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Sunday, June 05, 2005 5:09 AM ;||*a penny fer MY thought*|| mumble mumble mumble i dun even haf de bloody energy to lift up my mouth to talk. It's lyke fri is de most dragging dae. all de tired-ness n emotion-ness came rushing on fri. seriously. *head nodding* Yest school started @ 9am but i had to accompany fahn to school @ 8am. So, i had 1hr free. waiting helplessly fer my lesson to start @ 9. n wads de first lesson?? Internet Computing. Internet Java Computing. Internet phucking Java Computing. Yes. i sooo-totally hate Java. Well, i dun tink i nid to elaborate more here to tell u how deep is my hatred fer Java rite?? i wish i dunhaf to study dat subject. Gonna curse de man who invented Java. *cursing* Ended school @ 1pm. N still cant decide to take up tarian as my cca or not. seriously, i haf no idea. Rabia too. n syasya n fahn were lyke forcing us not to take up tarian. i dunnoe y but mayb bcos fahn hate to see me as de 'tarian' gerl in skul n mayb bcos syasya dunwan to be left alone unattended by me afta i take up tarian. Shhhesssh! i realli dunnoe. im jus guessing u see.. *haha* Oke, fer atleast, i noe somebody out there realli is proud n happy to haf a fwend lyke me. a real friend lyke me indeed. *dream on* I had a date wif Syasya yest. To shop @ bugis. Went to eat de Nasi Ayam. Hmm, not bad. Trust ur taste gerl. Went window-shopping @ Parco. Thank God nothing attracts my attention bcos i had no intention of spending even a cent on shopping. Bcos im broke dis month. Ouh..too much because. How i wish money will appear infront of me wheneva i snapped my fingers. Hehs! I noe, it’s lame. Went to Bugis Village next. U noe, down dere, u reallie reallie haf to be pro in finding de nicest stuff. Where noone else can find, xcept u. im a regular costumer dere u see. So, no big deal. saw dis white tee wif printed black n silver picture in front. N dey haf different kinda drawings. N all of dem were superb. Totally. N guess how much it costs? 10bux onli. Ouh wait, dey haf a sale dere too. sooo afta de discount, it'll onli be lyke 8bux. Fark it! 8bux fer dat kinda tee? Hellya worth it. but, i didn't bring cash! n dey didn't accept nets. Phuck! I noe. I haf to cum down dere again next week. No doubt. Wif adeq mayb. She got realli good taste or mayb she shares de same taste wif me. Haha.. Met parents in front of adeq's school bcos Dunman had dis PM session. n collecting their report books. I had to follow mum n dad bcos dey actualli cant be bothered wif de talks de principal gaf. N dey xpect me to understand every single stuff de principle blab about. Wadeva. We came 1hr late, so by de tyme, de talk had already ended. *phew* Well well well..adeq did well in her mid-year. Xcept dat she nids to buck up in her science. N she scored A1 fer History. Shucks! Lyke everyone hate dat subject n she can scored A1 fer it??! she must be crazie. She mus be de next historian girl. Haha..wadeva it is, im proud of her. *clap clap* Had our dinner @ Simpang Bedok. I jus ate Carrot Cake bcos im too tired to even feed myself. N i actualli fall asleep on de table, waiting fer parents n uncle n aunty to finish their talking session which i surely noe dat it will neva end. Bebual satu hal. Mengumpat lagi satu hal. it'll be nevaending. N my eyes can hardly open anymore. im phucking tired!! *sigh* Seriously, I cant see de reason why hunnie had to cum home late from werk. I dun see de reason why waiter had to get home dat late. Even if u've given me de reasons, i still cant see thru it. Serious. i dunnoe if u're talking abt de real stuff here or de fake stuff. *thinking* A penny fer my thought. Are guys always expressing their feelings from de bottom of their heart or jus fer de sake of it? if it really comes from de bottom of their heart, y can't gurls feel it?? why can't gurls see their sincerity?? Or even worst, y can't gerls be convinced dat their feelings are true aftarall?? Mayb guys will always be guys. Dey wun change fer sure. And sumtymes, de gerls are just wishing n hoping to find her one true luv. her Mr Right. n jus wen she thought he is her Mr Right, she got it all wrong. Bcos truth is, in life, dere is no such ting as Mr Right. It is all about how well de guy can handle ur heart. And how well de guy can treat you. Yup. Dat is all about Mr Right. n sweetie, how long haf u noe me? 1 year? 2 years? Or 5 years? I dunnoe. Wadeva I say may be just a simple crap, but im telling u de truth. I dunwan to see u being hurt again n again. I reallie dun wish fer dat. I noe wad im telling u n I noe wad is good fer u. but if u still tink dat u trust another person more, be it. ive done my part n dats it. I wun force u. u dunnoe wad u mean to me No matter wad i do All i tink abt is u Even wen im wif my boo U noe im crazy over you i luv u And i need you i luv u i do need you That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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