Monday, March 20, 2006 12:01 PM ;||*that's not the fact*|| im feeling a lil bit emo and down right now. ah! i hate this feeling, it's a real killer. yesterday performance at Esplanade was awesome. i cant believe that i actually stayed a lil longer just to catch Gerhana Skacinta's performance at 10pm, despite the ouhmyfreakinggod crowd. we reached there at 7.20pm, and only managed to catch the last 2songs, and that includes Senyuman Ragamu. alamak, cair beb! everyone was swaying like mad, and i swear, dear reader, if you don't move to the beat, u'll feel a lil out. yup, just a lil je, takmo exaggerate la. then we went over to the Nokia Powerhouse (a bigger stage indeed) and watched The Suns performed. omg, im so in love with their songs, although it's all about screaming and shouting. boleh jadi giler, you! get this, ska + reggae + rock. what do you get? awesome! seconds later, my stomach started to make weird noises. so we dropped by Marina Square's Burger King and ate to our fill. please, i had to force myself to eat their Mushroom Swiss cause all other food outlets were freaking packed, seriously. gosh! it's funny that we went back to the Esplanade's Nokia Powerhouse to catch The Suns again, followed by Gerhana Skacinta(!!!). the lightings were killing me. i felt so dizzy after watching The Suns performance. tsk! the crowd began to disperse at 9.30pm and it started to drizzle. managed to seek shelter and we had a great laugh. best gitu. at 9.50pm, everyone started walking towards the powerhouse again. somebody wanted to stand in front and be part of the crowd, so we actually squeezed our way in. panas oi! as soon as Gerhana Skacinta started playing, the crowds went wild and crazy. and we made up this sentence "saper tak joget, dier kental!" haha. so to avoid being kental, we moved to the beat. lucky me, i know how to move to reggae and ska dance. and i feel so hott! those guys infront of us were getting more and more irritating, i swear. they kept pushing the crowds behind and kept saying sorry. wth?! it's okay to have fun but please, spare a thought for others. urgh, sick! for once, i feel like tonyol-ing their bald heads. talking about bald heads, why do ska people have to go bald? but it actually goes well with their dressing. funny tau! whatever it is, i had fun, they had fun and we had fun. wee! early in the morning just now, i had my first driving practical. tak ku sangka kereta itu bergerak la! haha. i was amazed, obviously. and i kept going "ouuh", "okay", "eyyy, alamak!". now i cant wait for my second practical. macam fun gitu! papa, adeq da tahu bawa kereta okay!! kereta tu bergerak okay!! silly me! pictures will be up soon. promise. im having a slight headache right now. have to rest. meanwhile, you all you all rest also la okay? *wink ++++++ feeling a lil emo gave me the inspiration to write this out. done by Dirah Baby, It's not the fact that you scolded me that made me cried, But the fact that your words were really hurtful. It's not the way that you treat me that i'm disappointed with, But the way you assume things. It's not the reason that you raised your voice that broke my heart, But the way u brought up everything about the past. You never know how much you mean to me, Coz all you know is that I didn't gif you happiness. You never know how hurt I am, Coz all you know is that you've said what you want. The very thing that I want to tell you now is that, I longed for the happy moments we used to have. I longed for the laughter that brought so much joy to me, I longed for the love n care you once showered me with. And if I could turn back time, I never wish this will happen to us. I will be the best girl in your heart. And I will not find any of your mistakes, Nor make you angry anymore. Coz all I want right now, Is you to come back to me And hold me tight. Tell me that everything is only a dream And that my heart was never hurt. Just hug me and kiss me on my forehead, Assuring me that everything is alright.. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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