Y SPOILTBABE.


Dirah; swinging twenty.
Ive made my momma proud by falling in love with a preetyboy; Fahn.

"if i could be any part of you, i'd be your tears; to be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips."


Y PURE INDULGENCE.

Im leading a blissful life; THANKYOUVERYMUCH.


Y HER WORDS.

Life is simple; just RESPECT me.


Y LIES AHEAD.

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Y FASHION SCOOP.

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Sunday, April 30, 2006
11:58 PM

;||*let it go and it'll be free*||


at this point of time, there's so many things to do YET so little time. argh. as said: breathe in, breathe out, breathe in again, and pause. hahahaaa.

the family went to bedok to watch a Mother's Day performance. unexpectedly, malay artists like Hetty Sarlene and Tomok from Newboyz (jepon, SCREAM!) were invited. the moment i heard Tomok's voice, one person came across my mind; i wonder if she's there too. so i called her up and told her to keep quiet and listen hard to the background music from where i was standing. "where are you??!" damn, should have told her that her beloved was here in Singapore, our country la dey! upon hearing her saying none other than 'fuck' and her whining, i felt bad for her and volunteered myself to video cam it just for her. now, am i your sweetest friend? oh, nevermind.

i wont deny the fact that i actually gasped when Hetty sang her single song. fantabulous! and oh my, she's one of the gorgeous Barbie doll. no wonder dad got really excited when Hetty actually returned back his smile. haha, you one cheeky father!

down to serious business; camwhore time!

so that was it. me and adek. i think, if the camera could talk, the first thing it will say will probably be: hey, aren't there other faces for me? ho ho ho.

dinner was at Bedok North. damn, how can i mistaken beef black pepper with chicken black pepper? urgh. should continue keeping this in mind. beef black pepper, beef black pepper, beef black pepper.

i was lethargic after dinner and i couldn't bring myself to keep my eyes opened. so i slept during the journey home and went flat on bed the moment i stepped in. must be the whole 1week of waking up early in the morning. tsk!

+++++

today, i kind of force panata to accompany me to Bugis for my stuff. saw this flower print babydoll top and my oh my, you don't know how gorgeous it is; yet i didn't buy it, maybe because i didn't bring enough cash with me. again, damn it cause right now, i cant stop myself from feeling stupid for not buying it. but i got my jeans, so that's a good thing. finally, i can scrap Loreal's compact powder refill and a black pointed pump from my shopping list. for now, i am satisfied: minus the fact that i did not buy that babydoll top. grr.

since panata has promised her sis that she'll be meeting her later in the afternoon, i had to let her go and meet adeq and lil ayun at Tampines' coffee bean. amazingly, they were studying and my presence kind of help them solve those difficult maths questions. i feel good, nanananana...

met up with preetyboy at 6.30pm and we played one pool game. i was at the verge of losing and hoping that the ground would swallow me up when he actually let the black and white ques entered the hole at the same time. hahahahaaa. preetyboy's stomach was grumbling, so we left them at the pool and headed for New York Pizza. trust me, ive been craving for their pizza's since weeks ago but the crowd left me with much disappointment. after much waiting, finally we got the seats. seeeedap!

fine. adeq got me addicted to R Kelly's Burn It Up. we even planned to choreograph the dance steps for lil ayun's birthday chalet. we'll see...





i don't mind losing everything, but not you.
i miss you, preetyboy.
watch this YouTube clip. i fall off the chair, laughing madly to this video. damn! it really tickles me. alot, alot, ALOT. sit tight and haf fun! hahahahaaaaa!


That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Friday, April 28, 2006
10:39 PM

;||*queen of his heart*||


the only motive that i have for starting a blog is because of the word 'share'. i wrote stuff to share and i wrote to express and share my feelings. nothing of the other sort; rest assure.

preetyboy has officially made a day especially for us. friday is our day. the day when we try to put everything aside (and i mean everything) and just enjoy the beautiful night. it is the day for us to catch up with our love story; that will go on and on and on. a day to feel each other's presence and company without any disturbance. a day just for us, and noone else. how sweet, i know.

and today is the day preetyboy entirely put a stop to his jealousy; the jealousy of me being the owner of the classic phone, 6280. cause he has gladly purchased that phone a moment ago. grr. "because her phone is 6280. im very much jealous, so i want to change too." he claimed when was asked by Meg the reason why he madly, crazily, gile-ly, excitedly and whatever ly want to trade in to 6280.

sehati sejiwa katanya. alahai, sweet nya you!

so from today onwards, you will see two inseperatable lover holding and using the same phone. in such a case, we can never be jealous of one another again. oh wait, im still jealous cause he knows how to ride a bike and im tired of being his pillion. someday, i want him to be my pillion. hahaaa. impossible la dey!

i love him for a reason. and part of it is because of this...



i feel safe in his arm. and worst, i feel secure under his armpit.

on a sulkier note, i woke up at 7.45am just now. and yesterday i woke up at 7.30am. and the day before, i woke up at 7.00am. you can imagine how it's going to be next week. i badly think that this time around, i really really REALLY need a personal human alarm clock and panata has willingly volunteered to become one. im thankful. and it will be nicer if the bed stop calling my name. oh, please!






for every word you say, you take another piece of my heart.
i love you.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Thursday, April 27, 2006
10:46 PM

;||*burn it up; turn it up*||


i didn't know that the first week of SIP is so dead boring, i swear. what's more; it's from 8.30am to 5.30pm. but people like me who loves to stroll wherever she goes, enter the lab at only 9am. and today, a bitch, a REAL fucking bitch indeed, ruined my Wednesday morning. fuck!

just like any working people, they have to punch their punchcard whenever they reached their workplace; but as for us, we have to clock in using our matric card and it will scan the matric barcode. but unfortunately, this morning, that bitch was there. so she was known as someone who is very strict towards her SIP student, but then again, who will give a fucking care about her, right year3 engineers? (at this point of time, i know im gaining some supporters, but nevermind, probably at the end of this entry, i'll gain wow number of supporters, you bet.) not only that, to expose her pathetic side, she actually came out with ridiculous rules, i must say. let me recall some..

1. there should only be a pair of earrings.
2. girls, no hipster but you can wear skirt. (wtf?! i know.)
3. no flip flop, no sandals. only covered shoes.
4. boys, no bermudas, no shorts.

and bla bla bla. god bless me for actually remembering four exclusive rules. hahaaa.

i walked in with my pumps and the first human being i saw in that room was her, sigh. and oh, she got this ohsofreaking stuckup look that i don't mind if someone were to stuff her bloody nose with a wine cork, what. i could have sworn that i almost wanted to show her some respect like greeting her a goodmorning shit or whatever, but you know, the look she gave everyone was omg, i think my butt is way friendlier. i was about to walk towards the back door when i heard a tigress' voice (it will sound like that if only tiger can really really talk): you, girl! i turned around giving the look 'who, me?'. amazingly, she can actually read my facial expression. "yes you. come here!"

i walked towards her. i badly wanted to drag my feet there, but pumps; they are meant to let you walk with much confidence and pride.

bitch: what did i tell you about wearing hipster?
(looked at my jeans and stared at her.)
bitch: im asking you a question.
me: huh? oh, i know i know. (i was hoping she will ignore me and let me off, fast.)
bitch: what do you know? it's either one, you weren't paying attention during my briefing, or two, you just don't want to abide the rules or three, you didn't attend my briefing. hmmph?

bitch, how are you going to play me? for momma's sake, she was bloody screaming directly at my face. "im going to play her back. and i will." my heart started to agree with me.

me: i did attend your briefing and i did pay attention during your briefing.. (and i even jot down important stuff, okay?)
i wanted to add those sentence, but will she give a fucking care? no.

bitch: don't you have any decent pants?
me: no. i have all hipster pants in my wardrobe.
bitch: ha! you mean you don't have skirts?

bapak kau punya nenek pe ajar yang skirt lagi decent dari hipster pants?!

me: huh? skirt? no.
bitch: what, you mean you don't wear skirt?

dear readers, can you actually see the attitude she was giving me? fuck. what makes you think that all girls wear skirt?! i know that we do not share the same skin colour, but hello, am i the only soul here who's wearing hipster?! look around you, bitch.

then it struck me; payback time!

me: no, really.
bitch: laugh
me: the thing is, i don't wear skirt due to religion stuff. (and i threw her that look)

her facial expression started to change and her voice started to volume down. "much better." i thought.

bitch: oooook. ok, i will give you one week to go and buy a decent pants. im going to give you a chance today but if next time if i catch you, i'll issue a warning later. will that do?

hah! what a kiddies' threaten. maybe i should just buy 3 for $10 pants. or maybe i should just wear track pants to school. better still, wear cargo pants (the one with countless pockets at the side).

and today, i wore a skirt to school, but that bitch wasn't there. damn! start to get the drift. if i can be rebellious towards my parents, i too can be rebellious towards her. towards someone who doesn't even know the meaning of respect, yet desperately want to earn respect from others. ha!

told you, what a day to start with.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Wednesday, April 26, 2006
11:56 PM

;||*leave your footstep behind*||


just as i was in the midst of designing a database for my project, my mind started to wander off. and finally, there was a smile carved on my face. ive been doing a lot of thinking; things like, what do i really want to be when i grow up (in years to come, i mean).

got it.

i want to be a hairstylist; cause i love to handle with people's hair. i want to add a little charm to the boys/men and a little beauty to the girls/ladies.

i want to be a fashion designer; to design my own dressings and a label that prints 'Dirah's Collection'. cool.

i want to be a makeup artist; cause i want to make the impossible be possible. people who thinks they're ugly, it's time for me to prove them that makeup can actually do wonders to your face and that if they still think they look ugly, i want to be the one who tell them that beauty doesn't lie in one's look, but it lies in one's heart. waitaminute. is that supposed to be a makeup artist's job? hahahaaa.

and im letting my imagination runs wild.

maybe, maybe..i should consider taking anther diploma in design after i graduate.

cause since young, i have that passion in me. i love colour pencils. i love crayons. i love colourful markers. i love paints.

to think back, being ambitious at this age isn't a problem. it's a matter of how you try to look things in a different angle. and if i were given the chance to draw my own life, i will use colourful crayons and start sketching without much thinking.

if only...





and having preetyboy in my life, is like adding another colour to my crayon collections. you add colour in my life and you make my life beautiful.

'the world is ugly, but you are beautiful to me'. im flattered.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Monday, April 24, 2006
11:16 PM

;||*revenge is sweeter than honey*||


fact is, school has reopened and engineering school is turning into a night market (pasar malam) rather than umm..a school. yup. i can't believe at the mass number of engineers walking around at the concourse level. painful. not to mention the humidity; double the painfulness. but ofcourse, i have to bear with it. think positive: just a few more months to go before i graduate. hang on missy!

but then again, i don't want to graduate cause ive yet to find the pathway to my journey after poly life. one simple question: where??

the good thing about getting an attachment in TP itself is that, you'll feel more relax compared to the real working environment outside, but the downside is that, you gained less experience compared to the ones being attached to a company. ah, mixed feelings. yet again, hahahaa im starting to feel the tension and the stress is on the way, i swear.

mum has finally assigned me a new task since she has to attend work way earlier than dad's waking time; that is, i have to make milo for dad every single morning. it may seems easypeasy, but no. my dad is very particular about his milo: right amount of milk and milo. gasp.

somebody said my skin complexion is getting better. somebody said the way i do up my hair is much more nicer than letting it go. somebody said im losing weight. while somebody try to ruin every of my thick-skin moment by telling me that im shrinking in height. oh, thank you very much but i think you're getting taller, that’s why. hahahaa!

a short outdated entry about my outing on Sunday.

the first half of the day, i accompanied adeq to WhiteSand's McDonald, until her friend arrive and until preetyboy arrive to pick me up for an early dinner. i wanted bad bad badly to have New York Pizza for our dinner but we were left with no table, let alone chairs. so after much thinking, preetyboy decided to treat me to Pastamania. he's sucha sweetheart, okay? i love him la and i did enjoy every bit of our conversation. it went so smoothly and natural. it was then i made a promise to myself; never to let my relationship slide into the gutter and rot due to lack of communication, of worry, of projection and speculation and silliness. as said, in theory, relationship ought to grow and evolve naturally, of their own accord. now im starting to trust every single theory that i came across. how nice.

after which, i accompanied preetyboy to Storm to get his haircut by his favourite hairstylist. she did wonders to his hair and wow, i personally think he looks much much more gorgeous. took the escalator to level1 and the perfume promotion that was going on there kind of grabbed our attention. again, he bought himself a set of Bvlgari perfume; that was after much persuasion from me, cause i love it with he smells of Bvlgari. i wont deny the fact that i will keep stealing some moments just to smell how hmmrp he is. hehe. and i got Incanto's perfume for free and some other products. thank you darl.

got back to adeq later at night and we did this..snap snap snap.

from the bus..

to the void deck.

im starting to get a lil excited, that explained why we have adeq's half face, or better still, none.

then it was sweet revenge time. where's the other half of my face, idiot.

afterall, revenge is sweet and bitching around with niniee is sweeter. i like! :D

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Sunday, April 23, 2006
12:34 PM

;||*you set your foot on me*||


right. this is the first bit of peace i am having all day, the first moment where i can actually pause to update, and became aware of just how exhausted i am after friday and saturday's outings.

let's just do a brief recap on Friday - the last outing for the 2months holiday, i shall say. the day started off quite hmm..rocky. put that aside, cause i don't feel the need to talk about that rocky stuff. hit Cathay for Black Night movie; that was panata's idea to watch the silly and a wee bit of freaking out moments here and there, plus a little touch of boringness. i guess that explained why the two boys fell asleep in the middle of the movie. silly them left the girls with nothing to depend and lean on whenever we needed something to scream our hearts out. urgh. and mind you, preetyboy was happily snoring beside me, cool. so, rating from me: 2 out of 5 stars.

at the end of the movie, when the lights were still dim, i felt something hit me. just like when someone threw a small yet a solid stuff at you. i turned; there he was, cheekily throwing popcorns everywhere. double urghness. dahlah tido, campak-campak popcorn pula tu.

after a while, preetyboy started to get hungry even after eating his Fish Warp 3hours ago, so we rounded off the trip by going to Teh Tarik Coffeeshop down at Tampines for their teh tarik and rojak char kuey. just nice. the moment we reached there, it started to rain. phew.

we did nothing except to joke around, bullying one another, looking down on others, praising one another and laugh even to the slightest stupid joke ever. hit this.

a young makcik came to our table and serve us the char kuey..
"cik, can you put more nuts on the char kuey?"
"eh no! i don't eat nuts, so please, no!"

then it followed by a ripples of laughter from nassier and then from syasya. okay, so what's the joke about? i don't know. i just have an allergic for nuts; really dude and babe. hahahaaa. we waited a while for the rain to stop, so meanwhile, it's camwhore time!


roses among the thorns, indeed. how do you like it?

ouh, preetyboy was so jealous of my new phone. yay, like finally he has something to be jealous of. like yah, im tired of feeling jealous whenever he keeps changing his phone to another one every six months or so. and he couldn't stop sliding my phone. 'happy la tu, got a new plus FREE 3G phone already." he shot that to me, everytime. uhuh, i flushed, embarrassed. i was normally quite secretive about my feelings, be it good or bad; i liked to play cards close to my chest. things like that, hehe. but since preetyboy already knows me in and out, i guess i don't mind sharing my cards with him. wink wink.

and on that night, i ditched tp's jam and hop for home? darn.

night movie on Saturday with adeq. caught Take the Lead and it was awesome although the storyline is a bit lagging and off-track. but anyway, we loved the last scene; the competition scene and the scene where that negro dude plucked the wire to his mp3. no doubt the cinema hall was packed with people from my race, the malays. right now, im just waiting for preetyboy to purchase the vcd for me. gagaga!

and silly me went to search high and low for my hairdye at 10.15pm. tell me, which shops are still open at that freaking time? not Watson, not Guardian. sometimes, it doesn't kill to be a bit silly, but it kills to be more than just being silly.


it did wonders. im flattered.

let's surprise preetyboy at his workplace today. gee.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Friday, April 21, 2006
10:01 AM

;||*it doesn't lie to be daddy's girl*||


Let me tell you a story. a funny story, indeed..

yesterday, the forgetful dad went to work without his handphone. so he made a u-turn to get his handphone (like ive said, noone can live without a hp, even my dad. heh!). being the nicest daughter, i waited patiently at the gate with his handphone in my hand, ready to hand it over to him. soon after, he came. handed him his hp and he handed me a brochure. "what is this?" i asked. and his replied was: it's 6280,the latest 3G hp which is on hotdeal for today and tomorrow only. what do you think of the hp? i took a quick glance at the features of the hp and went "hmm, not bad." i wasn't much interested though cause, hello, my dad never will buy a 3G phone which is superbly expensive and i mean, what's the big point?

"let's exchange phone. you take my phone, and i'll take your phone. i'll try to ask the salesgirl how much she will take your phone if i trade in."

"haha,but.."
the minimum a nicest salesperson will take is $70, dad. what exactly can $70 compare to a 3G phone which in this case cost $600+?? i swear i wanted to add those sentence but i don't want to kill dad's enthusiasm on asking a salesgirl what's the trade in price. so, we did exchanged phone and oh god, all my contacts are saved in that phone. shit, the worst has come. i have to live a day with a hp without any contacts and god damn it, it felt so uncomfortable. but nevermind, sometimes it's okay to let dad have his way..grr.

later in the afternoon, i had my tuition at tampines, so i have no choice but to drag that hp in my bag. worst; it doesn't store any nice ringtones, and the only ringtones you can find are all those default ones, which sounds totally retarded. like, eyes will be on you even before you realise that that silly ringtone is from your hp, goondoo! so to avoid being the goondoo, i switched it to silent mode. after tuition, i desperately wanted to call preetyboy but that phone was giving me problems after problems. i wonder how dad can survive with this phone. there was no reception at all. and when everytime i switched off and on it back, this message will appear: simcard failed to register. damn!

went home feeling so pissed off. the home phone rang soon after and it was dad.

"dik, what do you think of the phone? im now at a handphone shop and they say they'll take $100 trade in for your phone."

i gasped. $100?! how freaking cool is that? no, it must be dad's persuasion. afterall, he's the coolest dad. gee.

"okay, what you have to do now is get ready your phone's box with the charger and earpiece inside. i'll pick you up very soon and we'll go down to the shop together."

9.30pm. you mean NOW??!

this is so exciting cause it's only once in a blue moon that you can see he's excited like a ten year old kid who is excited to get his birthday present. hahahaaa. got all the things ready and here we go!

on our way there, dad handed me a phone. i though it was my phone but no, i could have sworn i almost felt like jumping when dad handed me the 6280 that he was talking about. "ey, you bought it already? then why are we going to the shop again?" i asked. and dad claimed that the salesgirl (so it WAS really a salesgirl, ha!) forgot to take out all the necessary documents in the box. so she pleaded dad to return back to the shop so she can get all the documents done. and also, dad wants me to get familiar with the phone. double coolness!

"wah girl! your dad very nice one lei. buy for you new handphone. 3G somemore. latest you know!"

i just laughed and gave her the look 'didn't you know that he's the coolest dad?'.

"okay. everything's done. nah, your new phone! oh, your dad told you to choose a handphone casing."

choose a handphone casing?? i was very much flattered. chose the pink one, ofcourse! and did she just say everything's done? what about the payment? don't i have to pay for the phone? then i saw the printed document she was holding and it stated 'PAID'. paid?! dad paid for the phone??

can i jump? can i jump? can i jump? can i jump?

now, how do you feel when someone surprised you with a 3G phone?
(excited la, ofcourse!)

and what do you do when you get a phone that you once think it will never be yours?
(say thank you zillion of times, but you thumb couldn't stop exploring the features of the phone. haha.)

last, what will you do with the phone?
(explore it till 3am, sleep with it. wake up and search for it on your bed. explore it again. smile.)

no wonder there's no reception earlier on, cause the salesgirl has cut off my line. silly me went to swing my phone in air like some retarded girl, just to get the reception. hmmph!

on top of all that, say goodbye to my old phone and say hello to the new phone! hmm. im still that old dad's girl despite the fact that im already nineteen. hoho!

today's plan: last outing with preetyboy, panata and nas-sae. i can't wait for the movie showdown! suntec, here we come!

who says a bandaged-foot girl can't go all the way to Suntec? with the help of preetyboy's sp, nothing is impossible. hahahaaa.




"im still a daddy's girl.." :D

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Wednesday, April 19, 2006
11:56 PM

;||*the rebel fairy*||


nothing can be better than finding a new addiction at home. now i don't mind staying at home all day long.

cause i have her to accompany me.

and her to entertain me.

i don't mind.

she is just so addictive that i want more of her.
oh please!

speaking like a twelve years old girl, it's okay to be a bookworm once in a blue moon.

as said: "Deborah Wright does for the fairy world what J.K. Rowling did for the wizards' Now."


That's It For Today. Goodbye.




4:10 PM

;||*still on my two legs*||


afterall, it do feels great having your friends in your home, visiting you and crapping with you. can you believe it. they were here a moment ago and im so touched. to the two dudes and one babe, thank you for visiting your panata.

they came at 12.30pm, although i think that's a wee bit too early, but luckily i've taken my bathe and breakfast. gee. nassier insisted on switching off the tv for idontknowwhat reason. he even took the remote control away and placed it beside the television, so that no one can switched on the tv. hahahaa. "if you want to watch tv, go home." he claimed. heh, now it seems as though he's the owner of the house. haha.

so to kill the boredom, i brought out my photo albums. they were having fun laughing at how silly preetyboy and i looked back then in our secondary school uniform. hey, that's what you call memories okay. plus, how i used to look a little chubby (preetyboy, just say that ive lose weight okay. the meaning is still the same, though) and preetyboy, a little short (he's gain a lil height :P). hahaa. and the slimmer side of nassier (it's not that i want to tell others you've gained weight, ha!).

hey, try asking me to stand in my sec uniform. short skirt, ankle socks, tucked in shoelace. put me under the sun. dyed hair. focus on my head. unpinned fringe, double studs on each ear. tsk! you just name it - from always being late for school to fighting outside school and to mixing around with much more older hooligans. and from getting all those screams by the discipline master to sitting outside the general office and to being questioned by the police. ah, i seemed to be so infamous back then, and i miss those days. it's fun to irritate the teachers and discipline master at times. ha ha ha.

and the three munkys were excited upon seeing the pictures during our trip to the zoo.

soon after nassier left for his doctor's appointment, preetyboy and syasya insisted that i should give my bandage a new dressing so that they can see how ew and yucks my wounds are. it was like an avoiding game. the more i tried to avoid preetyboy from sitting directly in front of me while i un-bandaged my foot, the closer he got. you know, although all they did were to watch me un-bandaged it, it felt as though their stares actually adds more pain and stress to me. hahahaaa.

on a brighter note, i love their companies.

oh please, don't stop me from going to tuition today. i'll go mad if i stay longer at home. i don't mind limping my way to the bustop and board the bus. it's okay if people were to stare at me as though i have a distorted foot, because as long as i can breathe in the fresh air again, i don't give a shit about them at all. ceh!

bottomline, i don't care. i just want to go out.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Tuesday, April 18, 2006
8:05 PM

;||*with a light of hope*||


second entry of the day. ah, im so bored, you see. and everything here is so damn boring. can somebody please light it up with something and just entertain this little poor girl here? i need entertainment. entertainment, entertainment, entertainment!

the plan today was solid. that is, go for tuition in the afternoon and then meet preetyboy to grab something to eat or just laze around. oh god, so i miss him. but i pulled it off. well, it was because of the heavy rain with non-stop thunder that i decided not to go out. also, the kid will only be back from school after 5.30pm - which means, tuition at 6pm. it doesn't sound great, though. so i called it off. and i don't want to be the victim who will be caught under the heavy rain with my bandaged foot. it's just sickening if i looked back why and how exactly i pulled off everything. hmmph.

anyway, i couldn't help it but lazed around in front of the tv until i felt so bored and fall asleep. just for awhile cause three calls apparently disturbed my peaceful sleep - preetyboy, panata and thekid.

"b, you're sleeping is it?"
"hmm ya. call me later okay."


and the line went off.

"hello kak. where are you?"
"oh amira. im sorry but i can't come today. im not feeling well. we'll bring it over to Thursday ok?"

(well actually, that wasn't from my sick voice, it was more from my sleepy and drowsy voice. hee. plus, im too lazy to teach you after 6pm, not that im not feeling well. hahaaa.)

and then, toot.

"dirah, do no.3 stop in Tamp interchange."
and she kept emphasizing on the word 'IN'.
"ermm..yah."
'IN tamp int tau. not outside."
"yes la..and why are you going tampines?"
"it's BIL's bdae. so we want to celebrate it at Swensen. sleeping eh? eee..tak boring ke?"
"boringla bods! Swensen??! alah, bestnyer!"


argh, if i know that she's going Swensen and here i am stuck at home, i swear, i wouldn't ask her where's she going. now im jealous.

okay great. those three calls managed to wake me up. from where i was lying, i could watch the ever-changing sky: white clouds racing across the blue sky, melting into the smokiness of twilight. nice, very nice indeed. but im bored.

and good. preetyboy ditched me for his sleep. im going insane staying at home for two pathetic days. i just need to DO something. and this stomach here is not helping me at all - i feel hungry after every 3hours of my meals, plus i feel like vomiting, thanks to the antibiotics?

i supposed.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Monday, April 17, 2006
4:38 PM

;||*the battle isn't over*||


okay, im so not in the mood for everything today but i will still update for my dearest dearest (dearest!!) reader. now, please smile for me.

the parents forced me to consult the doctor after they saw how bad the wound on my left foot was. yes, it's becoming worst. and im freaking out real bad cause the pain was excruciating, unbearable, agonizing and whatever you wish to call it. due to that, i couldn't get my 8hours of peaceful sleep. irritating. i woke up in the middle of the night to give my wound a new dressing before i finally fall asleep again.

mom woke me up at 9 in the morning and forced me to go to polyclinic. omg, that early?? but you know me, i only woke up 30minutes later. took a bathe, touch-up here and there, grabbed some 'jemput-jemput' and then limped my way to the bustop, which was 3 blocks away. darn! i took 15mins to walk there, when i used to take only 5mins. as usual, mom was complaining about the fact that i walked too slow. tsk! dear mom, your second daughter here is fighting with the pain, yet you want her to walk faster?

took 39 and everyone was practically staring at my self-bandaged foot. fine, it's either they never see a bandaged-foot girl board a bus before or they're just too KPO. haha.

i hate to wait in the polyclinic. mum, we should just go to our private family doctor, you know. urgh. over at the registration, i had to wait for an hour. to consult the doctor, i had to wait for another 45mins. and after the consultation, i had to wait for another 10mins before the nurse can do the dressing for me.

let's sidetrack a bit. i swear, dear reader, i felt like kicking the nurse's face for handling the wound roughly. for goat's sake, dap the wound with a moist cotton wool, not wipe the wound. i screamed in pain, tears started to roll down my cheek and i tried my very best to endure the pain, but the nurse was too arrogant.

"sayang, it will be painful if you apply cream to a wound. can you bear with the pain for awhile?"
"i know. but can you please handle it with more care? don't go so rough la."


and then i started to scream again. damn u!

since young, i have a phobia with doctors, nurses and even the dentists. and i've yet to overcome that phobia, okay. but after today's visit to the polyclinic, i guess i'll just save my energy about wanting to overcome that phobia. sigh.

so anyway, mom wasn't in the room with me when i had my dressing done. if only mom was there with me, i guess she would gang up with me and beat that nurse to the pulp. hahahaaa. while i had my dressing done, mum went to Level1 to collect the prescribed medicine and cream. easier said, i had to walk all by myself to the lift, which was meters and meters away, and made my own way to Level1. lucky me, the pakcik was kind enough to lead me to the lift and hold the lift door for me. thank you very much.

everyone was staring at me (and my foot ofcourse) and maybe, the way i limped my way. i wonder what they're thinking. haha.

i couldn't bear the pain so we cabbed home. lied on the couch for half an hour before i ate my nasi ayam from Pasir Ris Central, my all-time favourite. they do sell nice nasi ayam, if you're wondering la.

now im stress. wondering. pondering. thinking. brooding.

how the hell am i supposed to go out for the next few days??

im NOT, i'll repeat, NOT and NEVER going to stay at home for one pathetic week thanks to this..



school will be reopen next week, so please please please let me enjoy some time with panata, preetyboy and nas-sae before the school stress haunt me again.

oh, please!

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Sunday, April 16, 2006
3:09 PM

;||*hands down y'all*||


by now, you should know why. if they should ever have the award for 'Peminat Setia Suria Segar', i will not hesitate to nominate myself. oh no, i don't need an alarm clock to wake me up, nor a mother hen. because i, myself will wake up at 10 in the morning. tak ke peminat setia tu? haha.

AND despite the fact that i actually slept at 3am yest. plus, PLUS, i actually went to Suria's Anugerah Live in Concert 2006 and got home at 1am. don't you dare laugh at me cause even artists like Jai, Rozza and Nurul were there too.

since im already on that topic, let's talk a lil bit about it. the performances were great (hebat-hebat belaka) and the audiences were MORE great (sumpah, tak tipu nie). their screams, fuh! no need to say la eh. i think i went home with two 'tersumbat telinga'.

we had Khairul Anwar, Syed Azmir, Fauzie Laili, Khairil Yusof, Nurfasarie, Bayu and Andreesha. those four hunks were amazingly happening, and they managed to make me sway and go voice-less. Bayu performed four songs in total, but i only enjoyed the second song, cause it was from Peterpan's Mungkin Nanti. cair beb! throughout their performance, i was busily checking out on the vocalist. quite cute, i must say. haha. Andreesha, thumbs up babe. i enjoyed all her performances. last but not least, okay, for this HER case, it's last. so last, Nurfasarie drools drools DROOLs big time la. im NEVER her fan okay, so please spare me. and trust me, i only know that she's one of the invited artist while i was queuing up at the door. darn!

ya allah, meluat tak boleh angkat! especially the part when she sang Paling Comel with Khairul Anwar and Syed Azmir. can i vomit it out? no, i might just hurt her fans out there who's reading this. nevermind, hanya Tuhan sahajalah yang tahu betapa meluatnya aku. right kyn?



our stomach were grumbling after the concert. it grumbled so much that i couldn't even find the energy to talk and joke around. they wanted to have supper at Simpang Bedok, but i rejected that idea. so instead, we had supper at Salihin. but too bad by that time, perutku sudah pun masuk angin. so i was suffering from stomach cramp, even after i ate half of my plain rice with black pepper chicken.

the ride home was heaven cause i couldn't care less what others going to think about this one silly girl here. i laid on the seat and slept like a log cause one, my stomach hurts like serious business and two, i was too tired and sleepy. haha. so you see, what do YOU think of me? :D




my face looks so distorted and tembam. urgh, sick!

i HAD to stay home today cause i hurt my left foot badly. pat tapak kaki pulak tu. so basically, i cant even walk. from just now, ive been hopping with my right leg. when im tired, i'll limp with my right foot plus the toe and heel of my left foot. and dad insisted that i should bandage my left foot while mum insisted that i should apply the prescribed creme.

i limp to the kitchen. i limp to my room. i limp to the parent's room. i limp to my sister's room. i limp to the living room. and yes, i limp to the toilet. worst, i limp IN the toilet. now i know how tough it is for one handicap person to walk.

so miss dirah here has vowed to herself that she will try her very best to stay home until her left foot recovers. but miss dirah realizes that she has yet to attend to her tuition kid tomorrow, which means, her vowed is only meant for today. worse come to worst, miss dirah will cab wherever she goes.

damn! can boys please stop sleeping like a log??

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Friday, April 14, 2006
11:49 PM

;||*everything about you*||


so i was labeled as the ouh-so-sweet panata. haha, cool. being the ouh-so-sweet panata, i agreed to accompany the other panata to Far East just because she wanted to change her pumps to a bigger size. but unfortunately, that size was already out of stock, so what the salesperson did was to expand her shoe.

being the irritating soul as ever, i forced syasya to change to her new pumps instead and dump her gold shoes away. haha. i was wearing my pumps, so she must wore her pumps too. fair.

our stomach was grumbling like SERIOUSly. settled for Long John and omg, i swear, dear reader, their ice lemon tea tasted like pure water from the tap. no taste la oi. freak! and worst, we drank only quarter of it. urgh, sick!

went for a mini window shopping. nothing caught our attention. that's a good thing, i think. cause im going flat very, VERY soon. put panata away. she's forever loaded, thanks to her BIL(brother-in-law). now, i must force my sis to marry, so that my BIL will be like YOUR BIL. then we're quits. :P

after a while, both panatas were craving for Starbucks (Love). headed over to Raffles City's Starbucks and i had my alternative drink, mocha frappucino. nice!

"sya, where's your camera? fasterla! come, come, i snap."
"dirah, you sit here. i sit at your place."
"ah good la. aku pandang tembok ape. tsk!"

CAMWHORE!

at first, we took pictures as an individual. then it was fun no more. so i suggested on taking photos together. from blur pictures to black&white and then to sepia. after a few shots, syasya decided that we should do things that we're good at like..stupid poses. she pulled my hair and pinched my cheek, while i did nothing to her except some stupid and crazy faces, which eventually, i ended up looking like some kind of a retarded geisha and the better-looking of a ju-on.

crazy souls. we laughed as if our fathers owned THAT starbucks. opps!

ready people?

as promised, here are all the insane pictures taken during the panatas' outing yesterday.







i hate dunlike that two photos cause 'where's the other half of my face??'



trust me, i don't know what im up to. i looked..sick?





as you scroll down, look carefully and try to spot my geisha and ju-on moment. haha.



it was indeed a tiring outing. the pumps explained everything.



goodnight.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Thursday, April 13, 2006
12:37 PM

;||*your cold eyes*||


things are better at the moment. yes, we've made a deal. kind of a deal and i hope it will work out. because im talking about you and me, and nothing can ever be more serious than that.

im glad that once again..

i feel the care you have for me.

i feel the love you shower me with.

and most importantly, i feel your presence and your warmness. don't you know THAT actually can carve a smile on my face?

+++++

to make things a lil better, the four of us msn-ed in one window yesterday. cool.

syasya is known as panata.
nassier is known as nas-sae.
fahn is known as skodeng.

very, very cool cause im known as panata too. :D

i have a date with the panata later on. i cant wait. for one thing i can be sure of, we will never miss out the camwhore session. so, hold it people.

you can have my words. nah!

goodday princesses and princes (if there's any, haha)!!

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Wednesday, April 12, 2006
11:57 AM

;||*under my spell*||


part of me feels like giving up. another part of me keeps assuring me that things will be better in no time. which is the reality, and which is not?

do you really mean it when you said those?
won't you want to take back your words?

it's fucking hurting me badly. your words made me lost all the confidence i used to have seconds ago. puff, just like that. right now, my brain is doing the work, not the heart cause the heart is too sore to speak. and in any minute, the brain will explode and it will just give up. just like how i'll give up in no time.

im too tired to carry on.

im too sick of giving in all the time.

im too frustrated of having it your way always.

and im too fucked up for having this ego with me.

i want to move on with my life. i hate to be standing on this thin rope. thin ice. make a step forward, i'll fall. make a step backward, i'll fall too.

maybe, i should just do nothing. you should see the strength that i've lost. you should see the confidence that i've lost. and you should see the tears that i've lost. i've lost everything, because of you. yet, you did not see through it.

what does it take to make you see through everything??

im lost for words.

the only thing i can do is turn around and walk away. and NEVER look back.






im sick and im tired.
yet, you're having fun and don't even give a fucking care about me.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Tuesday, April 11, 2006
10:02 AM

;||*once upon a kiss*||


believe me. this time around, mom did not force me to wake up this early. anyway, i was left all alone today, fine. by any chance, im not getting any better. the throat, it feels so numb. my forehead, it feels so heavy and hot. my eyes are watery and the nose is killing me, as always. im sick. don't i just get it? hmmph. the 2 extra high panadol did not help me at all.

so today, it has been confirmed that miss dirah is down with fever.

yesterday driving practical was only 1hour cause the instructor could see that i wasn't feeling that well and i did not talk much.

"don't cry. i haven't scold you yet."
"ha ha, im down with flu actually."


there!he noticed it. he noticed that i wasn't feeling well. yet he tried to make a joke out of it. haha. so he insisted that i should give it a break and bring forward the other half hour to the next practical lesson. easier said, tomorrow's practical will be a solid 2hours. perfect. hope im well by then.

the emergency brake was solid. i was about to change to gear 3 when the light suddenly changed to amber. stepped hard on the brake before clutching in and coming to a complete stop. put it to free gear and then we exchanged glance.

"why you didn't shout lei? not scared ar got emergency brake?"
"no la. panic a bit only."


and then he laughed at me. and i went "what?". okay, fine. i was made the blur queen for 2seconds. urgh.

the rest of the day was well-spent. trust me. even though it means to be all alone.

sigh.

and up till now, i cant believe that i ditched Desperate Housewife for DIA. and DIA's going too slow, just like Days of Our Lives. but still, im watching it. i guess im not even wrong to say that DIA is just so addictive and im getting addicted to it. oh, how funny!

freak! i feel so hot. please, no more panadol for me. i might just faint, instead of getting well.

haha. im always weird.



Always said i would know where to find love,
Always thought i'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times i just felt i could give up.




(but you came and changed my whole world now)

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Monday, April 10, 2006
11:13 AM

;||*flowing down like a waterfall*||


oh please. don't tell me it's going to last the whole day. im going to be flat, trust me. it's only the starting of the day, and yet im feeling so low sick! better still, i cant sleep throughout the entire night. okay, that's a lie. well, i do sleep but i kept waking up at every 1hour interval just to blow my irritating nose. and for goat's sake, i slept with a box of tissue on my stomach and was surrounded with used tissues everywhere. you know, pretend im on a bed full of roses. ah, like that la. gross right?

whenever im down with flu, i will say this. i wish i can have the chance to invent something, say a vacuum that can suck all the slimy and watery stuff in my nose. so that for once, i wont get so irritated by my flu. from flu, down to sorethroat and next stop, headache. that's so predictable. and i hate that. cause right now, im having a slight headache that goes along well with my flu. and soon, the throat will start to irritate me. oh god!

mom did a good job by waking me up at 11am. if she didn't wake me up, i will sleep my ass off till afternoon maybe. you know, i seem weird today. i used to hate it when mom woke me up, but as for today, why did i say she do the right thing? haha. humans can change even at the slightest minute.

driving practical later on. im still deciding if i should just go on with it or cancel it. part of me says i should just drive, and another part of me says that what if i suddenly sneeze while driving? i might accidentally press the honk or better still, i might accidentally step hard on the accelerator. things like that, you know?

later in the evening, tuition will be waiting for me. ah! i feel so weak. but don't worry, miss dirah will try her very best to find the energy that will help her last till 10pm. and miss dirah will never fail to make things better for others and herself. gee!

okay, im hungry. let's search for food.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Sunday, April 09, 2006
11:40 AM

;||*back of the kitchen*||


preetyboy told me this while i was clumsily indulging myself with Mac's Filet O Fish.

"go and update your blog la. later people don't visit your blog again, padan muka!"

aper je!

so i told him that it's not that i don't want or lazy to update, but it's because i don't really like an entry with no pictures. kind of boring to me. imagine seeing words after words. hmmph!

so..after much going through all the folders and files in my thumbdrive, i found all these pictures.











they said im the most dramatic girl when it comes to photos snapping. haha, i can see that people. but anyway, let me guide you through all those 5 pics.

01. we love mount faber's toilet. who don't, right? even preetyboy's mom was equally jakun as us. it was simply astonishing!
02. time to get a lil dramatic with tissues and its wastepaper basket. from left - preetyboy's gf, preetyboy's brother's gf, preetyboy's 2nd younger sister, preetyboy's younger sister.
03. ah! apart from preetyboy, i love his mom too. very, VERY much la! excuse my tired face. urgh.
04. now who says the gf cannot get along with the bf's mom?
05. because we say it's possible. how?

there! but only two people were missing in those pictures. preetyboy's dad and his brother. nvm, there's always another day, another time, another season. :D

wei! i woke up at 10.15 in the morning just because i don't wanna miss Suria Segar, okay? don't laugh at me when i say this, it's all because of Azmir. i adore his blondes. plus his macho-ness to climb that wall, plus PLUS, his hott sunglass. okay, fullstop.

anyway, what's up with streaks of blondes nowadays? maybe i should go get mine done too. haha. matsaleh celup!

psst psst! im hungry. let's go and see what's in the fridge for me.

burger!!

eh wait. panata, now who's husband are you gatal-ing with? never tell me eh. so miang! haha, sometimes, it's nice to get such pathetic accusation early in the morning. don't you think so?

alrighty, im too hungry to carry on.




(i want to be the only hand that you can hold on to)

That's It For Today. Goodbye.




12:53 AM

;||*they got me hypnotize*||


aaaaahhh! i badly need my sleep. imagine this - i woke up at 8.30 in the morning just because i had a kid to tutor at 10am. how sick is that? plus, i slept late yesterday night AND i had this weird and scary nightmare which caused me to shiver like serious fuck la. i was perspiring when i woke up, and you know, sometimes when you are really traumatized and scared of your dreams, you don't even dare to make a single move nor toss to either your right or your left.

i woke up at 6am and the first thing that i wanted to grab was my bolster, but i couldn't move cause i was too afraid to move. this might sound stupid, but please..the feeling was waaaay UNexpected. so i froze for a moment, blinked several times before i slowly toss to my right.

the weird and scary dream, thank you very much for keeping me awake for the next 2hours. finally, i managed to convince myself that everything's alright, and finally (finally!!), i fall asleep at 8am. that didn't help much though cause 30minutes later, i had to wake up. argh.

had two kids to tutor today. what a bad Saturday morning eh. tsk!

adeq called me up at 1pm to force me to accompany her to Bugis to buy herself a new pair of school shoe. and you're very lucky cause at that moment, i still had the energy to last till hmm..7pm? yes. so being the sweetest sister ever (ehem!!), i agreed to accompany her.

hit converse first, but too bad they didn't sell the type of shoe she was looking for. continued to walk around like we have all the time in the world. soon after, lil ayun joined us.

settled at Banquet for our dinner as i had this sudden craving for their carrot cake. umm..sedap! minutes later, lil ayun started to crap really a lot. she just couldnt stop using the word "terus" when telling us stories after stories. i know it's not that funny but it sounded too weird for us la. imagine someone tells you a story and instead of using "
abih" or "n then.." he/she uses the word "terus". like soo DIA. haha.

unluckily, the shoe didn't 'appear' after much going-around bugis. so adeq suggested on dropping at Tampines to try her golden luck. and finally, her golden luck was there. great. layankan kau boleh pengsan tau aku. grr.

panata told me this. she bought a pair of Mondo's pumps and a pair of MNG's sunglass. in addition to that, her sister bought herself the pair of Mondo's 3inch killer bronze pumps that i mati mati want to buy. now, how do you expect me to react? *fake smile*

you know, that's one of the reason why i love you. cause you always make me go flat broke, when seconds ago, i feel like a total princess with money money money. and MORE money.

i miss you too panata!

anak rusanani
baru kembang ekor
apa salah dirah
korang korang taknak tido

(one of my (and preetyboy) personal song)
:D

goodnight y'all!

ouh ouh, i bumped into shabby today. aa, i love your blondes. gu gu ga ga!


That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Saturday, April 08, 2006
12:27 AM

;||*get the song spinning*||


friday = dating day

what's yours?

well anyway, today was another dating day for me and my preetyboy. that's cool, i know. wait, i had my driving practical before the date, and thank god, everything went smoothly. EXCEPT for the reversing part. i swear, dear reader, i don't exactly know what i was trying to do when i reversed right, practice makes perfect.

okay, back to the dating day. since we had nowhere to go, i told preetyboy to send me to Ubi so that i can book my Final Theory. and omg, i will only be sitting for the theory in may. 31st may to be exact. gawd, how lambat is that? tsk!

next stop, Marina Square. actually, there's no valid reason why we made a stop there. it's for fun, laughter, peace and joy. because we simply love their McDonald. okay fine, no difference, BUT we love it. :D

so preetyboy was trying to be the smart guy here. he kept asking me, NO! bugging me. yes, kept bugging me to differentiate between cappuccino and latte, mocha and latte, frappuccino and cappuccino and blab blab blab. and half of the time, i was goin "err..don't know. but i do know their similarities. they all fall under the category of coffee." as you can see, im trying to be smart here, but it just didn't work out cause hello, to him, even a small kid knows about that. urgh, sick!

nevermind. nevermind.

it had been months since we last catch a movie together, so we decided to catch a movie. Ice Age2. don't laugh la silly! not funny, okay.

headed to Suntec for the movie. hilarious la. i kept laughing at the wrong time. but ey, those kids laughed too okay. yes, there were kids in the cinema, how cool is that? haha. next time, when im married with kids, i too want to bring my kids to a movie. how's that? fun-loving mother eh? gee!

this is the craziest part. we forgot where preetyboy parked his bike. i mean, okay, have you ever gone to Suntec's carpark? it was so freaking big okay. and there's no lots for motorbike. so basically, bikes can park anywhere they like, as long as they do not take the cars' lots. get it?

we took 10minutes to find our bike. no, HIS bike. i walked around the carpark with my two hands on my hips. and he can still dance around in the carpark. funny la tu! for goat's sake, dude, where's our bike?

this is me..
"yuhooo!! bike, bike. where are you?"

and this is him..
"titit titit. tit tit tit tit tit."

pretend-ly, the nearer you are to the bike, the faster the 'titit' will sound. mahu step kereta la dey!

thank god we finally found the bike. phew. so next time, don't be too excited to find the entrance of the shopping mall, instead, try to remember the exact place you parked your vehicle. ada paham kamu kamu sekalian?

preetyboy made a turn at Changi South for supper (time!!) at Simpang Bedok. as usual, tissue prata for me. and i don't know why today, i suddenly had this weird craving for their 'teh susu'. usually, i will feel nauseous after drinking a cup of 'teh susu', but amazingly, that didn't apply for today. which is a good thing la!

okay, what im trying to tell you is that, i totally enjoy my day today with preetyboy. very, VERY much. but there's only one thing that's missing - pictures! all thanks to sister for bringing the memory card to work, thus i couldn't bring along the digicam with no memory card. urgh.
for once, spare us! :P

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Thursday, April 06, 2006
1:22 PM

;||*touch a lil surprise*||


i suddenly feel the urge to change to a new layout. don't ask me why. maybe (maybe!) you should ask my hand instead. haha!

okay, wadever. i think brown really turns me on. heh!

was friendster-hopping when suddenly, yes, SUDdenly, din's friendster account caught my attention. you know why? because i thought i saw one handsome dude in that picture.

come, take a look at the picture.


hallo, i steal grab this picture especially for my blogger okay. so please eh, i did NOT steal it. furthermore, that handsome dude is in the pic. he's the one on the extreme right. ga ga ga!

takble angkat! takble angkat!
tengok dia! tengok dia!

(okay, one of my inside stupid song)

but anyway, what i thought of seeing that handsome dude is not a thought anymore, cause he is really in that pic. in THAT pic. wearing i-dunno-whos sunglass. okay, im twisting the fact. let's just make things easier and go straight to the point.

sing this with me. so easy. remember how Miss Congeniality sang this song? yup, the tune goes like that. one, two, one two three go!
(fine, you got me)

i think he's handsome.
i think he' sexy.
i think he's gorgeous.
i wanna love him.
i wanna hug him.
i wanna kiss him.
i wanna be his.

okay, diam!

he's my preetyboy. b, your chin will not hurt again the moment you see me later okay? smile.

and to complete it all, i miss my girlfriends!
gerls, where are you (girls)?

so, the moral of this entry is..

one, if you're feeling high, go grab a picture of your guy. the most handsome one la. then go gu gu ga ga over it. it'll make you feel better. :D
two, to wash away all those stresses, grab the most stupid pose you and your girls ever did. do a flashback and laugh till you drop. you'll feel better. :D

ta-daa!


on a different note, i AM feeling better.
thank you very much.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Wednesday, April 05, 2006
5:10 PM

;||*till it turns yellow*||



things may not seem to be working out
for you now, but i know you,
and i know you make the best of this situation
i know that you will keep on doing
everything you can - a day at a time
and you will get through this triumphantly

feels like crying but i just can't.
there's just no more tears left.



but i'll keep waiting till you come.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Tuesday, April 04, 2006
11:16 AM

;||*no single flower*||


like ive promised, i did make a stop at Wisma Atria's Topshop on Sunday just to find that Cap Sleeved Ribbed Granddad Green Top. but to my disappointment, they only have in white, navy and lemon. arrrrggh, not fair!

so i said to myself, since im already in Topshop, why not i grab something that is totally out of the box? like from a top to a lingerie. atleast, i can satisfy myself. and atleast, i don't find my trip all the way to Wisma a wasteful one, right? right.

remember that day when i wrote an entry about my random thoughts and one of them was the good intention of dropping by Topshop to buy their boxer? so yah, that good intention is still within me. searched high and low for these exact boxers..



Striped Girl Boxers

and..


Stone Print Girl Boxers

again..they don't have the exact one that i want, but they do have in another colour, which i think, is not cool enough for my lower hump. haha!

okay, diam!

so i changed my mind again. why not from boxer to strings?

cheeky dirah!

ta-daa! i bought a brown stripy string, cause brown turns me on. and i mean, really turns me on. ga ga ga!

not to worry. there's always Parkway's Topshop right?

smile.

That's It For Today. Goodbye.



Monday, April 03, 2006
11:57 PM

;||*get that jug for me*||


i did it again..

ah! im just plain lazy, you know. get up and move, dirah!

i didn't tell you guys this. Friday was another hip day for me, my sweetheart part1, my sweetheart part 2 and my sweetheart part1's part2. if up till now you still don't get who these people im referring to, kill yourself. haha, main-main je la!

my panata was craving for Cavana's chicken rice. and according to this one and only panata, Whitesand's Cavana is not a cool place to start with. ah yelah tu! so, she insisted on settling the one at Marina Square, plus, we can at least do a lil mini-shopping there. now, im agreeing with her. gee!

that panata was so flicker-minded, gosh! at one moment, she bugged me to wear pumps with her, and when i said no, she sounded as if she's gonna break our friendship any minute any moment. funny shit. i had to pose in front of the mirror again and again just to decide which pants actually went well with my pumps. after much cracking-of-the-brain session, i called her up and agreed on wearing pumps.

now you get two happy crazy bitches.

and then, 5minutes before i was about to step out of the house, panata msged me and told me that she don't feel like wearing pumps. oh freak! u'll die if u were right infront of me, you know?! and so, we were deciding again (again!!).

pumps or sandal. better still, for me, pumps or flip flops. finally, we scratched that pumps from our shoe list. fine.

thanks to her, i had to grab another top and ironed it. see la, menyusahkan orang je. pakal aku sayang kau. haha.

ouh wait, the freaky part. 2minutes later, she msged me this:

panata: im already in train. you better go out now, if not you're going to be late.

and i went..
chick, now you're playing with me? for all i know, a minute ago, you were happily deciding on what footwear to wear. and now, you're telling me that you're already in train?? tipu tak menjadi la, dey!

i laughed away, and my heart was going penipu, liar, penipu, liar. haha.

my lunch was on her. awesome!

a big thank you to my panata!


and when nobody is watching us, only us are watching us, we did this...





CAMWHORE TIME!!

killer Topshop! saw this top and it's only at $26. too bad i was flat broke. so before i stepped out of that store, i made a promise to come back to any Topshop store to get that top. urgh. actually, there's more that i want, but no need to say la eh, i was penniless for goat's sake.

you know, it's a different thing if you were to go shopping with your boyfriend and if you were to go shopping with one of your girlfriend together with two other boys. the girls went to zara and the boys went to some animal pet shop. the girls went to Mango, the boys went to Royal Sporting House. the girls went to Miss Selfridge, the boys went to the toilet. but the sweetest part was when we went in Topshop and they were just next to us, the Topman. haha. that's just that. and the funny part was, we can follow the guys to some guy's stores, but the guys cant follow the girls to some girl's stores.

i guess, we're born to be like that. ;p

stopped by Esplanade for their Mrs Field. very, very yummy! by the time we reached at the rooftop, it was raining heavily. cats and dogs, perhaps. so we sat inside and cracked stupid jokes, as usual.

and from stupid jokes, to this..


red is hot. red makes me feel high. ha ha!

waited for like 30minutes for the rain to stop and when it stopped, we hurriedly rushed to the carpark and bid goodbyes. this time around, i did remember to say bye to you okay, panata. blame nassier la for going too slow, thus missing you at the exit.

the ride home was disastrous and scary. it was raining heavily at ECP, with all the thunders, plus traffic jam. omg, i was so scared and cold that i think i hugged preetyboy too tight. we were drenched. so preetyboy made a left turn and exit at bedok. before we could even find a shelter, the rain started to get heavier and heavier. so he stopped at the bustop and that's where we seeked shelter. ah! i felt so wet! and i cannot imagine how panata and nassier can continue their journey to bedok interchange. giler kepe?!

that's that for that day. phew! what a long entry. now you know why im lazy right? *grin


That's It For Today. Goodbye.

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