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Wednesday, July 12, 2006 2:49 PM ;||*when i fall in love, i fall forever*|| it's weird how the little one's story affect me emotionally. it's neither a bad thing, nor a good thing. but it's funny how the story can fill up my pleasant night sleep. everything is too weird; when her heart is occupied, it is really occupied. and when you break her heart, she'll just walk away and disappear from your life. it's a sad feeling, each time i look at her i think she don't deserve to feel the downside of a love story; she's just too young in my eyes. little one, maybe you should stop putting hopes. maybe you should slap his face with words that will make him realize that karma do exists. or just maybe, you should move on with your life; the life you used to enjoy. you might be smiling in front of me, laughing like some retarded girl but sweetheart, i know deep down inside you feel like breaking down and screaming your hearts out. do it if that can make you feel better. you're never like me, never. to add more stuffs, i haven't been feeling good this past few days. so i kept vomiting, stomach upset, bad cough and last night, my asthma just had to come back for me when i ran out of pills. i had no choice but to sleep off my asthma away. this morning, i felt pretty good but a little weak. i wonder, why didn't my 13hours of sleep on Sunday help me to boost up back all my energy? yesterday during school hours, i went down to Nokia Care Centre together with preetyboy. yet again, they have to send my phone to the hq and if everything is not okay, they'll change the motherboard for me. yah, better be or i'll give them my motherfucking attitude, hahaa! talking about attitude, a lady went berserk over at a counter yesterday, shouting and screaming at the poor receptionist who totally don't deserve that kind of treatment. she insisted that there's something wrong with her keypads and demanded for the technician to open it right infront of her. and when she was told that it had nothing to do with the keypad, she still insisted that the problem lies with the keypad. imagine me sitting four counters away from her and yet i could hear every single bullshit that was coming out from her mouth. everyone was giving her this cold stare like 'hello miss, if you don't mind, people are waiting patiently for their numbers to be called and there you are making such a big fuss.' oh, you should see her bloody arrogant face. wahloa, cannot make it one lor! okay, so now im used to my love wearing a cap. he looked more neater? i bet. but alright, i'll admit; i miss having lunch with him, just the two of us. preetyboy, make it happen will you? i'll just wait right here. and oh, i keep going to my little one and keep making her remember who's big day is coming early this august. and she'll just give me this attitude which made me go bfsdfksdfjkiln and be irritated. idiot! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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