Monday, October 02, 2006 1:21 PM ;the secret of life is honesty and fair dealing as much as i try not to sound rude or anything, it pissed me off knowing that i do have kaypo uncles and aunties. so i did mention about breaking fast yesterday with three families in my house &apparently, one of the family stays just across the road. i do admit the fact that sometimes, i saw them &pretended i didn't see them cause somehow i hate those goodfornothing questions they like to bombard me like "did your parents know you're out with a guy?" (IF they happened to see me with preetyboy) or giving me this imgoingtotellyourparentswhativeseen look when in actual fact, there's nothing to see about me being outside with someone THEY don't know. a couple of weeks ago, they happened to see me on bike with preetyboy &i did see them but as usual, i pretended i didn't see them. just yesterday while i was in the kitchen busy preparing for breaking fast, my aunt came to me &whispered: "i saw you the other day on a bike. is that the guy you used to date?" i don't know if i should laugh or just look away &sigh, but the point is, hello! stop making it sounds as if i regularly change boyfriend, can? and come on, the fact that you whispered to me will only let others think that i've done something really really wrong which is only between you and me. i was pissed still, i answered loudly (so that people in the kitchen know that im not trying to keep anything from them) to her question: yup. he's my boyfriend, the one you saw at Kak Daliah's wedding and he rides a bike and my parents are aware of me taking the bike wherever i go (and you don't have to make it sounds as if i've done something wrong - but ofcourse, i didn't add that). ..&that was only from my aunt, not yet her husband. i was very much relieved when they called it a day over at my house, so i went out from my room to show some respect. shockingly, drama belum habis la. my uncle looked at me &gave me this becarefulwhatyou'redoingoutsidecosimwatchingyou look with his head nodding vigorously (kalau tercabut pun bagus) &his index finger pointing at me. damn, how are you going to play me? that i will be scared of your warning? i know this is rude but the moment he did that, i looked at his two young daughters &smiled. at the back of my teeth, these words are pushing to come out: you won't be doing this to me if your daughters are my age, and maybe you can just sit back and watch your daughters grow up to be a goodie goodie. bah! get the fact right before trying to correct me: i don't lie to my parents about me and him. i don't keep them in the dark that preetyboy rides a bike &im the pillion. i don't - so bottomline, stop acting like you know EVERYTHING &thinking that my parents don't know ANYTHING. because whatever it is, they are the first to know &i didn't know that i've to make it public to the other relatives. later at night, i told my mom everything about just now &i added, "don't they have anything better to do? you need to do something cause i don't want them to think that im a bad daughter. it hurts, okay." period. readers, show me some love. do you have those kind of aunties and uncles? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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