it has make a comeback after months of disappearance. it took me quite a while to realise that probably, this is what you called 'the blogging world'. when i set up this account to blog, i have only two intentions in mind; one, to update my closest friends about my daily life even without through phone conversation so that they'll know what's going on with my life and two, i want to record my own memories. sure, i won't deny the fact that there are some bloggers out there who see their blog as one way of getting some sort of recognition. worst, some love soaking up attention, but not me.

there's not even a day in a week that i do not come upon hate taggers on other blogger's tagboard. i like the idea of random people finding my blog and reading my entries provided they come out, leave a tag or two and identify themselves. you see, i have a tracker on my site and occasionally i see unfamiliar 'lurkers' and 'unknowns' popping up and somehow it feels a little uncomfortable. however, i do not ask for every unknowns out there to adore me.

it's funny how i get mysterious tagger(s) in a day commenting about whatsnot. hey, that's perfectly fine since not everyone is in a favour of being perfect. but hiding behind such pathetic names are such a shame - if you want my whole lot of bloggers to read your tag, then make sure my whole lot of bloggers know who the taggers are. i don't like guessing games, neither do everyone.

look mysterious tagger(s), don't just sit back and feel relieved about posting such tags and wait patiently for a reply. have you forgotten that now we're in 2006 where everything is possible when computer that matters? what's the whole purpose of having trackers, right? i have only one reason why i prefer to still disclose you - i don't want to shame you like how you enjoy putting shame on others. &like how you wait for a reply, i'll wait for how long you want to play this game and hide behind different funny nicknames you can come up with.

i don't know how by doing such stuffs will benefit you. maybe it's what you called satisfaction.

at least im not as bad as some self-proclaimed narcissist bloggers that i know who adores bragging about herself in every entries &how expensive everything about her life is. i won't argue with the fact that i have a problem with English words, but that does not put me down in posting entries in English. if your ambition is to be an English teacher, then pursue your dreams elsewhere because it's bad thinking how much my blog actually scores you to think so high of yourself - that yours are darn good.

when im frustrated, i love to bang out my frustrations on the keyboard, typing random letters that my fingers landed on and when i need meanings, dictionary.com is my favourite source. but now, typing out random letters and dictionary.com only reminds me of those mysterious taggers i used to have who hide behind such similar names.

because you know why, it pretty well sucks.