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Friday, August 25, 2006 4:18 PM ;spare the rod and spoil the child i wish i could write every single bit of what im feeling right now but it would only trigger complications and misunderstandings. but the thing is, i don't know how much more i can take in. the impact of everything is too loud; that sometimes all i feel like doing is jump onto my bed and cover both ears with my pillows. still, it isn't much of a help..really. yesterday was another 2am night for me. there's so much things that are playing in my mind; and they never once at the stop mode, probably just the pause mode. one after another came running towards me and spilled that drinks they're holding. it was never good, never fun like how some people think i enjoyed cleaning the spilled drinks. &every night, i will ask myself this question: will there be another chance for me? gorgeous is right. afterall, being a girl is tough. (READ BETWEEN THE LINES) like ive mentioned in the previous entry, yesterday was another sneak-out-from-school session. you know what? i think i prefer taking the bus to Orchard rather than the train. why you may ask; because i can goddamnit snore in the bus and nobody will ever care, unlike the train; open your eyes and you'll see pair of eyes staring at you. anyway, the first bus ride was a very short one, cause i was about to fall asleep when nurul told me we had to alight at the next stop. but, the second bus ride was heaven cause i couldn't even remembered falling asleep and what was the last song i heard before the song 'stared' back at me. &i woke up finding myself at the Youth Park. like, wow! everyone knows im broke, yet i wanted to buy the vintage necklace so badly. after much consoling myself, i finally walked out of the shop without the thing, and i must admit i felt a bliss of regret. oh well, i'll be loaded in a week time; the thing is, how much longer can i bare with only purple notes in my purse? anyway, they are the reasons why school is fun &why project is being put aside. =)
tomorrow is yet another town outing with the preetyboy. boy, i think im craving for satay at Sembawang Satay Club. what do you think? before that i need to get some sticker at the aunty shop for my helmet. nice! oh oh, i can smell the weekends. yummy! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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