Friday, March 16, 2007 10:17 AM ;some nerd to perk my morning. i was awaken by another nightmare at 5 in the morning &up till now, i can't sleep back. 5hours of tossing in bed 2metres away from my little sister who sleeps like a log was such a bitch. oh, she's still sleeping by the way. i just couldn't figure out what the nightmare was all about; it vanished the moment i opened my eyes but something's lingering in my mind. i could see faces of the people i hold dear to my heart and those i don't wish to see. i could hear voices that overlapped another voice. i could see a play that's imitating my world. i just don't get it and im sick of almost everything about my night life. i want to wake up in the morning with a brand new day, but i don't drink coffee to perk me up for the entire day. i don't like the job that mom is taking up right now because i didn't recommend that to her, it was my aunt and every night when i got home, it bleeds me to see a tired-face mom. yesterday, dad supported her decision of dropping that job after much calculation done, and i was so busy checking out Wentworth Miller, but at the back of my head i couldn't agree more on her wise decision. i think i am deprive of sleep, i think my hair needs serious treatment, and yes, my boyfriend is snoring away right now, thank you for reminding me. oh, my boyfriend knows what Friendster is and yes, i don't lie to make everything about myself looks good. Sophie Kinsella should start a story on "Girlfriend and Boyfriend Material" because shopaholic is a self-develop character, and being in a relationship for growing teenagers needs to be learnt, duh. Chemical Romance's Disenchanted has finally find its way into my Friendster profile and no, i love green actually and yes, i have a date with preetyboy later and dinner at Spize with the bloggers. okay fine, you can tell now. i just needed to do something and crapped about before i can finally sleep again. but seems like, i rather wait for preetyboy's call to start my morning. so, good morning. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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