anyway, something is rebelling inside me, adding to the hundred reasons on why i was sulking the whole day yesterday. it's crazy how neither of us understand what each other wants; this game of give and take is so stupid that i don't see the whole point of playing it when either one of us will left feeling so miserable like that. &it's crazier to be unaware that in the middle of those harsh words, feelings were hurt and profanities were thrown all over the phone and then what, im sorry. damn, i know we both can be thousand times better than this.

yes, sometimes i say and do things at the wrong time &most of the time, i will be so selfish just because im living under one simple reason - i want to feel, even just once, on how wonderful it feels to have things my way. &i hate to wait by the phone for Chris Brown's tone. and, please don't ever ever make me sleep all our fights away. it'll never work for me. you must know that i prefer your voice than those sappy songs before my sleep, alright?

now, go get dress because i am going to spend some cash on you at House Of Japan. happy Friday my beautiful ones.