you were treated with so much tender care that u think the world owes you?

you were lifted up so high that you tink you can touch the sky?

and the next thing you know,
u were being dropped flat to the ground and every wonderful feeling disappear?

hmm..right now i feel so..hmm oh never mind.
i rather keep it to myself. it happened again and again despite giving the chances. and now u wonder, how many more chances do u nid to gif before something so wonderful happen again?

my mind is in a mess. i wished im strong enough to bear with all this shits. but im not. im a human too. random thoughts are conquering my mind.

im afraid to know the truth but wen the truth is out, i fall. im trapped in confusion and darkness. but obviously, im not to blame. somebody, anybody, pls get me out!

my heart is silently screaming for you. then again, i wish u could hear it.

i nid some peaceful moments. i'll find my non-living 'bestfriend'.

i guess i can neva be good enuf for you.
or isit you?