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Thursday, March 30, 2006 12:35 PM ;||*hips don't lie*|| omg, he read my blog. panata, can you believe it? haha, im so shocked, you know. anyway, i've been tagged by the nicest blogger. grrrr. If you've been tagged, you are to come with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover. 1. do specify the gender 2. then, list down and tag another 7 people on their pages. 3. if you've been tagged before, you need not do this again. Have Fun! GENDER: male 1. a sense of humour (to entertain me, always!) 2. be serious only when necessary 3. understand me inside out (and be patient, ofcourse!) 4. tolerate my character and attitude (it's not fair if only the girl tolerates the guy) 5. accept and respect the people around me (like my family and all my friends) 6. trustworthy (u trust me, i trust you. that kind of thing. haha) 7. i'll be lying if i don't add this in the qualities of my ideal perfect lover - must have the looks that will make me go "omg, you're so handsome/cute today. kiss can?" every single day. okay, the 7 people. 1. adeq (atleast you have this to start updating, ha!) 2. kyn (no escape lil darl..) 3. jepon (this is the beauty of blogging. ambik kau!) 4. mally (da tak tag lagi kan? huh, take this!) 5. syasya (panata, it's all YOURS!) 6. lyana (opps! time for a break girl.) 7. niniee (sorry babe! hee!) im done with it. thank you very much la eh, nadera! haha hmm. i guess it's time to move on with new hip song. no more of craig david. no more of ray j. no more of emotional song. no. just no. cause hips don't lie. don't you know? :D That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 6:16 PM ;||*shake it. do it.*|| i used to love Wednesday, you know? but how come today is an extremely boring Wednesday? it's either i just cant find some interesting stuff to do at home, or it's fated that today's Wednesday is dead bored. looking back, i should be going out today. but i chose not to. i can give you five simple reasons why. one, im broke. two, my ezlink is all about a card, not about the amount of money in it. three, the weather seems low. four, im not in the best mood to doll up. five, i don't see the reason why i should go out. so there! ouh, did i tell you? im still a good daughter you know. dirah knows how to differentiate a home and a hotel. *grin but then again, i feel so uncomfortable spending my whole day practically staring at the tv, the computer and the ceiling. but on a brighter note, i don't need to fork out any money just to fill my empty stomach. at times, kitchen is my home bestfriend. anyway, just now, mom pleaded me to buy her some kitchen stuffs at the NTUC Fairprice cause she was feeling so tired to go down and was feeling hungry. ah! i hate those words. im never good in this. i can really (really) spend hours finding stuffs in that big NTUC. like just now. i swear, dear reader, if mom's the one who did the grocery just now, she can be back home in 15minutes. now, you ask me how long did i take to find these stuffs. a packet of tissue boxes, a bottle of soya sauce, a bottle of gold Nescafe and a Berita Harian newspaper. 35 pathetic minutes. you can laugh for all i care. that's just not it. my brain refused to store information. important information like the list of things ive to buy. luckily, i brought my hp along. i think i made 3 complete rounds in the NTUC, finding those stuffs. it's either i don't know where to find them, or there's too many stuff to look out for. take this, the bottle of soya sauce. the whole shelves were filled with bottles of soya sauce and i had the difficulties finding the exact brand mum told me to buy. i spent 10minutes just for THAT. a packet of tissue boxes. mum told me to buy the cheapest one and damn it, can they put the price nicely and neatly? another 10minutes just for that. after all those stress, i thought it will be a splendid idea if i were to treat myself to a big packet of kit kats. haha. so i bought it. chocolate will make me a happy person again. ho ho ho. yesterday driving practical was bad. really bad. i had to drive from my home all the way to the tampines carpark. that was fine to me as TPE has only straight roads and no heavy traffic. practiced turning the car, reversing, and changing of gears at the carpark for about 45minutes before heading out to the main road (again!!). as usual, im dead. and this time around, not only im dead, the engine went dead too. and it's not once, not twice, not thrice but four times! dirah is always panic if that kind of stuff happened. so dirah let go the steering wheel and panic la. and the instructor told dirah not to panic and turn on the engine again. ah! 1st gear just sucks, you know! i cant seem to nicely synchronise the clutch and the accelerator. it's either there's something wrong with my feet, or i was too panic to focus more. haha. by the way, the instructor said this to me while i was practicing my driving. "wah, you tie your hair like this very nice le. like chinese drama people. like Japanese girl also." umm. i found it really funny that he actually had the time to NOT focus on my driving skills, and instead, focus on me. i'll take that as a compliment though and im very, very flattered cause you actually could see that i have sacrificed some of my time just to plait up my hair in a scorpion way. and mr teo, you know what, you have yet to see my ic photo. very chinese-ish. and then you may ask, why is it my race is boyanese, and not Javanese. haha. cause one, im that modern boyan and two, by law, ive to follow dad's race, not mom. ok enough. time to  now that ive stole her picture, let's wish her a.. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!! may all the sweet things be yours today. let's go out one day okay? pardon me, we WILL go out one day okay? haha. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:54 AM ;||*dig my bag and find it*|| momma woke me up as early as 8.45am just because she wanted to alert me that she's going out and make sure i really really REALLY know that she's out. omg, she couldn't stop bugging me although i've answered 'okay' with my eyes closed. cause at another moment, she went into my room and reminded me to do some housework, atleast some (GRR), and the next moment, with her super high pitched voice, she asked me where's my homekey (according to my mom, staying at home without a homekey anywhere near you is very, very and indeed VERY dangerous). mom, it's safe in my beg so please let me have my sleep again, please..and for goat's sake, don't, don't ever slide the curtain while im still sleeping, cause i automatically (!!!) CANT sleep with the bright sun. ah, in all, she did managed to wake the hell outta me. so that explains why im here. time check : 9.45am. darn! and mind you, im having my driving practical later at 2.30 later. how to drive with these kind of puffy eyes?? i cant sleep back la. that's me, once ive wake up, i cannot sleep back. for once, i cant stop asking momma questions while we were all watching DIA in the living room. like.. "mom, what the hell is Susi trying to do? kan dia benci mak dia, then why did she still sign that document?" "cause that document needs her signature before it can be processed." "ma, why did she help her mom to kidnap Gita? i thought she hates Gita right? in what way can Gita's appearance in the house change her life?" "she wants her mom to give her more love." ???? okay mom, thanks a lot for the answers although most of them were still left UNanswered. or rather, lain aku tanya, lain pula dia jawab. haha, makcik-makcik mah, cant blame them though. hehe. at this moment of time, random things are running in my mind. 1. im flat broke (!!!). how to survive till Saturday without money?! 2. yet, i still feel the urge to shop till i drop. yesterday night, i suddenly had a good intention of dropping by Topshop when im loaded, cause i badly want to buy their boxer. haha. well, that's just random stuff. 3. i want to do, DO something to my hair. no, not trim please. but it's more to give it another colour. i personally think that the colour right now is getting duller, and i looked sick with this hair colour. well maybe, maybe, i can ask some nice soul to highlight it to medium blonde. just a lil touch. any nice soul? next week perhaps?? tag me! 4. i need more new tops and yes, i cant get my eyes off that Mondo's bronze 3inch pumps. cool la! atleast, i'll be slightly tall in those pumps, haha! 5. i miss my preetyboy. i don't care. i badly wanna meet him today. yay! random, random, random. (somebody, stop me please!) gotta get my lazy arse to do the housework now before mom came home with this dialog, "adeq!! have you sweep the floor??" urgh.  (hurting you and leaving you is the last thing on my mind) i want to be with you no matter what obstacles i have to face. i just love you, day by day. it's not a sin, is it? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, March 27, 2006 2:26 PM ;||*mine and always mine*|| it been days since i last blog. alah rindunya! let's do a 3days-in-1 entry, that is for Friday and the weekends. the plan was supposed to be a splendid one, but something cropped up which made me turned into someone really quiet. for the first few hours, i didn't talk much, let alone smiling and cracking stupid jokes (which i always did during every of our outing). so, the first few hours was more of a silence outing. and panata couldn't stop bugging me to start the conversation with preetyboy first, which ofcourse, will never happen. ego la, dey! to think back, if neither one of us is willing to give in and say sorry, it will never end. yes, it's true BUT(!!!) to a certain extend. so i gave up and gave in to preetyboy. see, sekeras-keras hati perempuan, tak sekeras hati lelaki la oi. settled for Popeye's cause the two panatas couldn't stop craving for their tender spicy chicken and their delicious mash potato. being the impatient or rather greedy boys, they bought their meal first, and ended up with the not-so-delicious meal. ha, padan muka! and we, the girls, bought the most delicious and yummy meal. and ofcourse, the boys couldn't stop whining and complaining about their not-so-delicious meal, and the girls couldn't stop enjoying their meal and licking their fingers. basically, we ignored them. haha! had nowhere to go after that, so we crashed Mount Faber for sightseeing and distressing. iyela tu! and there, the real dirah suddenly popped up. i cracked stupid jokes, did stupid stuffs and mostly, i was the one who couldn't stop asking them to pose and pose and pose. funny thing is, the Merlion was the center of attraction for that day. and we managed to take a picture with it.  so dramatic! this was us. and i couldn't stop going near him. :)  the two panatas.  the sightseeing. mahu step tourist ya kamu kamu sekalian?
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, March 23, 2006 10:37 PM ;||*'Lembu' or 'Lembab'??*|| i didn't know today's driving practical will freak me out. it sure did freaked the hell out of me. instructor: okay good. you're doing fine. very good. now make a right turn. me: (gasp) right turn? but that will lead to the main road. where are we going? instructor: (giggle) don't know. let me buy you a drink at the kopitiam. me: huh? instructor: don't worry. im here to guide you. i swear, dear reader, i wanted to step on the clutch, then the break and put it to free gear. and that's not it. i want to get out of the driver seat and force him out too, so that i can take the passenger seat and he, can take the driver seat. fact is, im not confident yet to drive on the main road. and mind you, this is only my 2nd driving practical. but i was left with no choice. no choice, no choice, no choice. i think my car was the slowest (slowest!!) ever moving vehicle on road. it's funny how i used to think that 'L' stands for 'Lembab' (which means slow) or 'Lembu' (which means cow, because cow moves slowly) whenever i passed by any 'L' car on road. but for once just now, it's stressing knowing and realizing that those 'Lembab' and 'Lembu' actually applied to me. yes me, the Lembu. on a brighter note, i am enjoying my driving practical and in fact, i can't wait for my next practical. awesome la oi! i was feeling so lethargic in the afternoon, so i forced preetyboy to send me home. yes dear, straight home. i need my nap badly. with my face still with makeup, i took my nap. the nap is all about 1.5hour sleep, and i'll be a chirpy bird again. gee! ouh ouh, i went to the shop right after i woke up, which means, with my uncombed hair, 'crumpled' face and my mata sepet, just to buy my facial wash. sungguh tak senonoh kan? alah, sesuka hati i la. tomorrow, the plan is on. i nak keluar dengan sweetheart part1 i and sweetheart part2 i, plus plus, sweetheart part1 i punya sweetheart part2. haha. sweetheart part1 = preetyboy sweetheart part2 = syasya sweetheart part1 punya sweetheart part2 = nassier ada paham? im a photoshop addict, so here you go..  okay, dah malam ni, pergi tido kamu kamu semua! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 2:58 PM ;||*about me and you*|| with no doubt, im missing my all-time fartsy kenyal sweetfriend.   it's all about me and you, you know you know. :D biler mahu jumpa????? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 2:52 PM ;||*if i had one wish*|| all i need right now is just one wish(as said by Ray J). just one wish to make everything better and perfect for me and you. First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one see, don't you just get it? i don't understand all the things that we're going through. for once, i just feel like sleeping and not waking up. or perhaps, if heaven is on my side and i were to wake up, i just wish things will be better. If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life And you'd be my love, make it right this time "To enjoy the beauty of love, one, you have to feel how hurtful it is to keep your love going. two, once you've suffocate enough and still has the courage and strength to move on, you'll soon realise that you're in love." easier said. right. how will life be with two hearts and one soul? how will life be if it's just like a stopwatch, where i can stop any moment in my life and start it again as soon as i think i can carry on? how will life be without love? how?! (please stop me, somebody!) as promised, here's the photos on Sunday night at the esplanade.    and click here for more photos taken during the trip to the zoo. Life is short. Treasure it no matter what the consequences are. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, March 20, 2006 12:01 PM ;||*that's not the fact*|| im feeling a lil bit emo and down right now. ah! i hate this feeling, it's a real killer. yesterday performance at Esplanade was awesome. i cant believe that i actually stayed a lil longer just to catch Gerhana Skacinta's performance at 10pm, despite the ouhmyfreakinggod crowd. we reached there at 7.20pm, and only managed to catch the last 2songs, and that includes Senyuman Ragamu. alamak, cair beb! everyone was swaying like mad, and i swear, dear reader, if you don't move to the beat, u'll feel a lil out. yup, just a lil je, takmo exaggerate la. then we went over to the Nokia Powerhouse (a bigger stage indeed) and watched The Suns performed. omg, im so in love with their songs, although it's all about screaming and shouting. boleh jadi giler, you! get this, ska + reggae + rock. what do you get? awesome! seconds later, my stomach started to make weird noises. so we dropped by Marina Square's Burger King and ate to our fill. please, i had to force myself to eat their Mushroom Swiss cause all other food outlets were freaking packed, seriously. gosh! it's funny that we went back to the Esplanade's Nokia Powerhouse to catch The Suns again, followed by Gerhana Skacinta(!!!). the lightings were killing me. i felt so dizzy after watching The Suns performance. tsk! the crowd began to disperse at 9.30pm and it started to drizzle. managed to seek shelter and we had a great laugh. best gitu. at 9.50pm, everyone started walking towards the powerhouse again. somebody wanted to stand in front and be part of the crowd, so we actually squeezed our way in. panas oi! as soon as Gerhana Skacinta started playing, the crowds went wild and crazy. and we made up this sentence "saper tak joget, dier kental!" haha. so to avoid being kental, we moved to the beat. lucky me, i know how to move to reggae and ska dance. and i feel so hott! those guys infront of us were getting more and more irritating, i swear. they kept pushing the crowds behind and kept saying sorry. wth?! it's okay to have fun but please, spare a thought for others. urgh, sick! for once, i feel like tonyol-ing their bald heads. talking about bald heads, why do ska people have to go bald? but it actually goes well with their dressing. funny tau! whatever it is, i had fun, they had fun and we had fun. wee! early in the morning just now, i had my first driving practical. tak ku sangka kereta itu bergerak la! haha. i was amazed, obviously. and i kept going "ouuh", "okay", "eyyy, alamak!". now i cant wait for my second practical. macam fun gitu! papa, adeq da tahu bawa kereta okay!! kereta tu bergerak okay!! silly me! pictures will be up soon. promise. im having a slight headache right now. have to rest. meanwhile, you all you all rest also la okay? *wink ++++++ feeling a lil emo gave me the inspiration to write this out. done by Dirah Baby, It's not the fact that you scolded me that made me cried, But the fact that your words were really hurtful. It's not the way that you treat me that i'm disappointed with, But the way you assume things. It's not the reason that you raised your voice that broke my heart, But the way u brought up everything about the past. You never know how much you mean to me, Coz all you know is that I didn't gif you happiness. You never know how hurt I am, Coz all you know is that you've said what you want. The very thing that I want to tell you now is that, I longed for the happy moments we used to have. I longed for the laughter that brought so much joy to me, I longed for the love n care you once showered me with. And if I could turn back time, I never wish this will happen to us. I will be the best girl in your heart. And I will not find any of your mistakes, Nor make you angry anymore. Coz all I want right now, Is you to come back to me And hold me tight. Tell me that everything is only a dream And that my heart was never hurt. Just hug me and kiss me on my forehead, Assuring me that everything is alright.. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Sunday, March 19, 2006 2:52 PM ;||*a lil more to handle*|| sometimes, being away from your other half for a day doesn't kill you. especially if it's all about being with your another other halves; that is your girlfriends. trust me. just yesterday, we finally agreed to meet up without any pop-up stuff stopping our way. ah! it felt so great to laugh and be silly around them. we couldn't stop cracking stupid and silly jokes and laughed at those self-jokes. we couldn't stop disturbing one another. and THEY couldn't stop bullying me, just because im the shortest, the youngest and the clumsiest amongst them. hmmph! and maybe the cutest. okay okay i made that up. haha. now, what's the one thing that you can never separate with when you stepped out of the house? for me, it's the DIGICAM! so we took photos almost everywhere, even at the most crowded places. we don't care what kind of stupid faces to throw at our digicam, what matter is, we love the camera and the camera loves us.  that was us, and only us, the Charlie Angels. ouh wow! they've grown up. we managed to see for ourselves the Fashion Fever that was going on at Marina Square. hip! it's cool that Marina Square has a theme, that is "shop till you drop". funny how i think that i will drop even if i don't shop there, cause those stores are killing me. aduh! then it's time for us to give ourselves a little space for the catch-up moments, the crazy moments and most importantly, the gossip moments. im excited, they're excited, we're excited!     we decided to take turns taking photos of our utmost stupid poses. silly us!  and yesterday was all about 'twist'. twist here, twist there, twist everywhere. macam cool gitu. you cuba la! by seconds, we became a lil retarded. no, a more retarded than what we used to be. we tried to pose with our distorted faces. very distorted indeed.
 and at the end of the day, we had face cramps. so we decided to be a lil more serious. and i supposed, only rabia listened to instruction. good girl! while we suffered from mata gatal. we cannot be serious la!  okay, one last chance girls.  opps! i hate to be serious, that's just me. so in the end, we gave up to pretend to be that 19years old serious sisters and be who we are - the sisters who are full of craps and nothing else. afterall, laughter is the best medicine. gerhana skacinta, here i come! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, March 17, 2006 9:01 PM ;||*zoo OR zookeeper?*|| to make it looked as if our holidays are well-spent, we made our way to the zoo. this is very weird though. parents brought their kids with them, and we? we're all 19years old and we walked as if we're going to a funfair. haha. okay, less talk, more pictures. that'll be more interesting right? we made a quick stop at Jln Kayu for our lunch since the four of us were grumbling due to flat tummies. the ride to the zoo was hilarious cause we made a wrong turn and ended up going to idunoewhere.   so while the boys stressed themselves with the admission fee, the girls happily took photos until they went "oit!"   can you see how happy and excited we are? very much.  preetyboy was damn happy upon seeing their long-lost bestfriend eventhough it was only a poster. and nassier was trying to tell fahn that he knew exactly where to find more monkeys, that is, the Primate Kingdom. haha, nolah, i was just kidding. nassier was telling fahn to move on and meet the giraffe instead.  and who says girls have no sense of direction? as much as those boys know how to read a map, a girl also knows how to read a map. boys, no offence. ;p  syasya's artwork. thank you very much for taking a picture of me scratching my back. the damn stupid vending machine couldn't accept cashcard eventhough it did prompt to either insert your cashcard or money. well, i should be scratching my head and not my back right? okay, diam! since we couldn't take pictures with the real animals, this will do too.     i dunnoe what all those supposed to mean, but i think these kangaroos are from Australia. preetyboy was having fun feeding it and i couldn't stop saying "eeee! you better wash your hand before touching me okay!" and i think nassier was amazed by those kangaroos, and syasya was having fun trying to balance herself on a small log. funny shit. we only managed to catch a performance by the elephants, thanks to, umm..let me quote our pathetic conversation. nassier: tgk ade ape lagi performance? dirah: da takde la. kawan kau perform tadi pagi and kul 1.30 je. sekarang da kul 4 sae. fahn: tu lah kau! 1.30 kiter masih pat Jln Kayu. semua orang tu nyer pasal la, tunggu mak dier keluar rumah. syasya: oi oi! orang tu pun samer, takle bangun pagi. fahn: aper? kaulah, kul 11 lagi tak bangun-bangun. abeh iye-iye nak datang pagi. nassier: ah yelah! balik-balik aku yang kenela. korang da pusing-pusing kenekan orang, pastu end up pat aku la. hmm..bagus. dirah: haha! stop it la korang. da sampai zoo pun kan. ergh. omg, now i realised we were way too childish. ishk! had dinner at Downtown East before heading home. we were dead beat. nonetheless, we had fun. a real fun experience.    thank god their bikes are still able to move. haha.     and so, they made my day!  *hugsANDkisses* p/s: give me some time to upload another 50 photos okay? multiply is killing me, i swear! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Thursday, March 16, 2006 10:46 AM ;||*turn your back*|| i woke up with a heavy left eye and a sexy voice. nak dengar? the sore left eye is all thanks to preetyboy. ya boy, remember the days you had two swollen eyes and i was the one who went to the pharmacy with you and bought you a bottle of eye drop using your mum's money? and i was the one who applied it for you? yes, me. ouh boy, i think i stared too much into your eyes, that's why now is my turn. urgh. and how do i explain this sexy voice? no. it's more to a hoarse voice. alah, tak cool sae. was talking on the phone with preetyboy yesterday night when he suddenly asked me what's wrong with my voice. and i told him that im suffering from a sexy voice, and thank you, he burst out laughing, BUT he loves my new voice. bagusla, ketawa dulu pastu puji. cish! on top of all that, i didn't sleep well(!!!!). how to see my cheetah later? and how to recognise syasya's and nassier's cousins there? im referring to the monkeys if you're still lost. haha. okay okay, i was only kidding. ampun! but how?! for one thing im sure of, i badly need my sunglass to hide my so unglamour swollen left eye, one. to prevent my eyes from the scorching hot sun, two. and three, mahu glamour mah! :p syasya made me fall in love with Craig David's Unbelievable. believe it or not, i almost cry after hearing that song. the lyrics are damn powerful and touching. ouch! and im falling in love with this Ray J's One Wish. right, what is up with dirah and her emotional songs? haha. i don't know. okay, diam! im going to be late, i swear dear reader. what to wear?! think think think. it's only the zoo, wear something comfortable and not like as if im going to attend a dinner in a hotel. sya, does that ring a bell? ching ching! and yah, to end this entry, dear Lyana and Ilah, you guys indirectly made me stress(!!!!!). im starting to think how my life's going to be with him serving NS? ah! naik giler aku! okay okay, but im proud that you guys can still carve a smile on your face, bravo! just bare this in mind, rindu tandanyer sayang. ceh! zoo...here we come!! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006 2:20 PM ;||*i'll make you work*|| im not going to lie to you about this. i can't stop dancing and singing at home. haha. and i was caught red-handed by momma and dad yesterday. dad: oit! da kul 12pagi pun masih nyanyi kuat-kuat. orang block turun baru tahu. and this lil stinko tambah-tambah. adeq: akak! akak nyanyi sampai kat dapur pun boleh dengar sae. adeq rasa pat toilet pun boleh dengar. eeee! bedek! momma: huh! joget lagi. pergi tidolah. tsk! can't they see me happy? haha. it's not like everyday im this hyper right? *wink they on Black Eyed Peas' My Humps crunk remix down at the chalet and i saw this guy danced his ass off. fuh! nice dance moves, so i was like sitting down, stared at his moves and captured them in my head. and here i am, trying to get hold of the dance moves and i got it! yay! nice.. they say i'm really sexy, the boys they wanna sex me. they always standing next to me, always dancing next to me, tryin' a feel my hump, hump. lookin' at my lump, lump. u can look but you can't touch it, if you touch it i'ma start some drama, you don't want no drama, no, no drama, no, no, no, no drama so don't pull on my hand boy, you ain't my man, boy, i'm just tryn'a dance boy, and move my hump. people kept calling me asking about my whereabouts today and i told them i won't be going out today. mahu besarkan buntot kat rumah. and my answer kind of surprise them. shuttup. i know! ey, pikir tak penat eh asyik keluar 24jam je. haha. even mom was surprised that i didn't go out today. okay fine. basically, i cant wait for tomorrow's outing to the Mandai Zoo with preetyboy, nassier and syasya. sungguh fun! now that nassier can ride his bike, im sure it's going to be super fun. boys, pick the girls up yah! sweet. and since im broke, preetyboy volunteered to spend on me. double the fun! he said "i orang berada pe." cish bedebah! in the name of not fair(!!!), syasya has bought herself a new handphone and here i am, still stuck to my roaring handphone. darn. fine, i'll jus have to drag dad to a handphone shop and plead him to buy me a new handphone on saturday. no, i guess it's more to asking for permission rather than him paying the new phone for me. cause im dead sure i'll have to pay the phone all by myself. tsk! susah la kalau da banyak duit pat bank. haha, kerek! on a brighter note, preetyboy just called me up. ah! i miss you b, come home soon la. i read this somewhere: three are the signs of hypocrite: when he/she speaks he/she tells a lie, when he/she makes a promise he/she acts treacherously, and when he/she is trusted he/she betrays. damn, how true is that?! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 1:39 PM ;||*miss flat broke*|| i regret not meeting preetyboy on Saturday and Sunday, just a day or hours before he left for his holiday. im a total silly girl. i should have just put aside my tuition and cancel every plan i had. cause now im missing him like serious fuck. i am. what's more; he switched off his handphone cause Panasonic is never his bestfriend even after he has charged the hp for one whole day. told him couple of times that the battery should go. sigh. there's one way i can get through him, that's through his mum or bro hp. but seriously, wasting their bill just because i badly want to hear his voice is not a good thing to start off with. i will feel a bit awkward though. haha. so what ive been doing for the past 2days is just wait patiently for his call. and as you know, 'wait' is not my favourite word. anyway, did i promise you people that i'll post our Friday date? i think i did. my promises are never meant to be broken. ;p    so that was at Pasir Ris Park and as you can see, my hair's having fun with the wind. let it be. oh god, i miss him. please come back soon. things are changing right now. and i, hate to think what's going to happen next. my brain is just too(!!!) lazy to think, thanks to the 2months holiday im having right now. sheeesh! but lucky me, she understands my position. yup, that's all im asking for. preetyboy called me yesterday night. and i kind of talked to him in my sad voice. told him to come home soon cause i miss him and i need him, real bad. and money is ticking me off just at the wrong time. darn. let's just do a lil recap about my Sunday and Monday. on Sunday, the cousins crashed the Pavillion (again). a total madness and gugugaga. try losing to a guy at the pool table, how will you feel? damn, he has the strength, that's why he won. yup, as much as you hate to lose, you too wouldn't want to face the fact you had just lost. but try winning to a guy. wow! you can even feel the wind bowing down. haha. the feeling is great though. settled for Starbucks and the cousins made me broke. the money in the purse was only meant for adeq but that lil stinko used up all the red notes she could find in my purse and bought the drinks. and when she returned my purse, i could only find one pathetic green note and i almost fell off the chair after she told me that all those drinks were on me. what?! but it's okay, cause momma told me god loves generous people. gee! on monday, i had (a pathetic) tuition with my cousin. and the tuition that im referring to was all about doing scorpion plaits for her, applying blusher on her cheek, watched her find her top and bottom in her utmost messy cupboard (im not kidding) and applying eye shadow for her. ouh, not forgetting, gossip. and then off we went to the chalet. OUR MOMS GONNA KILL US! if they found out. anyway, the chalet was super fun. a lil small boy has fallen in love with me, according to them la. haha. he kept feeding me with foods and drink and even wiped my lips for me after every spoon he fed me. hehe. there's this one point of time when he was furious at me for not giving him the chance to kick the soccer ball. ya, we played soccer IN the chalet. and once he grabbed hold of the ball, we ran out of the chalet through the back door and to the carpark and back to the front door of the chalet, barefooted. cause all he wanted to do was to smash us with the HUGE soccer ball and it'll hurts okay. that kid loves to dance his ass off. and we had fun laughing at him for his silly dance moves. confirm abang dier yang ajar dier joget. haha. and ouh, small kids know how to wink to a girl tau. jangan main-main, cish! now the whole body is aching and the head is spinning. i might be going back to the chalet later. see how. for now, just know that im flat broke, so please, don't bring me out or ask me out. i'll be letting off steam instead of smiling. marvelous. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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when there's boys, there's always the girls. :P
now im asking, when will our next outing be? :D
