im so worn out that i could almost fall asleep even when im standing. yes, that bad. saturday morning was my lesson with a tuition kid. please don't ever make me come early in the morning like 8.30 again; i left the house like a zombie with an empty stomach, mind you. headed to the polyclinic next to get myself checked up. ive been feeling sick in the house lately that i even feel like sleeping in the clinic so that i don't have to make my way there if everytime i need medical attention, ha!

and my pills are pilling up for goodness sake! and i hate the thought of swallowing pills after pills for a merely twenty minutes (for 5 pills to be exact). pills aren't my bestfriend; even if one day i feel for suicide, i won't stuff myself with pills and make that disgusting white foam comes out from my mouth. it's bloody hell to kill yourself unglamorously, hahaa! but trust me, my religion don't recognise suicide, so fear not. =)

the doctor said it was due to the fever virus that my stomach is making noises. she included that it wasn't any sign of pregnancy, oh right, even if you don't include that, i wasn't even near to thinking that im pregnant. like hello, *insert your own khkadkjjfalf*. so, there you go.

later at night was the hip moment; dinner and dance at Swisotel. i wont dare to ask for more; everything is so perfect. the served foods were sumptuous (!!!) but i missed out the last dish cause i was too full and furthermore, it didn't taste that good. hmm..but i love the last part - dance. i was totally amazed at how lil ayun managed to fit herself in any genre, like funny shit la.

got home at 2am and was feeling so lethargic.

on sunday, we accompanied the little one to far east to search for her cheongsam which she will be wearing it on Friday for racial harmony day. fun right? yeah, after much searching and whining, we finally came across the perfect one; black colour. pretty little thing, i must say.

headed down to Shaw House for our dinner. can someone please kill me for ranking McDonald on top of other fast foods? like seriously, i love Mac to the core la! then the little ones made noises, wanting to drop by Esplanade for Baybeats 06.

Baybeats 06 went pretty alright although i think people were dressing up too much just for a gig like that. and those unnecessary vulgarities that they threw at security guards were too rude to be true. security guards were out to do their duties, you think they enjoyed being on duty at esplanade? let's just put it that way, shall we? hmm..

we made a move after we found out that everything was too boring and after we felt as though we've been fried like chicken wings. i hate sweats; they sucks.

back at home, i was feeling really low after being shunned away by my little one. you know, sometimes you should see the great side of me, like all the things that i've done for you or the weekends that i've put aside just for you and our little madness with town. but at times when you really need my help to get something done for you and im not available, please don't show me that attitude. you know im busy and that i will help if i could, right? but the attitude you gave me just went to show that you're not grateful for all the things that ive done for you and im hurt somehow. yes, you should notice that. but anyway with my utmost regret, sorry i cant get that cheongsam changed for you. =(

on another different note, mum actually agreed with me taking up hairdressing after my graduation which is sooo cool okay! for once, i get to do things that i enjoy and most importantly, with my mum's, friends' and boyfriend's supports. i promise i wont let you all down (but after i graduate la). and so, niniee, i need your help to get me started can? =)

p.s: i bought a new 'Kiss Me' boxer and im contented!
p.s.s: pictures will be up pretty soon, promise.
p.s.s.s: i love my preetyboy very very much!