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Wednesday, May 18, 2005 3:55 PM ;||*gracious..*|| So here it is.. Read her blog. De gerl who I tink is sooo bubbly, chirpy, light-hearted n I dunno. She is de vivacious gerl I noe so far. nope, im not talking abt my gurlfrens. Dunwan to mention her name here but she's someone in my link of friends. Often, wen u bumped into me, u will alwas gif me dis warm hug, dis craziiee so-long-neva-meet-u behaviour, lyke u luv n mis me sooo much. Well oh well, I reallie2 luv u too my gerl. ure jus de sweetest gerl I noe. But afta reading ur blog, I cant see de rainbow n sunlight in u again. N fer dat, I noe u're somehow hearbroken. N all u wished to do now is to cry ur hearts out. Oke fine. I may not noe wad de heck is goin on wif u but I reallie reallie reallie reallie noe dat someone had messed up wif ur heart. Whoeva de person is, he or she, is NOT worth ur tears my swit gerl. n de one who is worth ur tears is de one who neva makes u cry. So honey, pls stop crying n get on wif ur life. It hurts a lot to c u in dis situation. U gonna sit fer ur o's dis year. N I wan noting but de best from u. I wished I could help u but I dunno wad I can do fer u xcept to left some words fer u here. honey, if u were to read my entry, pls pls pls gif it a thought again. Dun cry darling. Everyting's gonna be alrite. Be strong no matter wad happens. Even if ur heart is falling apart. And if u reallie need a hug, im all here fer u. Cheer up honey!! Tings happen wen u least xpect. Ouh no..now im feeling sooo down fer u. c..i cant c my dearest in tears. it hurts alot. *sigh* Wadeva it is, yest I couldn't force myself to sleep again. N sooo fortunately, rabia called me up n we tok fer more den 1hr till around 1.19am. sumtymes it's sooo nicee to talk to ur gurlfren. Especialli wen dere's sumting dat matters. So actualli nothing matters. We jus thought we nid to talk n talk n talk. Well mayb gossip too. We're gerls aftarall. Haha.. N afta talking wif her, fahn called me @ 2.45am. n so I had a sweet long talk wif him till around 3.30am. n both of us were alreadi feeling sooo sleepy. N finally I fell asleep.. N todae, I went to fetch him afta his werk at his workplace. It's his last day, so I tink I should do something sweet to him. Ouh well, ive been sweet to him all dis while oke??! no mayb, it'll be betta fer him to walk out from de building fer de last tyme wif de person he lurves. And dats me. duh! Had lunch wif him. Nowhere to go actualli n I wanted to go home early todae bcos tomorrow we gonna haf picnic together. Just de two of us. how swwweeeet..hehe..! Reached home @ 7. was feeling verie giddy. Mayb bcos I drank de red bull?? Haha..lame..or mayb bcos ive been inhaling too much smoke?? More lame..but I refuse to take panadols. I hate medicine fer goodness sake! Eeeww..! Laze around. Watched AFW. Was laughing my hearts out. till daddy told me to giggle n not laugh. Noisy perhaps. Haha..cnued wif 'Just for gags'. Stoopid candid jokes. But I managed to laugh at it. soo, de show is a bit successful here n dere, fer able-ing to tickle my heart. next, 'American Idol'. Ouhno, I tink Bo gonna on final. N i tink de country gerl totally screwed up. Vonzell..hmm..too hard to say rite now. Luckily im not de judges. Phew!! Good luck judges! *Pimp laugh* N afta dat, I watched 'CintaInternet'. Dis is de first tyme I watched de show. I missed de first episode u c..n amazingly impressive malay show. It's a combination of Indonesian and Singaporean artist. Dhea Ananda who played as 'Via' or 'Vi' is sooo dyem eye-candy! She got dis natural beauty. N her hair!! She freaked me out fer once. I super-duper adore her hair! E fringe too..! Lurve dat gerl..hmm..i wish i wish to be just lyke her. *dream* N afta dat, i cnued wif 'Eye for a guy'. Gross! Totally gross! Listen honey, u're waaaaayyy betta off wif some otha guy oke??! n NOT from either one of dem. Dey totally screwed u up. Sumtymes u should noe guys betta!! Dey're jus out dere to win de game, not ur heart!! Get it at ur fingertips now Denise. *screwed* Wed is alwas lyke our day. Adeq n me. @ home alone. Momma left us wif some spaghetti to eat n yaaaah..we made a fool out of ourselves. See..  Can u do betta den us??! n.. I said sumting abt a patch of my hair turning golden brown rite?? Here it is..exclusively fer u to see n fer me to show u.haha..    Boring. I dunwan to cnu anymore. Soooo boring! Gracious. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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