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Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:43 AM ;||*emotions touring*|| im feeling rather stressed up rite now. emo. obsessed. out of love. tired-ness. angri-ness. headaches. pains. and all sorta negative feelings. and dere's onli one group of people im thanking fer all these feelings. de teachers of Engineering school. u made my life sooo miserable all of a sudden. n i dun tink de head of de Engineering school is as stressed up as i am rite now. Blergh! *eyes rolling* m having a spiltting headache. i guess it's due to facing de comp every single day. without failed, i assure u. and dats de life of being an engineerers. sulking every now n den. u mite prolly enjoy it fer de first year, but i assure you, dat feeling will fade off n u'll be most probably be focusing on otha matters. Lyke de people. Haha.. *whine whine whine* but it'll do no wonders to your assignments n projects. n u noe wad i feel lyke doing? i feel lyke hiring someone to do all my projects n assignments. Dat will be great, wun it??! THINK. Ouh, dirah's drifting away. n yupp, talking abt drifting away, i dunnoe y but i tend to daydream alot these days. n frankly speaking, i dunnoe wad ive been daydreaming about. it'll just zapped off from my mind de moment im back to reality. farnie aint it??! *evil laugh* Dats me though. u gotta accept it. anywae, to all de dearies who kip reminding me dat my bdae is cuming, thanks alot! i dunnoe dat i gotta sucha a big bunch of people who bother to remember my special dae. haha..yess, i sooo cant wait fer dat day to cum. Legally 18 beb! so yeah ppl, keep on countdown-ing yah..hehe! *cheeky laugh* had my 1st Java show-de-program-session just now. every satisfying program, 5marks will be awarded. n dis will go on fer de next 4weeks before presenting our final Java program to sir. luckily, everyting went well fer me. *phew* maybe i should thank dis few ppl fer helping me out. Luke, thanks fer sharing ur program wif me. Ah-boon, thanks fer helping me to un-jar de program. Jin Fu, thanks fer passing me ur program thru my e-mail n i guess without ur help n ur source code, im a dead meat by now. Syasya, thanks fer cracking ur brain wif me n ur support, although noting worked out from ur aku-semangat-nak-tolong-kau-tapi-aku-pun-seriously-tak-tahu-buat. who else?? did i miss out anibodie?? if i do, im sorie. but ive said thanks earlier to u ppl. in my heart. hehe.. so, thankyou u all!! *big hug* my money is getting lesser n lesser afta paying de hp bills n depositing some of it into my bank account. Urgh! dat makcik bot herself dis MNG tee just now. verriiee swit indeed. mango adores you. n i simply lurve de one in white, but i guess, ive to learn not to be sooo spendthrift. haha..momma will be smiling if she eva read dis part of my entry. 'nielarh anak mama'. probably she'll say dat. Five words to describe me at dis moment. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. *raise eyebrows* true. n coincidently, i repeat, coincidently just now, dis two idiots wore de same tone of a red top. such an embarrassing moment. orang kata, sehati sejiwa. or rather, a true Singaporean who cant wait fer National Day to cum. *eyes rolling* okays, let me end dis entry wif meaningful words. im blogging rite now becos i dun haf a date todae. fahn is werking rite now. so im all alone at home, missing him n at de same tyme, teaching myself to stay put at home. gudluck, dirah! fish: u dont noe im heartbroken bcos u cant see how much ive shed my tears. water: y isit so..? fish: bcos my tears is in you. water: (shakes head) no fish. it's true i cant see your tears but i can feel ur tears in my heart, cos dats where you are rite now. in my heart. *aaawwwwww* get it??! go figure. peace. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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