i seriously think that 1year is damn freaking fast. like the train, u know? in malay, they say, 'dengan sekelip mata.' ha ha ha. okay, serious business now.

all the ups and downs that ive gone through in this 1 whole year is enough to mould who i am now. if you were to ask me of all the years, which is the most unforgettable year, my answer would be this year, 2005. can't you just see it? my life is all written in THIS blog. and my previous 2 years were all written in a book you called it a diary. yes.

the gurlfrens? they have been the most precious diamonds to me. although we don't really get together to party, gossip, lazed around, we still did those conference call. and a conference call can last up to 2hours. funny things like "dirah, aku tgh bebual ngan kau la. maner kau?" and there i went "ah? aku? kau ni pun, aku confuse la kau bebual ngan sape. ouh yes..what is it?" and poor gurlfren had to repeat all over again.

or..things like in the middle of a havoc conversion, either one of us will always go "okaaaaay stop! aku tak paham. one by one la bebual. kecohrable sae. oke sape nak cakap dulu?" then silence. haha, majuk kepe? and then we burst into laughter.

or or.."pipe aku bocoh sae". "ketiak aku basah. Kau punyer?". "leha, rabia, aku ader confession to make." and bla bla bla.

my secret is their secret and their secret is my secret. how cool is that? we keep absolutely nothing from one another. i love them so much la!

syasya? she's like my third heartbeat. wherever i am, she will be there. and when im down, she will be there to comfort me. let me recall some sweet moment. ouh..remember the day you cried in the toilet because of your bf? i was there too, trying to comfort you and in the end, i cried together with you. for godknowswhy. haha.

and yup, we got sick on the same day. and..we always have pimples growing at the same place and at the same time. haha..are we like separated at birth? you think?

and lately, i love this girl very much and this girl loves me too. the intimacy is suddenly there and i feel so belong. right? are you surprised how close we can get? what matter is, you're now part of me and my gurlfrens. kiss you can?

how about the family? gosh, too much to say. to round up, mom is the coolest ever who i can share all my sadness to and dad, you're the most outgoing superhero. i adulate the way you handle me, this degil princess of yours. gee. and adeq, we're getting even more closer now and sister, she finally learns how to be strong and move on with her life.

and in this 2005, preetyboy taught me how to be a better girl for him. how to think and react maturely. and keep reminding me that im already 18, so it's time for me to handle relationship seriously and not like cinta monyet. so there..

ouh, one more thing. i miss my art like this much. no. that much. okay no. veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery much. hah! let me scan some of my drawings.

my shading effect is his favourite.

and there.. models are quite stiff though. bear with it okay..?