz off mosquito* talking abt de videos dat've been passing around. eeewww..gross! how can de gerl enjoy every moment of her bitchiness wen she jolly well noe she was being video cam? worst, she was smiling to de video. she tinks it's cool to have big boobs and to have her sex moments on video cams? dun see has any shame??! dun she feels anitink? perhaps, she's onlie tinking of one ting, dat is GREAT. think again. wad if de parent noe abt dis?? wad's their first reaction?? will dey eva forgive her?? worst still, de daughter whom every parent am glad to haf, had made dem lose face. sucha disgrace. n guys who are enjoying de videos, are just sooo sick! *shakes head* phuck! it hurts again. till later.. *runs off* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:28 PM ;||*gotta say wad she gotta say*|| today was fun bcos i skipped almost majority of my classes. i'll haf to say a million thanks to syasya. she's de reason y i skipped classes. *raise eyebrows* Furthermore, im not in de mood fer any classes. ive my own reasons which u'll get to noe at de end of dis entry. Blergh! im a cheapskate! dun u noe, dun u noe?? haha..i bot a 4bux schoolshoe bcos im soo in de mood to design it by myself. yup, thanks syasya fer accompanying me. i noe im sucha troublesome, but jus kip dat to urself. heyy, i lurve de silverish grey okayy! it looks sooo classic, n i tink ur flowers are keyooot! thanks fer decorating dat fer me! saaayaaang kamu! dun forget dat u still haf de rite side to design. Bah!! i dunwan my flowers to look distorted. *giggle* yayyyy!! jonathan's back! gosh..i miss him lyke crazie..he's away fer more den 1yr n all of a sudden jus now, i saw him! my heart skips a beat..perhaps im too shocked to see ur return. my whole classmate is sooo bad! u guys r de meanest, but i still luv u ppl. haha..how can u not tell me jonathan's back?? den i wun skipped de lecture. Owh gawd! he looked sooo tann, and..i tink he's gained weight. u looked sooo different la jonathan. nvm, fact is, im happy ure back! Thanks fer praising me..haha, i noe, u miss my craps too! *stick out tongue* be wif us often yah??? looking forward.. national day's over but believe me, i still tink it's not over. Ppl are still dressing up in red n white. hehe..true Singaporean indeed. talking abt national day, let me tell u how i spent my day yest. it was a blast! went to Esplanade wif adeq n ayun at 6pm to see de fireworks live!! de road was jamm, de pathway was jamm and blergh! ppl r everywhere. Fahn told me to grab a seat bhind Marina Square. no doubt dat de view dere is superrrr clear! waited n waited n finally, fireworks! im not lying but de fireworks were directly above me. it was sooo much fun. de feeling is totally diff to see and feel de fireworks live than watching it on tv. whats more; dis year's fireworks were diff from de previous previous one. n it was amazing. *gasping for air* managed to video cam it. it brought a smile de moment i played it over n over. fer those who catch de fireworks live, prolly u guys noe wad i mean wen i said it was a blast.  it all ended at 8.30pm. next stop, de Esplanade. dere's a hip hop thingy goin on dere. tell me who will jus let it slip thru their fingers?? *shakes head* uh uh..not me! rushed dere to meet rabia n man n otha ppl. ouhhhh..fahmi n ab were dere too. at ferst, we could onli hear techno songs blasting off. n we were lyke, "tkan nak joget techno kann?? Zaman bilerr sae tu.." so we just sit around, crapping here n dere n suddenly...reggae larh!! haiyo! de rest da mcm kena sambal gtu. jumping here n dere shouting "aku da tak lapar! Perut aku da kenyang! oiiii...gie saner arh!" all i noe, i was dyem phucking xcited! reggae n rnb r sooo my bestfriends. ppl were screaming n shouting. n i wondered y. den i saw HIM!! sharif!! my rnb's soul! His voice is sooo phucking cool..betta den taufik's. trust me. n no doubt, he's gorgeous. okayy, dats wad i tink larh. i was xcited. dat matters oke? if onlie im at de veri front row.. man was goin "dirah, joget arh!" lu takmo cabar gua! gua lau da bukak step, tak tahan lu! haha..dere were dis whole lot of malay guys bside us. n dis couple was dancing lyke nobody's business. dat was fine until dey bumped into me and fahmi. phucked! nvm, chill ppl. *trying to be cool* front ppl began walking out, so we squeezed our way thru. so did those malay guys. was moving in wen i felt dis heavy thing landed on my toes. i screamed. really screamed my hearts out! ppl turned around! dat guy stepped on my feet. accidentally. me: adoiiiiii!! somebody stepped on my feet! fahmi: saper?? dat guy turned around.. him: eyy..sorie sorie. tak sengaja. (in a pampered voice) fahmi: takpe arh. lain kali pijak lagi. his friends turned around n stared at him. okayy...i tink dat was tooo much. i gotta do sumting before anyting happen btw dem. me: it's okay. im alright. da tak sakit lagi.. chill guys. *phew* settled. obviously, it was still hurting. badly. Urghh! de couple was still dancing cam cacing. but nice dancemoves larh, it's jus dat, it's getting irritating. bcos everytime de guy changed his dancemove, he stepped on my feet. de same feet dat was hurting, mind you. i was soooo pissed off. fahmi, man, rabia n de rest left. guess dey're irritated too. but de two of us stayed around. simply waiting fer velvet, but instead, Rosie came out. *sigh* it's okay..i had fun though. im looking forward fer Friday's hip hop hooray at Esplanade. raihan said he'll b performing. i soooo wanna catch his performance. *skipping around* i was in de best mood until sumting cropped up at home dat i tink, it's entirely not our fault. really. although mom strongly tinks dat it was my fault. .a note to momma. momma, i didnt mean to be rude to you. but seriously, it's not my fault. reallie. okay, i admit it was my mistake fer not informing u n aunt dat she didnt follow us home. i didnt noe i was supposed to inform u guys. i tout it was okay fer her to be wif her bunch of fwends. she came home late, dat wasnt my fault. she lied to her mom, dat wasnt my fault too. im not responsible fer everyting dat happened. her mom's de one who is responsible. true. n i didnt lie to u. dad was rite. i cried jus to show u dat im not lying. i showed you de pics on de digicam jus to show u im not lying. but it all came to no avail. Seriously, i dunno wad u want. Everything's over. do u tink if u scolded me lyke mad, tings will rewind back??! no. i was pissed off n disappointed wen u didnt trust ur own daughter. dad couldn't help seeing u scolding me lyke mad jus bcos u didn't trust me. im glad dad stood by me. cos he noe, im matured enuf to do de rite ting although it means rude. no children enjoy seeing their parents fite. neither do i. im not enjoying every sec wads happening yest. i cried in my sleep, tinking who is more important to u, ur family or othas??! .a note to dad. dad, thanks fer standing up fer me. i noe ure de best dad eventhough sumtymes, i couldn't handle u. u reallie noe dat im not lying. u reallie understand me. u noe im not to blame. u noe im not responsible fer everything. u noe somebody didnt do her job. u hate it wen ur own daughter was scolded by some outsiders. u tink u daughter is alwas rite no matter how wrong we are. simply bcos u tink family is ur first priority. i respect u fer dat. thanks fer lending me ur shoulders to cry on. thanks fer lending me ur ears to hear all dat i gotta say. thanks fer seeing me off at de gate dis mrning. although it was supposed to be mom. i cried leaving de house, feeling contented having u as my dad but disappointed having a mom who didn’t trust her own daughter. dad, thanks fer everything. .a note to -. perhaps ure rite. im to blame fer everyting n im responsible fer everyting bcos im de eldest. i respect u jus bcos ure who u are, not bcos i agreed to whateva u said. i was pissed off wen u talked to me in dat tone and manner. But seriously, i didn't mean to be rude to you but you can blame noone fer everthing but urself. as a mom, it's ur duty to noe abt ur daughter's whereabout. dun u tink so? yup, u advised my sis to tink first bfore spurting out but here's an advice back fer you. dun eva tink of gaining respect from othas wen u dun respect othas. im out.  my heart is still sore. ayun, be brave. noone asked fer dis to happen. Jus listen to ur mom n everyting will be alrite. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 6:11 AM ;||*National Day*|| HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! and to every Singaporean out there.. Happy National Day!! *party poppers* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, August 08, 2005 2:49 PM ;||*Sunday outing*|| The day was spent with fahn, nassier n din. i know, im de only 'flower' dere, but it's okay cos im enjoying myself soooo much! *grin* Went to Bugis wif Fahn simply bcos i wanted to shop so much. planned to get myself a new pair of pants or a white sandal. so afta walking around for lyke 2hrs, finally i decided to buy myself e pants although my heart belongs so much to de white sandal dat i saw. *sigh* it's always an urgh if your size wasn't in stock. Bad luck! i noe. what's more; it's soo phucking cheap larh! so i was trying three sandals, and i cant decide which is nicer, a brown one or de white one. But i thought de white one looks perfect but..hmm! den came mizie wif her otha two frends. Lucky me! i asked dem which is betta and which is perfect. Also, dey cant made up their mind. And all of a sudden, there was a crowd surrounding me. pathetically, people passing by us just stopped and admire the beauty of my feet, i guess. Lyke wad de heck. im not advertising or modeling fer the sandals oke??! gosh! and dis one lady even commented which is perfect on me. *eyes rolling* i turned to mizie. and asked her "who's dis people arh? why dey stop here? and why dis lady is commenting??!" Blergh! we dont noe, either. and dats it, i didn't buy any. Personally, i tink de brown one looked faded on me and de white one, no more size left. *shitty bang bang* met nassier and din at Parco's mac. Walked all de way to Suntec's Pizza Hut. They promised to treat me pizza. *licks lip and rubs tummy* afta de tired-ness of walking, finally we reached. and wad??! Had to wait fer another 1 or 2hrs bcos their over has gone bonkers??! Shitte! so we left fahn's number to dem in case everyting is back as per normal, dey can jus ring us up. stood bside de Pizza Hut n was planning which Pizza Hutr outlet should we go..it took us atleast 20mins to come out wif nothing. no plans. Haha..jus de perfect tyme wen a waitress called fahn to inform us dat the oven has been repaired. *phew* Dis is de luckiest part. We ordered so much so dat it added up to 6obux. But de bill didn't stated 60bux, instead 51bux. shut up! we're lucky, lyke duh??! Was smiling and smiling wen suddenly, a waitress came and informed us dat she had keyed in de wrong bill for us and gaf us another bill. Obviously, we went 'hiya'! but guess wad??! Dis tyme around, the bill is so phucking lesser!! 35bux onlie??! If only we could jump up and down. so we kept silent, and didnt mention aniting about the bill. And we walked out of de Pizza Hut, paying 20bux lesser. Slamat la eh korang2 di dalam. Hehs! and it's settled! Took a cab from Suntec to my home. again, i didnt fork out any money fer the fare. Hehs! im de birthday gerl, remember??! Hehe..haven-ness! and dey cnued their way to Mr The Tarik coffeeshop. Perhaps, im blessed. Bah! was feeling kinda fucked up jus now. an unknown number called me but it was a missed call. so i called dat number up using my home phone. Me: hello?? Dat person: hello?? hello?? Me: hello? yah..may I know who called 964****8 just now?? Dat person: (in a harsh tone) no no no! nobody nobody! Me: aaa..but i jus.. Dat person: nobody larh! kanina! *toot* The line was cut off. Cibai!! Is dat the way u talked to an unknown person??! And mind you, i dun haf all de tyme in de world to call you up and asked you if anybody called me okay??! shitte her! why would her fucking number appeared in my hp?? Ouh, perhaps a ghost dialed my number. Phuck her larh! she dun haf to use dat harsh word on me rite? atleast let me finished my sentence or apologise larh babi! Dis people are betta off dead sia! Not worth living on Earth. These kinda people are jus increasing de number of thrash larh..! *eyes rolling* wadeva. i feel betta now. i'll upload more pics later. meanwhile, enjoy some here.       Yours Truly, Andirah That's It For Today. Goodbye.
4:32 AM ;||*Saturday blasting OFF*|| de day was spent wisely. meaningfully. n im lurving every sec of it. i'll tell u why. rabia came late (dat wasn't part of de enjoyable moment). Let me haf de honour to announce to you dat she was 1hr 30mins freaking late. yes, no doubt. *shakes head* feeling pissy was another story. luckily ailah was dere to entertain me. and by dat tyme it was already 5.30pm..n de three of us were feeling dyem hungry. n we could tink of notink else but Cahaya's char kuey and hokkien mee. *rubs tummy* so, we went dere to fill our little stomach. satisfied, we went to walk around in Far East, looking fer de cheapest tings in town. i wanted to buy a 'looking-relex' pants but noting caught my attention xcept fer dis keyoot pair of shoes, which cost 32bux. to be frank, it was not worth it. basically, it's jus a school shoe where u use acrylic n fabric paints to paint n design de shoes. Dats all. so i tout, i can do dat by myself. n it will only cost me less den 20bux to buy de required stuffs. *brilliant* How cool it is to haf ur name designed on ur own pair of shoes. somebody told me dat there will be fireworks at 8pm. and dis two idiots sanggup cancelled their plans to haf dinner wif their family jus to see de fireworks n enjoy de beauty of esplanade at nite. Blergh! took a cab to esplanade n walllaaaa! we missed de fireworks by just a few pathetic seconds. and dat wasnt cool alrite. *eyes rolling* de esplanade was hellya happening! no kidding. u can barely see de esplanade itself bcos it was sooo packo wif all kinda people. and we haf to walk from one end to another end to find ourselves a seat, which was dat, we ended up sitting on de staircase. it's okay though, since everyone is sitting on staircase also. *pimp laugh* had a good laugh. Dats wad i nid de most! n some girly talks. Confidential n secretive gurls talk, mind you. and suddenly i found myself in luv wif de atmosphere. back at de stage, dere was dis performance. really cool and chaotic performance. Being de kepos, we squeezed ourself in btw de crowds n managed to stand rite in front. cool huh?? i know. *wink* and Rosie was singing 'Work It Out'. work it out, u gotta work it out... *shakes booty* seconds later, dis two malay gurls stood up from their seats n began to move their body, which made everyone went 'fweeee-weeeet'. n Rosie invited dem up to de stage to dance. wad a dancemove. i like. Especially dat spanking from ya..rough girl is in de house! hehs! n guess wad ppl, velvet was dere too! *screams*  Dat guy simply melt my heart. he did it just like how Craig David did it. so smooth yet soo groovy. Before dey start performing, here's wad dey said, "okay ppl, we nid u to do us a favour. Dis song dat we're goin to sing is sooo groovy.so i nid you people to nod ya head or not, trust me, u guys will look silly. and a 'haha' to you." *a joyous laugh* it was havoc. and 3/4 of de esplanade was filled wif malays. de mrt was superrr pack dat we had to take a cab home. n obviously, every taxi stand, de q was unbelievable!! so we walked all de way to raffles city n hailed fer a taxi. Believe it or not, it took us 20mins to get a cab. n dat doesn't just end dere. de expressway was jam! *cursing* and de taxidriver was testing our patience. He drove lyke nobody's business. Like hello!! We're paying oke?? n it's such an eyepain to see you dilly-dallying, taking ur own swit tyme wen u can just squeeze ur way thru. Urgh! phuck dat taxidriver larh! so, 15bux down de drain.. *swallowing hard* n today, im out wif fahn. picnic n pizza, here we cum. Wait fer more pics.. *wink* Ouh..tout of goin to Esplanade tomorrow fer de countdown of National Day wif all de fireworks at 12am. Up anybody?? *grin* i had fun. Dat matters. Bah! Tata!         That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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