sometimes, i do things without thinking of the consequences. the outcomes. may it be good or bad. and when it happens, i just wish it was all a dream.

why isn't she talking to me? why is she acting so strange when im around? how can i fight with her over something that is totally infantile? i should be talking to her. i really should. all i need is courage. where has it gone to?

for 15years i lived with you, never did i imagine things like this will occur between us. do you have any idea how much i love her? i put her on top of everything, well, almost everything. and when things doesn't sit right for her, i will be the one who will share the tears with her. and i will be the one who will share the laughter with her.

i just wish i could turn back time. but it's all too late. god, please save me.

since im the one who create the mess, i will clean it up all by myself. even if it's going to hurt.

moving along..

i was down with sore throat and fever yesterday. it came all of a sudden. guess i lacked of sleep and food.

but anyway, yesterday was my day with preetyboy. he brought me to Nine West warehouse sale, but nothing caught my attention. so we left the warehouse with absolutely nothing. headed to Lavender next. there's where we got our stickers printed for our helmet. actually, it's more to me getting my stickers printed for my helmet. gee. i personally customized my own name in italic font and as much as im excited to paste it on my helmet, i have difficulties trying to figure out where should i paste it since ive already had a 'dirah' sticker pasted at the back of my helmet. haha. tu lah, tamak lagi.

i wanted so much to have a mirror image of the outline of a girl sitting. way too sexy. and so i did. and it's in hot pink. cool. plus sweet. plus hott. whatever. preetyboy helped me paste it at the back of my helmet, just above my name. and now i thought of customizing a 'HOTstuff' sticker. eee, so greedy la i.

on our way to Pasir Ris park, we bumped into nassier and his friends on the road. there were four bikes, including us. and we actually conquered the two lanes. tebiat. we made a u-turn after hearing that they were going for a fishing. haha, we personally think that fishing is the most (!!!!) boring sport.

it's been long since i last feel the night wind with my naked arms. wonderful. and preetyboy made me feel so belonged. with him around, i just feel that there is only me and you, and nothing else. sweet.

give me some time to upload the pics. i cant find my digicam, damn! it must be somewhere in my room, or probably sis bring it out with her.

bloghopped to kyn's and what?! you post a picture of me, and that is so sweet of you. gee! cumer kan, gambar tu cukup slenger dong. u nie pun..haha! but anyway, yah..i was so touched about the whole thing. im touched that you can actually see the positive side of me. thanks babe! *smile

now now now, my dear syasya has amazingly gone to k-box WITHOUT me, mind you. urgh. i thought we were supposed to shake that place with our so unglamour voice. haha.

lucky for me, ive no supp paper. *phew. alhamdullillah.

so from today onwards, im going to enjoy my 2months holiday without fear and worries.

sounds better!