Tuesday, January 23, 2007 11:13 PM ;little miss random i came to conclude that maybe this fear in me just won't go away no matter how much i've tried to keep myself alive, i will still have bad dreams one after another. times, i will force myself to stay awake throughout the whole night so that i won't be traumatized again. &everybody knows that dreams always tell you a story. well, perhaps sometimes. but now, it has come to an extent that i don't see them as bad dreams anymore; it's more to nightmares. oh well anyway, yesterday was my girlfriend's 20th birthday but i couldn't be there to personally give her a birthday hug or perhaps sing her my retard version of the Happy Birthday song. dear girlfriend, im so sorry. but you know how much the other girlfriends will make it up to you someday right? =) with love, Happy 20th Birthday Rabiatul Adawiyah! three days ago, we went for a run at Tampines Stadium &it was real bad. one, we haven't been exercising since years ago. two, we have forgotten all the necessary stretching that must be done. three, we gave up after running two and a half rounds around the stadium which is equivalent to 800m, ONLY. what's 800m compared to 2.4km? &we brisk walked halfway through the third round. at the pace we're going, we can dream about passing the upcoming NAPFA. let alone Sit and Reach; i think my little sister can do better. omg. on a brighter note, yesterday preetyboy sent me over to Downtown East's McCafe to meet the other girlfriend, illa. we had so much fun painting our nails red/venom that the girlfriend couldn't stop saying "eh hot sia the red" (skali aku sepak muka kau!) and then the next moment, my phone was filled with images of her red nails. we talked, we laughed, we joked, we fooled around, we cam-whored and the best part was when she forgot that she was supposed to cry in front of me. haaha. in the middle of having a conversation, suddenly it occurred to me that i have tutorials to hand in the next day. took out Mobile Communication handbook &as usual la eh, this girlfriend had to step pandai and demand on teaching me when she herself was clueless about the subject. wahpiangg. &the confident expression she gave me just swept me to tears of laughter. picture no.1: bitch, muka last warning sia! picture no.2: confident mama. and i thought she looked hot in this picture, kan? please show some mercy people, haha. randomly, me. &the certified love. =) alrighty, i have three hours of lecture tomorrow. bah! for now, let me have some good night talk with preetyboy. i miss that boy so much la. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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