im so high i guess. will be meeting fahn later. gosh! miss him tonnes i tell you. okayy..still nowhere to head to. wadsoeva it is, i dunmind. as long as im wif him, dats enuf fer me.

well..i tout of crashing the pool place. hmm..see how it goes if he has no objection.

syasya called me early in de morning to tell me dat she'd received her exam result thru sms. well..im so dumb not to register for exam results thru sms. darn! how can u register it without me?? so mean larh u! so obvious, i haf to wait till tomorrow morning to get my exam result. preety please no supp papers. and i want an A grade. atleast.
*sigh*

for now, i guess mom understands me so well. it's really fun to haf a mom who noes you can't kip ur butt at home even fer a day. haha..so she asked me e moment i got my butt off my bed.

seriously, at dat moment of time, i haf no plan yet.
but..i answered,

and as usual, dis makcik makcik will go..

haha..isit?? peace momma, i love e outside world.

no words from mom, just a sigh. hehe..fer one ting im blessed of, momma n dad noe how much i love fahn. and dey noe dey can do nothing about our strong love. and guess dey should jolly well noe dat i can't wait to get married and haf many kids. haha..den he wun haf to do love bites on me again. hot right?

ouh well, everyone has their fantasies. just like i do.

but i miss my childish fantasies e most. where i really wish to marry some ang moh from e outside world. haf countless kids wif mixture of asian's n ang moh's look, staying in a bungalow whereby wheneva i looked at the window, i'll see the beach. Ya Allah, kental sungguh aku nie. i know.

but now, see..ive grown up. lucky fer me, ive no more of DAT fantasies. n now as i looked back at my past life, ive realised dat those fantasies should betta be off as scary fantasies. to be perfect, i feel jijik towards ang moh. haha..

now my fantasies are only wif my ouhso infamous boyfriend, fahn. dat is why, he himself made it a point dat he will didik our children and i will only teach dem their school work in years to cum. because to him, i will definitely spoil my kids. really mah?? im jus doin a favour to my goin-to-cum kids dat dey can enjoy wif e outside world with limits. right.

speaking of all those unnecessary stuffs, i tink i nid to bathe right now and do some ironing. im running late for goat's sake!