Tuesday, November 01, 2005 3:21 PM ;||*all or nothing, u decide*|| okay..let's start off with something sweet. yes, nothing else but me. at dis point of time, i think things are getting a lil bit fine. hit it off with my dad first. my first thought wen he came home from work was 'im sooo dead. he gonna bashed me up, i think.' but i was so wrong. he sat at the dining table and started eating, with me. he joked around with us and started giving each of us an indian name bcos deepavali is just tomorrow. i laughed along. i smiled. but noone knows how scared im feeling. afta eating, he sat on the couch n looked at me. dad: adeq, actually what's your problem? tell me slowly. daddy, dat's a nice way to start off a conversation with me. somehow, i feel much betta n i feel safe talking to my dad. he is, indeed, an open-minded daddy. someone who you can depend on wen ure down or wen u need some security. momma? so wad if she keeps lecturing me. she's still the best mom. every problem that im facing, i turned to her. "if ure stress up, take some time and talk things out nicely. if not, just let it go. u'll be fine." again, dat sentence somehow cheer me up. according to dad, im a big girl now. i should learn to be more independent and start making decisions on my own. right. and i should learn to mix around with the right kinda friends. blonde hair? red hair? half black half blonde hair? yellow hair? pink hair? blue hair? aftarall they are my friends. u diss dem, isn't my problem. as simple as that. true? Hafiz As'ari. eva heard of him with his single hit 'Minah Tudung'? u gotta listen to it. sungguh power n cool. but it's kinda minah song. so to those anti-minah, please excuse us. haha.. click here to navigate from his blog. enjoy. Happy advance Deepavali to all those who are celebrating it. party! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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