yesterday, the both of us spent some quality time at Pasir Ris Park. we talked about a lot of things; until he came to a point when he said: eh eh, do you know that im not a guy who goes up to a girl and asks for a number? because i don't usually make the first move. &i went: oh is it? then how do you get to know me? he paused awhile before answering this: i don't know. it happened naturally. (and he looked away) pantat, still don't want to admit!

next, he asked me a kid's question: b, have you ever thought that you would be my girl?

hahaa. i almost choked on my saliva while lying on his lap; i sat up, rested my head on his shoulder and went: to be frank, yes. that was in sec2 when i realized you were the cutest thing, not the most handsome guy though. it's rather you outshined the rest of the guys in your clan. (psst, i had to say that before he thinks so high of himself). but too bad, you were with someone else and i thought you didn't notice me.

im pathetic, tell me that. hahaaa.

anyway, the point is, im in love with a preetyboy; the boy that i once dreamt of being together. =)

but today, he msn-ed this to me:
Md Farhan: b, nowadays i feel so hyper gitu.
kenapa arh? and i can't control myself.
__dirah * be.you.tiful puppet: eh eh, da kenapa nie you?
Md Farhan: sawan la i suspect.
__dirah * be.you.tiful puppet: ah tu ah, you tido tak bacer doa ar i suspect.

dang!

mum, do me a favour - tell me that i know what i want in life &that this boy is not crazy, he's just being cute. =)