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Wednesday, May 11, 2005 4:53 AM ;||*boredd*|| Did u watch Desperate Housewife yesterday?? Did u see de new gardener? Justin?? He was blardie dyem hott!! How I wished Singapore will born dis kinda hott guys. Haha! n.. Did u catch de last part? Oke, it goes sumtink lyke dis, afta summarizing. "U often lie to urself to sleep n wen de next morning come, u realise it's all true." I totally agree wif it. I mean, fer me, wen im in dilemma, all I did to force myself to sleep at nite, is to lie to myself dat everything gonna be alrite wen I wake up de next mrning. And wen de next morning cum, I realise, nothing is changing. De worries n sadness all came rushing back to me. it was den I noe dat it's sooo true dat I lied to myself in order to haf a peaceful nite. Hmm..mayb dats wad u call human. n nadeeya, afta reading one of ur entries, de one entitled 'sometimes', I tink wad u said totally made sense. one tinks letting go of dat person solves everything, but u're wrong. Afta letting go, u realized dat u tends to miss dat person even more. N wen ure waiting fer dat person to cum back to ur life, dat person is already waiting fer you to get on wif ur life. How naive n stupid humans r..atleast ppl lyke me. *sigh* Oke, enuf of all trouble tymes. So on sun, it was supposed to be a family day fer most of de families but my family sat at home. De whole dyem freaking dae!! y??! simple. Bcos mum had to mend her friend's stall n was supposed to be home by 4 so dat we could go out but dere was a sudden change of tyme, she was asked to mend de stall till 7. great. Dad was already freaking out. I mean, she cared so much abt her fwend, n not care a bit abt dad. It was already 9 wen she got home. N dad was alreadi turning lyke some kinda mad dog at home. Snarling over everitink. He even threw de cordless fon from one end of de living room to de other end. OMG!! Ive neva seen him lyke dat before. He was going crazee..! I was realli scared dat I stayed in my room half of de tyme. Doin dis handmade frame fer my walls.  Luckily everytink was fine on mon. Yest. Yesterdae, fetched fahn at his werking place sumwhere in Bedok. It was my first tyme goin dere so I reached dere 45mins earlier. Call me miss-earlybird. N I had to sit at de bustop, lyke some kinda free woman, looking at de road. Ergh! Actuallie dere's dis woman at his workplace trying to seduce him. Trying to capture his heart. N he was so freaked out abt dat. dat sumtymes he had to overtime jus to avoid her. dats y he called me down to his workplace to fetch him so dat de woman will stop harassing him. So I saw de woman yest. She was looking down wen I looked at her. n fahn couldn't stop hugging me in public. Trying to show her to get her own life. True. Hehs!! Lyke I said, nothing can cum in between us. Ate Delifrance yest. His treat. How swit my darling is. Hehe.. Just a simple note fer my gurlfrens. I'll be rich again by wed..! it's soo nicee to haf a monthly pay. Don't u noe don't u noe?? Haha. N ailah, kip smiling n don't frown over wad had passed. Kip urself occupied n trust me, u'll be a bubbly girl again. Rabia, dun tink too much. Jus go fer it dis sat. don't let a gentleman slip thru ur fingers. U'll regret it. fer sure. *evil laugh* My swit syasya, soriee I cannot accompany u todae. Some tings cropped up at de last minit. So, dun wait fer me yah. Ic is soooo important oke?! Dun wait too long. Luv u ppl. *muacks* That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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