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Thursday, September 15, 2005 9:09 AM ;||*tell me why are they born in this world*|| im like so phucking pissed off by these ppl. sometimes, i dunnoe wad harm haf i done to deserve all dis pathetic ppl in my life. wad?? are they born in dis world to break someone's relationship?! wad shitte do u noe abt me and fahn?? and wad shit do you know abt who's being faithful and who's not?? noone noes fahn betta den i do. why??! bcos im his. ive gone thru all those crappy moments and romantic moments wif him. so tell me now, you or me knows him betta?? jus who the fucking person u are to tell me dat i dun deserve him?! do you know all the ups and downs we've gone thru in our relationship?? do you know how many times ive hurt him and how many he've hurt me?? do you??! no! you think u're betta off wif him? you tink you know him more den i do? fact is, u only see the great side of guys. wad do you tink?? haf ur say den.. u pissed me off. so dun blame me fer putting tis entry up. dere's a limit to every single thing. i may not know who the phucking person you are. unknown perhaps. if u tink u haf those courage that i don't, den well..say ur name. how abt dat??! ouh, or isit ure betta off not leaving ur name??! haha.. now now ask urself miss unknown. am i doin any harm taking photos wif my own cuzen?? like hello, wake up..the blood dat's running in him is the exactly the blood dat is running in me. wad abt you?? do u take photos wif celebrities?? dun tell me u sooo different from me. missy, it's not like as if i kissed dem or wad rightt? i merely took photos wif dem. urgh! if my parents dun mind me being close to anybody, why should you care?? ouh..u haf ur say too? waddehell. ure not only ruining me, ure ruining me and him. remember. does it carve a smile on ur face seeing me and him leading our own life?? ure pathetic. do you even realise dat?? pity you. anyway, be my guest. i'll see for how long u can put up such an infantile attitude here. im not goin to let dat affect me so much. im not goin to let u destroy everything dat im happily living on. im not. basically, im stuck at home. no plans u see. okayy, ive made plans, be it just didn't work out. i hate dat the most. and ive nothing to do. serious. i miss mugging for examinations. i miss doin late nite projects. and i miss school. becos i cant get to see fahn everyday. ouh..i do miss him a lot. I am in love with you You set me free I can't do this thing Called life without you here with me Cause im dangerously in love with you I'll never leave Just keep loving me The way i love you loving me and wen dat feeling of missing him takes control of me, nothing seems to sit up right. i tend to get more irritated and fussy if he's not here for me. hunnie, i love you so much. let others haf their say okay. don't let dat affect us. probably they enjoy ruining otha ppl's relationship. im sick of staying at home. i dunnoe how mum can tolerate sitting at home the whole weekdays. im dead. i nid fresh air. i nid all those excitement from the outside world. *sigh* afta hearing from rabia, im in love wif her job. reallie. painting kids' face on children's day, dun u tink it's fun?? i love kids. dey are sometimes irritating, but they can just put a smile on my face. harhar.. ouh gurlfwend, thanks for hearing me out yest nite. thanks for advising me. i really do appreciate it. so..wen can i get to see my gurlfrens?? we've planned to make pizzas remember?? hehe..so fun! okayyy..im out. wonderin wad fahn's doin.. And i know you love me Love me for who i am Cause years before i became who i am Baby you were my man I know it ain't easy Easy loving me I appreciate the love and dedication From you to me That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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