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Friday, July 15, 2005 1:21 PM ;||*shut de dyem ting UP*|| why isit dat she alwas has to compare me and her??! dun she noe n realise dat i haf my own way n attitude?? phuck it. it's getting soo freaking piss-y larh. isit onli her dat u see in ur eyes??! cum'on larh mum, she's not ur onli dearie in dis house oke?! *heart ranching* wish i could jus voice out everyting. but u mite tink im being rude towards you. so wat??! i should jus kip my mouth shut n pretend everyting's oke??! perhaps. *eyes rolling* it makes me realli sick tinking abt dis. dis is alwas u get wen tings just doesnt sit rite in ur mum's eyes. blergh! and at de same tyme, im feeling sooo proud of my preetyboi. Finally, finally, he's achieve his aim to buy himself a scrambler – KTM. woohoo! Here we go dude wif ur new bike. *kish kish* Lurve ya too much. *big hug* Sigh. dunct ya tink everyting is lyke happening sooo fast?? Lyke 2yrs back, we're still in sec sch, in uniform wif all those stoopid rules. n now, too much freedom. wif u, changing here n dere. n me too. n dat u already owned ur own bike, n me gotta take de driving license veriee soon. phew. Too much haf change yet im still left bhind, tinking of de changes. n wad's next?? naik pelamin?? Haha..parents i da sukakan u n i pun da rapat ngn family u..hmmph! gosh..looking back, everyting's too fast. *gasping fer air* but on top of all dat, im happy to haf him by my side. We're already two years n we're still standing tall n our relationship is still as solid as de rock. Remember how othas looked at us as?? Often we get comments lyke "alah, tak lama larh dorang" or "skejap je drama dorang". U`huh! we shall prove u ppl wrong. im still lurving him lyke de first dae i fall fer him. n de feeling is still sooo strong n pure. *wide smile* wish me all de best wif him. insha'allah. Thing happens n my fwendship wif 'dat person' is shaking. im soo confuse. sorie if i hurt ya..i didnt mean it. at all. gudnyte peeps. meeting my gurls tomorrow n im sooo xcited. *skipping around* at de mean tyme, haf fun ya ppl..!! *bounce bounce bounce* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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