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Thursday, July 20, 2006 11:08 AM ;||*if only kisses are like blinks*|| at last i can see life has been patiently waiting for me and i know there's no guarantees, but i'm not alone there comes a time in everyone's life when all you can see are the years passing by and i have made up my mind that those days are gone you should know by now that somewhere deep inside my heart, i still love him. i won't deny that fact, and i won't keep lying to myself; we are meant for each other. i have figured out that everything about him is still in me. lingering about, telling me the sincere meaning of true love. i am contented; i wont ask for more. promise. the beauty of his presence somehow brings so much joy in me, everything that is beyond my knowledge. i realised in every relationship, there's the consequences and "ifs" but it's the amount of effort we put in to keep bearing with them. i guess it's normal to share a relationship with having to face the negative sides and dealing with the eventualities. we may seem to overcomplicate things but i still love you the same la preetyboy. i miss those forehead kisses, i miss hitting my helmet against yours and pretend you are the cause of it for riding jerkily and most importantly, i miss snuggling up to you after a heavy dinner. they say: the more i learn, the more i love. how true. i don't mind having to put up with you; i just want to be in your arms. it was edgy yet wonderful. i want to have those butterflies in my stomach everytime we meet up for a simple date; i want to sit on those big rocks with you and see at how calm the sea is; i want to rest my chin on the table and just hear your pleasant voice, laughing at your own silly jokes although at times i don't get what you're trying to tell me, i just listen and smile and let everything about you drive me to the extremes of insanity. we came as one but i won't let any one of us leave alone, of that im sure. now, there's so many things that i need to catch up with. the things that i procrastinate, the things that are left undone, im just afraid time might not wait for me. but what's important is that, i am seriously falling in love. =) fuck la, when can i get back my phone? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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