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Friday, June 30, 2006 2:06 PM ;||*tripped over a bottle of wine*|| let's talk some sense here. so i hate to wait; it's okay if you make me wait for 15minutes but after 15minutes, patience does not exist in my dictionary. and i can choose to totally ignore you for the rest of the day you're with me, or i can choose to be cold towards you. that's me; and im sure people who are close to me understand that's whom i am. what's more; my phone is under service so there's no way i can contact you and there's no way you can reach me. i can't just rely on any public phones cause one, i don't carry a phonecard with me, two, coin phones are so difficult to find nowadays and three, im standing on the road side with no phones to be found anywhere near. so let's play fair, shall we? i swear there's more than ten buses whizzed past by me; and i was left searching and waiting helplessly. i kept peeping at anyone's watch, wondering so much. i tried so hard to hold back my tears, my angers and my frustrations. my legs told me to return home, while my heart told me to wait; can't you see im left with no solutions? everything just sucks. my morning was even sucker. i cried in the middle of nowhere, wanting to punch your face for making me wait. i cried on the way to school. i cried in the school's toilet. i just couldn't take it anymore; anger, frustration and worried took control of me, what more do you expect me to do? yes, you can say im overeacting; but this is who i am. if you play your part and i play mine, noone will get emotionally hurt. now who's fault is that?! but since you make it up by having lunch over at popeye, im satisfied. for atleast, a wee bit. =) and you know what's that little thing today in me that i am looking forward to? my phone! i can't wait to collect it today. it's been days, my goodness! last night's movie was awesome! despite the fact that i could almost create a hole in my seat for sitting too long. but it was all paid off when Superman appeared to be so pretty as ever. prettyboy is it. and i can't explain why i got all excited when everytime superman appeared. hahaa! i guess that's normal when girls meet Superman huh? :p and they couldn't stop making fun of Superman's one clump of curly fringe even after flying at top speed. ha! the point is; Superman just reminds me of preetyboy. i could still remember those days when i used to think that somehow, the shape of tom welling's face is similar to preetyboy's face; and still is. plus the way preetyboy used to style his hair back then in secondary school was just like tom welling in Smallville. fringes covering the forehead - too cute to be true, haha! oh well, after all those frustration i had early in the morning, im okay now. i know, no matter what is it, i still love my preetyboy very very much. oh boy! ladies, i can't wait for Sunday. shopping, it shall be... That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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