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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 2:45 PM ;count the stars with me. The after-school crowd, people who stumbled out of classes, laboratories, lectures to meet up with friends, was something I used to be part of. I miss pushing my way through the huddle of bodies, waiting for classes to commence. Now, I'd forgotten how packed school can get, how the air hummed with conversation and how life as a student is supposed to be. Sigh, I miss school. Apart from that, my headache doesn't seem to go away due to the fact that I can't seem to sleep right every night. I hadn't been getting enough sleep for days. Recently, the problem had moved from bad to chronic. It'd take me hours to drop off and then after an hour or so I'd wake up again, and lie in the still of the night. I hate the feeling of laying flat on my back, getting all heavy; arms heavy, legs heavy, torso heavy. I was trying to leave my body, trying to float away. That would feel nice, you know. Often in the middle of night, I feel like indulging myself in heavy food, have a bath and get preetyboy to kiss my forehead. But it's impossible when I am dealing with the dark. I need to exercise to lose some weight and brush off that little devils sitting on my shoulder. Double sigh. Remember the other day when I told you mom has decided to leave the job recommended by my aunt? She finally did &today, she is at home with me, letting me taste what breakfast is like. But it'll only be for a week before mom gets back to her initial work. Anyway, I have two new students on my tuition kids' list. This means, I will be a whole lot busier from now on. Now I'm talking about making real money at the end of each month. =) Well, that's it. Nothing's new; I'm missing preetyboy, very bad. P.S.: OMG, my mom is listening to sappy Malay songs (read: Jiwang). Tidakkkkk! (now that's the downfall of having her at home with me.) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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