Friday, May 06, 2005 3:44 AM ;||*thurs jus a thought*|| Jus wen I thought life is so beautiful, I realized dat not everitink is in place. Im in a fix rite now. Fact is, I didn't mean to hurt you at all. Im sorie if ive hurt u in any ways, but I do hope dat u can find somewhere in ur heart to forgive me. *sigh* I shall not elaborate so much here bcos I meant to kip dis ting jus to myself. So yest nite, I couldn't sleep again til lyke 3am?? Yerp. How sickening it is. Tossed here. turned there. but still couldn't force myself to sleep. N fer once, my hp didn't beep at nite. It means dere's no msges at all. It's freaking bored I tell u. finally I managed to sleep but woke up at 9am. N dere I go again, couldn't force myself to sleep back. Shitte!! Y arh??! Izit bcos ive been sleeping too much?? Nolarh. Or isit bcos I wan a new bed?? Haha, dat mite be de reason. Ye-lah tu..! De farnie part is dat, dahla aku takle tdo, bleh mimpi plak tu biler tetdo. Hehs! I dreamt dat I went to dis saloon, to get my hair highlighted. Guess wad colour??! blonde. Maner peh matsaleh larh eh. Haha! so I showed mum dat I wanted to dye dat color n u noe wad she said in my dreams?? She said dat "y dis color? It's too dark larh. Y not go fer yellowish-blonde?" mampos!! Niela bdk2 zaman skrg. Planning peh planning nak dye rambut, sampai termimpi2. haha..! I tink I will dye my hair in august. Bcos rayer is in November. N I want to rebond my hair again in October. So august, sep, oct..3mths apart. No worries. Wun spoil one. *raise eyebrow* Wad colour should I go fer?? Let's tink of mahogany. No, dyed dat color once before. hmm, wad abt dark brown?? Nono. Doesn't match my skin tone. Oke, I tink I go fer copper brown. No. prefer lite copper brown. Nice nicee.. *wide smile* Was changing something at de blog template wen suddenly half of its source code went missing. N believe it or not, I didnt save it. fer once, I was so kanciong mcm kene sambal blacan gtu. Luckily I was in info-comm, atleast dere's some skill on how retrived back everything. *phew* Lucky me. I was wondering wad to buy fer my adeq sdara bdae prezzie. He used to be a mat-rip but now he's into surfing. Ive put aside some cash n I tink I will go down to either CTLink or Pacific Plaza to hunt fer his prezzie. He ever told me dat he wanted a boardshort so much. Either quicksilver or volcom. My gawd!! Dat one onlie cost around 90bux. Nak mampus??! So I tink I gif it a thought again..hmm.! See.. Even mat-rip n minahs shop at dis surfing shops. Roxy. Quicksilver. Volcom. Ripcurl. It doesn't matter where u shop as long as u look gud in it. Y buy some high-class stuff wen u look like a some kind of a lost fashion-crime lady? Rite??! Rite. *thanks fer agreeing* Todae is Thursday. Thursday is a TV heaven fer me!! *yay!!!* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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