Saturday, January 07, 2006 4:35 PM ;||*i am who i am*|| so i think having an all red layout is too striking. on the other hand, having a white and red layout reminds me of a true Singaporean. haha. thus, im sticking with shades of red and white layout. it looks kind of awful to me though, but nvm. im too tired to carry on editing. let's just say this will be a temporary layout okay? say..3weeks? we'll see.. the obvious - I haven't been updating my blog since days ago. that was really a sad thing for me. well, rules are meant to be broken right? then there'll be fun. so i kinda ignore dad's words and keep using the comp at home. notice i use the word 'comp', not 'internet'. anw, i was born to be this rebellious girl, or maybe, that's just the way i am. i'll be dad's angel for only 1week, and that's it. i mean, how long more must i put on an innocent face? can i just stop pretending that im so free, as in free of assignments and projects? goodness me. i can show you my mountain of assignments. im not kidding. now that is when i hate school the most. i saw Lyana at the concourse yesterday, busily doing her assignment, i guess so. and i saw her cramp face. that really slap me right in the face. a tight slap indeed. just look at how serious she is when doing her assignment, and just look at me when im doing my assignment. the total opposite. haha. i should be more like her. be serious in studies and focus more. but can i? that's one of my 2006 resolution though. hopefully, i'll fulfill it. yes, talking about studies, my term test results weren't that good at all and i can still smile eventhough i fail a paper. not only that. to add more laughter, i told everyone that i fail EDD with flying colours. see la how bangga i am. and obviously they laughed at me and told me im crazy. i bet so. and miss dirah, getting a just pass mark is not equal to a pass. i wish i can get that thing out of my mind. because i smile when i get 25/50 for my IA. and my smile = thankful. i have to buck up. is that a promise i made to myself? absolute no. cause i know i will break my promise some day. haha. let's just put it this way. i will try to buck up. sounds perfectly better. finally im down with one NE forum. thank god! yest NE forum wasn't that bad afterall, maybe because it ended one hour earlier. haha. i had fun looking at those sleepyheads in the TCC and listening to the mp3. that's what majority of the people do when attending NE forum right? hehe. so, im not alone. preetyboy picked me up at 5pm. we were supposed to meet nassier and suhailah. but, the plan kinda cocked up, so we're on our own. i always suck at coming out an idea where to eat. but i have this craving for SImpang Bedok's paper prata. i badly want to spend the night with preetyboy. and so i suggested on Marina Square. it was drizzling when we reached somewhere at Suntec. and poor preetyboy missed the Marina's carpark. haha. i like it whenever he miss any entrance or exit, cause he will slap the front of his helmet and from the back view, it's funny la. haha. okay, nvm. so he parked his bike at the Esplanade's carpark. silly him, he didn't take out the cashcard and it got stolen when we returned. poor boy! so we skipped Marina Square and chilled at Esplanade. i just love the atmosphere there. and i love looking at other mushy-mushy couples. haha. we watched a performance at the waterfront. i must say, they played well. but too bad, it was drizzling again. so everyone was rushing to a shelter. macam semut sae. we headed to the Millenia Walk and walked around aimlessly. it's 9.30pm, what do you expect? only half of the shops there were opened. then we went in this shop, SINS. omg. chocolates everywhere. i swear i will get fat if i were to work there. headed to Candy Palace and we bought those Mix n Match candies. a nyonya was smiling at us when she saw us fighting for the candy. i want that candy, but preetyboy said i cant have those cause it tastes awful. ergh. and he can't stop with his gummy bears. so cute lor. i got dirty and silly when night falls. i literally pose on his bike just like how models are supposed to pose just to attract the customer's attention. and preetyboy did took a photo of me and my big butt. he loves it though. haha. i nearly fall asleep on our way home. the wind is so awesome and hugging preetyboy is another awesome thing to do. thanks for the ride darling! i dunnoe why i feel so down whenever he's going Johor and overnight there. perhaps, i'll feel lonely, that's why. okay, those nights are enough to prove to me that i do love my preetyboy. very much. now and forever. i love you. i love you. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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