Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:38 AM ;||*will he..? will she..? will dey..?*|| didnt i promise u dat i'll put up de pics?? so dere u go.. basically ive noting to blog about. im so fcuking tired n restless. dis is wad u get from me if im stucked at home fer 2daes. ive been sleeping lyke nobody's business. n im not hiding anyting yet. my heart is still soo sore. life's been sucking alots..n im not enjoying every minute of ur forgiveness. so.., please stop sayin sorie to me. i dun nid any forgiveness from u but a place in ur heart to feel wad im feeling. shitty bangs! shoot me fer all i care. i cant wait fer weekends. craving fer dem. heard mom said dat we're goin Theme Park on Sunday. crazee-ness. Heard from ppl dat de Ghost House is soo freaking n it freaked out. haha..im into it larh ppl. no doubt. or not it'll be bowling. n i guess im gonna sneak in de pool place n just hit some balls in dere. probably ppl will be enjoying my games. hurhur. it's been sucha freaking long since i last touch de pool's stick. beats me. and another dae i cant wait bfore de weekends. on fridae. or isit betta off wif 'Gurlfrens dae out'?? perhaps. missing dem muchalots. *lot n lot n lot n lot* craving fer their makcik-ness n their blurr-ness n de shopping bitches. kill me. how can i shop wif no money??! shitty shite shite. ya momma. guess ive to use my atmcard ferst n promise u i'll put back de money wen im supeerr loaded. which will neva be. opps! *covers mouth* Oke oke..i'll try, i'll try. Hmmph! Been getting a yackity-yack-yack from momma wen she FINALLY realised dat ive forked out too much money. "Kau nie kan, blanja je tahu. Nanti duit da takde, aru nak save sini, save saner". Blerk!! peace momma im spendthrift. cant help it but somewhere inside my underpanties, ive to agree wif her. n im turning 18 in less den a mth's time. which is just de perfect age fer me to take a driving license. n i sooo can't wait fer it. veriee eager to drive around in town. Haha..n who has to pay fer my driving stuffie??! me. bah!! Dat is why momma can't stop asking me to save money. *hits head* aduhai... rabia. listen to dis. or fine. read dis. de radio was playing ur song "Rabiatul Adawiyah" n mum was saying to me.. She: Adeq, u tahu tak, pompuan namer Rabiatul Adawiyah, pompuan dier semua alim-alim tau. Me: namer Rabiatul arh tu. She: owh..namer Rabiatul ader Adawiyah skali eh?? So she ader dat full name larh? Me: a`ah la. Tkan stengah-stengah plak kan.. She: owh.. den peace. a moment of silent. guess she's taking back her words saying all gerls wif de name Rabiatul Adawiyah are all alim. hurhur. no, im just kidding. dun take it to heart arh. u noe me, my jokes are soo mean. meaner. n de meanest. *evil laugh* ey, u cuming over to my house or not sia??! n dombo syasya, please dun sms me early in de mrning again. haha..i nid to sleep tau. Kau taknak tdo, tu kau peh pasal. Jgn kacau ketenteraman (is dat how u spell it?) aku. Hehe.. anyhoos, it's sooo nice to haf a msg early in de mning. *wide smile* dis syasya arh, early in de morning da de hott news. PANAS beb! hehe. he mite gif u a moment of happiness, but a lifetime of sadness. n gerl, cant believe dat he is de cewek type. Guys nowades u see, expect too much from a gerl wen he is just those normal n typical guy. pu-iih arh! mayb gerls are betta off being de choosy type. *nods head* yah gerl, jus let him be wif dat gerl la oke?? or not, trust me, u'll be in a reallie reallie deep mess. Dektu kalau kluar dapat tahu everyting, tgl tulang je kau. Hahar! phuck it! im having a block nose. hate dat soo much. Jus feel lyke taking de vacuum n sucked everyting dat wasnt suppose to be in my nose. grrrr!! guess i HAVE TO move on bfore my comp also gets infested wif my 'ah-chuu'. to preetyboi, i miss u lahhh sia!! but im still angry at you. mix feelings i guess. and to miss stupid dom, aku bilang mak kau, kau tpu dier!! aper nak jadi nie??! hurhur. and adeq! cepat urh alek. akak boring larh pat umah. so wanna story-telling wif you n ends up wif 'boleh tahan urh'. *looks at each otha n cnue de sentence* teruk. haha..! crazie crazie larh budak-budak jahanam nie. Till tomorrow okeh. Toodles. wait. De song on my blog powerr arh sia! hit it ppl! Im a woman And Lord knows it's hard I need a real man to give me what i need Sweet tension, love and tenderness When it's really unconditional I'm telling ya, oh Cause a man ain't just a man if he ain't man enough So love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low She's giving you a best, even when you are at your worst Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt That's what it's like when you really really love someone I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Cause you're a real man And Lord knows it's hard Sometimes you just need a woman's touch Sweet affection, love and support When it's really unconditional I'm telling ya, oh Cause a woman ain't a woman if she ain't woman enough Sometimes you're gonna argue, sometimes you're gonna fight Sometime it's gonna feel it'll never be right But something so strong if you hold it on It don't make sense what to make a good song Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain't man enough So love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low He's giving you his last, as he's thinking of your first Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt That's what it's like when you really really love someone I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya I'm telling ya that if a woman ain't a woman if she's woman enough So love you Love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong To hold you Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong Take you higher and higher in a world that you're feeling low She's giving you a best, even when you are at your worst Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt That's what it's like when you really really love someone I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya Mm, mm, yeah Mm, mm, yeah Mm, mm, yeahMm, mm, yeah That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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