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Saturday, July 09, 2005 8:31 AM ;||*trying hard n still trying*|| ive spent exactly 6hrs on comp. Yupp..im not kidding. simply bcos im helping out my sis. designing fer her new blogskin. Freaked!! Cant believe she's sooo cerewek. At one moment i was enjoying editing her pic, n suddenly she came bside me, telling me dat "Ey akak, nie klakar la..edit nie ckit. Aaa..nie pun" n she went on n on n on. n i would just listen to her. *heart sinking* u guys can jus take a peek at her blog. Configured by me n only me. bah! nirah n rite now, my eyes r reallie painful. i wish i can shut down dis comp at dis very moment, but suddenly i feel de urge to update. Ergh..! y dat urge sia! Soo,im just listening to my heart. lalalala. n ive been rubbing my left eye since yest nite. Or mayb since yest nite bath wen suddenly de shampoo entered my left eye. Blardie hell painful larh. n now it itches soo much. Feel as if i haf a swollen eye rite now, my de mirror show noting. Hmm,perhaps im too over-feeling. hah! Wad de heck! basically, im not schooling todae. term test papers just ended yesterday n all of a sudden, i feel so much relieve. *phew* dun ask me how's yest paper. bcos i dun even noe how to ans dat quessie. dangg! so yesterdae was sucha bad luck day fer me. yupp..first i grabbed de wrong purse. Haha..actualli, i haf 3 purse to be specific. n i usually brought de pink Burberry purse, but so happen on wed, i feel lyke using de red purse instead. Happy-go-lucky la si Dirah nie transfer all her cards n money from de pink purse to de red purse. n yest, ive forgotten to transfer everything back to my pink purse. n i just walked out of de house, feeling contented. Bah! Waited soo long fer de bus, was enjoying my sardine currypuff n half of de tyme, was cursing all de bus-drivers! Finally 81 came. Boarded de bus n tapped my purse. "ey, maner bunyi dier? Tak bunyi2 pun" n at dat veri moment, i realized I grabbed de wrong purse! how to alight??! De bus was already moving. Sial nye bus-driver. Bukannyer nak tunggu aku tap dulu ker, plak tu last person to board the bus. ishk!! *phuck* de most sedih part was dat, i dun carry any coins. Xcept a pathetic 5bux! im broke remember??! Another shitte! was lyke a stoopid gerl, walking in de bus asking fer a change. n finally, de fifth person had de change. babi kan??! Paid $1 n de freaking bus-driver said it wasnt enuf. Another 10cent more. Chibai nyer apek!! 10cent pun nak mengira. Dahla aku takde change. n i showed him my pity face. Takle angkat agaknye, he let me off. n i dropped off at de next bustop, planning of goin back home. so i stood at de bustop, half-hearted to go home. wen suddenly i remembered dat daddy's goin to werk soon. Yayy! Called him n lucky enuf he's on de way. so i told him to take my red purse at home n sent me to skul. *phew* Daddy was in gud mood. Sooo..im safe! Reached skul late. Ader test lagik. Haiyo! Was walking to de class wif syasya wen suddenly i feel lyke taking out de notes fer later revision. n guess wad??! Holy shitte! i forgot to bring it. second badluck. n syasya was lyke saying "kau nie, pack bag ke tak??!" how unlucky can i get??! n i arrived late fer tuition bcos 8 came soo freaking late. 3rd badluck. *eyes rolling* met fahn n nassier afta tuition. Slacked at Mr Teh Tarik coffeeshop at tamp 400+. Dey were sooo into talking about bikes n i was lyke enjoying de scenery. wen boy meets boy. n wen his gerl tags along. Begitulah. And i haf lots of tings in mind. Tout of buying de MNG perfume, but my adidas perfume is still soo full. Tout of rebonding my hair veriie soon but im afraid it's too soon. Wait. Jean Yip is offering $158 fer rebonding. Hit dis! REGARDLESS OF HAIR LENGTH. Shitty shitte! holy worth it. lagi lagi my hair is supperr long. dats y im planning to get an early hair-do. but still tinking. *hmmm* wasnt feeling dat great yesterdae. tings just doesnt go my way. n i hate dat. i just cant voice out my opinions. Bcos in de end, he'll point his fingers back at me. mayb, we should talk more about us. mayb everyting will be as per normal if u could just listen to wad my heart wans to say. mayb im betta off letting out everyting. n mayb u still dunno de shitty feeling im feeling. u'huh. mayb mayb mayb. *shrugs shoulder* But den, on top of all dat, u alwas make me feel contented. im sad n depressed wen u dun gif me dat full attention. Yupp..honestly darling. i luv u soo much dat i cant bear spending de day alone without you. n i cant imagine how my life will be like if u were to go NS dat veriee dae. yes dear, i may haf many guyfwends, but none of dem managed to capture my heart de way u do. n perhaps, ure everything to me. *smile* Sometimes wen i look at you, it feels as though my heart is almost too full of love. You're someone who can look at me a certain way and tell me things that exist beyond language Someone whose eyes speak to me of a closeness that cant be expressed in words. It's hard to describe what it's like to feel you next to me. To know that in that moment, there is only you and me and noting else. I know without a doubt ive found the love of a lifetime with you..
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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