my whole body's aching. u see, the worst thing about painting designs on wall is that u cant possibly rotate the wall, instead u haf to rotate urself. yes..bend here and dere just to make sure u are in a comfortable position to paint it. sucks! it left me with nothing but aches everywhere. i badly and seriously nid a massage. anione wanna help me outt? i'll be sooo glad.

i dunnoe why on earth am i blogging at this point of time. i was supposed to take a five minutes break before fighting with the wall again, but i simply cant resist the temptation of blogging. it is one of my deadly temptation okayy..kill me.

afta watching America's Next Top Model, i tout i should do something worth before i die. like having the chance to walk on the runaway under the amazingly amazing lights. cool. im still too short to be a model though. who's to blame? my parents or the generations? blergh!

let's just save it dirah. i mite neva noe wat's awaiting me. maybe more cool and hott stuffs. shoot me.

i wanna suntan under the blazing sun with my gurls. i saw dis perfectly shades of brown bikini. it's sooo gorgeous! first stop to crash is the Pahlawan Beach. mann, i cant wait. ailah has suggested it to me. well gurl, jus call me up and let me know wen. and u noe wad? i dunmind skipping school for a day just for suntanning. so, count me in okayy?

b, i noe i haven't been myself lately. im not at all cheerful wen on the fon with you and yes, i rarely call you. im really sorry. things haf been changing too fast and i couldn't catch up with it. ure asking for something that im not confident of. please give me some time to sort things out.

mum realized it. i haven't been eating much these days. like just now, im not fasting yet all i ate was a burger at 12noon and dats it. during buke, i only ate mom's kacang pool and im already full. she forced me to eat her bubur caca, and i had to force that food down.

i dunnoe why i just can't eat much lately. all my cuzens and fwends said that ive gone thinner. dat does gif me the chance to be a model?? haha..dream on.

maybe i should start thinking wad i should do before i die. that'll be betta compared to having this new dream of becoming a model or a stewardess. u think so too? hehe..

halloween's coming! i nid a partner to scare ourselves at downtown. b, where's my ticket? U said u gonna get it for me?? i shall wait..

ive been told. the hott thing about me is my face. really?

okayy..my body's still aching. i nid some rest. sweet dreams daddy. look at me, im throwing the paintbrush away..i nid my sleep. sooner or later, i'll fall asleep..but im still waiting for your good night msg.

good night!