there's one way i can get through him, that's through his mum or bro hp. but seriously, wasting their bill just because i badly want to hear his voice is not a good thing to start off with. i will feel a bit awkward though. haha. so what ive been doing for the past 2days is just wait patiently for his call. and as you know, 'wait' is not my favourite word.

anyway, did i promise you people that i'll post our Friday date? i think i did. my promises are never meant to be broken. ;p

so that was at Pasir Ris Park and as you can see, my hair's having fun with the wind. let it be.

oh god, i miss him. please come back soon.

things are changing right now. and i, hate to think what's going to happen next. my brain is just too(!!!) lazy to think, thanks to the 2months holiday im having right now. sheeesh! but lucky me, she understands my position. yup, that's all im asking for.

preetyboy called me yesterday night. and i kind of talked to him in my sad voice. told him to come home soon cause i miss him and i need him, real bad. and money is ticking me off just at the wrong time. darn.

let's just do a lil recap about my Sunday and Monday.

on Sunday, the cousins crashed the Pavillion (again). a total madness and gugugaga. try losing to a guy at the pool table, how will you feel? damn, he has the strength, that's why he won. yup, as much as you hate to lose, you too wouldn't want to face the fact you had just lost. but try winning to a guy. wow! you can even feel the wind bowing down. haha. the feeling is great though.

settled for Starbucks and the cousins made me broke. the money in the purse was only meant for adeq but that lil stinko used up all the red notes she could find in my purse and bought the drinks. and when she returned my purse, i could only find one pathetic green note and i almost fell off the chair after she told me that all those drinks were on me. what?! but it's okay, cause momma told me god loves generous people. gee!

on monday, i had (a pathetic) tuition with my cousin. and the tuition that im referring to was all about doing scorpion plaits for her, applying blusher on her cheek, watched her find her top and bottom in her utmost messy cupboard (im not kidding) and applying eye shadow for her. ouh, not forgetting, gossip. and then off we went to the chalet.

OUR MOMS GONNA KILL US!
if they found out.

anyway, the chalet was super fun. a lil small boy has fallen in love with me, according to them la. haha. he kept feeding me with foods and drink and even wiped my lips for me after every spoon he fed me. hehe. there's this one point of time when he was furious at me for not giving him the chance to kick the soccer ball. ya, we played soccer IN the chalet. and once he grabbed hold of the ball, we ran out of the chalet through the back door and to the carpark and back to the front door of the chalet, barefooted. cause all he wanted to do was to smash us with the HUGE soccer ball and it'll hurts okay.

that kid loves to dance his ass off. and we had fun laughing at him for his silly dance moves. confirm abang dier yang ajar dier joget. haha. and ouh, small kids know how to wink to a girl tau. jangan main-main, cish!

now the whole body is aching and the head is spinning. i might be going back to the chalet later. see how. for now, just know that im flat broke, so please, don't bring me out or ask me out. i'll be letting off steam instead of smiling.

marvelous.