Saturday, August 13, 2005 6:38 AM ;||*wen it hurts..*|| i tink im having a gastric or no. maybe bcos yest i ate spicy stuff. grrrr! *biting nails* i dunno. seriously, i dunnoe wads wrong wif my stomach. yest itself, i 'visited' de toilet fer lyke hmm..7times. yes..so much so, i didn't get my sleep bcos every one hour, i'll rush to the toilet. it's killing me okayy n im not enjoying it. *shakes head* went off to school feeling a lil bit alrite. but once im in de lab doin java, it hurts again. it hurts sooo much dat i cant talk n move about. worst, i cant tink. Blergh! i dun feel good. went to de canteen to grab some food tinking de stomach will be much betta afta stuffing it wif some food but no! it hurts even more. urghh! give up. syasya helped me packed my stuffs n sent me off to de bustop to hail fer a cab. thanks dear. ure sucha sweetheart. *kiss kiss* oke, can i start cursing now??! it's amazing dat i feel good n sooo much betta wen in de cab. most probably, de stomach is happy to see de hand holding money fer de fare. honestly, i hate taking cabs bcos i tink it's sucha waste of money. nvm. so i was tinking, should i make a u-turn?? but wad if it hurts again?? but i hate staying at home on Friday! eewww..so not me! hah..no choice dirah. in e end, i headed home.. *sigh* onli to find mom's goin out n it'll be onli me n grandma at home. ouh yah, talking abt grandma, she's been house-hopping since i-dont-know-wen. and yest, finally she landed in my house. n i dunnoe how long she'll be staying over. perhaps 2 or 4days..atleast, i have a companion to disturb. bcos i enjoy her melatah-ness. *evil laugh* i remembered how touched i am jus now wen i kissed her goodbye. she reminded me to cum home early todae afta skul. i dunno for wad reason. n at dat point of tyme, she was crying. she's an emotional grandma, who still misses her late husband n everytyme she's sharing her story wif us regarding late grandpa, tears will roll down her cheeks. i envy her. okay, im drifting away.. so she kissed me on de cheeks wif her damp face. it's oke grandma, eventhough u ruin my make-up. de feeling of getting love from grandma is sooo much different compared to de love i get from mom n dad. just agree wif me. Bah! i miss fahn. really miss him. i didn't get to see him much today. whats more; he's cut his hair n dyem gawd haven-ness, he looks soo adorable to me. can i pinch ur cheeks hunnie?? so im tinking, wad am i supposed to do wen i miss him?? *looks at de sky* come here n rubs my tummy fer me dear. mayb it'll be fine afta dat. haha..tender soft loving care. from you to me. ouh bfore i forget. m proud of my new shoe. daddy tinks i can sell dem. haha..it takes soo much patience to get one ting done. n taa-daa! my patience's been paid off! i loike... i miss alex. why didn't she appear on o.c yest?? or did i miss her part?? she's vogue. im in luv wif her eyes n her nose. superbly amazing. another person who caught my attention is naima from ANTM. cant u see how 'friendly' she is wif de camera?? if only i haf her looks, i'll cut my hair just lyke her. *screams* it'll do wonders to me. no worries. Hehs! talking abt hair, two more months to go before i get a new n refreshing look. m sooo excited! *jumps up and down* ppl have been talking about de porn videos in handphone n de blog which criticized de malays macam suka hati mak bapak dier gtu. yes yes yes..ive seen n read it all. it hurts so much to realise dat kinda human still alive on dis earth. it's sucha sin not to respect other's religions. Let him do his talking. Let's see how far he can go wif his blardie mouth. fact is, he's narrow-minded. lyke wad, i personally tink dat some Chinese are following de malays trend. dunct u tink so..? wad abt de tapered pants?? ive seen de Chinese in tapered pants. wad abt de hairstyle?? Wad about de chim dressings?? Dun u tink de Malays start de fashion crime first??! We aint nyonyas okayyy..we got looks n heart, n most importantly, we aint a 'crooked' person lyke you. *buzz off mosquito* talking abt de videos dat've been passing around. eeewww..gross! how can de gerl enjoy every moment of her bitchiness wen she jolly well noe she was being video cam? worst, she was smiling to de video. she tinks it's cool to have big boobs and to have her sex moments on video cams? dun see has any shame??! dun she feels anitink? perhaps, she's onlie tinking of one ting, dat is GREAT. think again. wad if de parent noe abt dis?? wad's their first reaction?? will dey eva forgive her?? worst still, de daughter whom every parent am glad to haf, had made dem lose face. sucha disgrace. n guys who are enjoying de videos, are just sooo sick! *shakes head* phuck! it hurts again. till later.. *runs off* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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