Friday, September 09, 2005 9:40 AM ;||*only u and me noe it*|| telsys paper was another disastrous stuff. i dun understand y e setter had to set sucha tricky n pathetic questions. i mean, cant dey just ask something straight to the point?? Bah! so i gaf up afta sitting fer 1.5 hr in de examination room. n apart from e so chim questions, de aircon was killing me okayy..my brain freeze, so how am i supposed to think??! i cant. n i was wearing a jacket. clearly seen, de invigilators were all thick skin! shheeeesshh! i left e room wif 40% confidence. ouhmygod! im not even convinced dat i did well. please oh please, dun let me sit fer any supp papers. i sooo wanna enjoy de 2months holiday. but again, do i deserve de holidays?? hmm.. i got one last paper tomorrow before i can shout 'Partee!!'. yes..so phucking excited. but ive yet to read up on mobcomp. i swear i dunnoe a ting abt dat subject. i'll tell u one lil dirty secret. throughout de semester, i only attend dat mobcomp lecture once! hoho! im dead fer sure. so is my gerl syasya. rightt? i woke up 30mins late jus now. how i wish i can jus tuck myself under e blanket n cnue enjoying my sleep without even haf to bother dat ive to sit fer a paper. 15 was blardie hell pack-o. i managed to flip thru my notes in de bus, trying to get some last minute information into my head but i just couldnt concentrate. pathetic. n ended up, my notes were staring back at me. Blergh! anw, it's overr. im bored. dat is sooo obvious. i know. Life is sooo quiet without him. n i dunnoe how long dis ting will stretch. one of my biggest weakness is to tolerate with othas. it hurts soo much to hear from u dat ur fwends understand u betta den i do. yes, afta all those tolerance from me?? afta all those understanding i gaf you??! maybe ure right, i dunnoe u dat well. and maybe ure right again, i cant accept u fer who u are now. uve changed. and situation has forced me to change too. do you know dat ure the best ting dat eva happened to me?? do you know dat life is soo much beautiful e moment u stepped into my life?? do you know dat i tend to smile and laugh even more afta being wif you?? no hunnie. u dont. becos u dun see thru everything. i wish i can rewind everything. wadeva it is, i still do love you. and im waiting fer dat day to cum, wen u cum back to me wif all those positive attitude. honestly, i miss the old fahn. *sigh* i'll repost yesterday's entry again next tyme. i dunnoe where is the entry. *scratch head* 5hrs n 20mins left to fahn's bdae. meanwhile, enjoy ppl! owh, try dis magicalball.com. u'll freaked! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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