Monday, January 02, 2006 2:29 PM ;||*feel mt soul*|| ouh yes, i have lotsa questions to ask. maybe, you can help me answer them cause i think, you hold the perfect and right answer to each of these questions. 1.am i your only rival? 2.do i have only one rival? 3.what makes you think that i always bitch about you? 4.why is it that my thoughts always bother you? 5.did i even mention your name? 6.did i ever make you feel ashamed and make you feel so low? 7.what wrong have i done to you and you and you? 8.is that the way you handle everything? 9.are you the only human here who dance? 10.if you're not in the wrong, why feel that as though you're in the wrong? 11.have i ever slap your face that makes you realise 'hey,she hates me'? 12.are you a grown up? 13.have i ever involve your boyfriend and make up stories about him? 14.you feel insecure. Is that my problem? 15.why didn't you come and talk things out with me if you really have a problem with me? 16.you think it's cool to give people names? 17.*insertyourownquestion* there! if you hate me, then just don't drag me to hate you too. seriously. fullstop. stop being so childish in front of me. im just sick of you la. get that?! and yes, i can just choose to ignore you and your nuisance but i chose not to cause right now, you're colouring my name with a really black charcoal. you're trying to be nice to me? ouh well, it'll be snowing if you did that. really. stop putting an innocent face. hello, it's not like as if im an outsider that you hate. im someone who used to talk to you in secondary class. im someone who did art with you. im someone who sometimes sit beside you at parade square. yes me! so i do know you afterall. and i know if you're talking about fact or fiction. can you just accept the fact that im not your true rival? can you just move on and lead life just like some ordinary people? mann, do you need me to teach you? you don't need perfect English or wadsoever to deliver that message to everyone. ouh look, maya and her friends hate me. im not kidding. why hide the hatred you have for me? you feel great bitching about every single human that you hate right? just to let you know, yes, you are perfectly good at bitching and also, you are perfectly good at trying to make people see that 'hello, she starts it first, not me.' ouh girl, you have class don't you? then why bother about a middle-class girl like me? look, we are two different people, living in two different world. you are someone who's trying to be someone you're not and im someone who's trying to realise that im born to be like this. i don't need class, i don't need fame, and i don't need people to know that im great. my English are horrendous. and if you think yours is far better than mine, well, it's good then. let it be that way. be thankful and not look down on others. here's one question for you. have i ever ruin your life in any way? no? then good. so why are you trying to ruin my life? or betta still, my relationship? why are you involving my other half? did he ever kill you with his words? no? can you just see yourself at the mirror for once and ask yourself, do you deserve a slap from me? wake up! and if you think you're that great, by all means, why don't you meet up with me and talk it all out? don't tell me you're afraid. show me how you bitch with others. What's more; we're in the same school now, wouldn't that be great? you're not a faker, are you? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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