Sunday, December 18, 2005 7:53 PM ;||*i am wondering if you are*|| finally ive decided to put on music video on my blog instead of either no song (which is plain boring) or the iwebtunes. even so, iwebtunes has been my 24hours music source since the first day i blogged. so thank you very much. will come back to iwebtunes when im sick of videos. haha. i should be studying right now. really. who cares? for the past 4hours, ive been memorising pathetic stuffs. oh well, i need a break too. does that sound convincing enough? captured notes will only be temporary though. everything will be vomited out tomorrow as soon as i step out of the hall. i swear. was feeling kinda miserable just now. that explains why i slept on the couch just now with my notes on my stomach and the earphones stuck into my ears. woke up after 2hours of sleeping. and i thought i shouldn't be miserable. it's unfair to whoever it concerns. that includes me too. some random thoughts to pen down. "the best thing a gurlfriend could give you is sharing her problems and miserable moments and thanked you after that." but "the pathetic or should i rather say pitiful thing a friend could give you is backstabbing you. like saying good stuffs infront of you, or trying to show that 'hey, im still your friend you know.' but behind your back, she gives u names. or sharing everything that she knows about me to another person. sucks. totally sucks." the first thought obviously meant for my girlfriends. but the second thought obviously doesn't concern my gurlfrends at all. no. it's dedicated to someone who still stick around me or should i say, my blog. yes. and you know what? you are equally as pathetic as i am. duh. go do some soul searching. no offence okay? like ive said, you don't give your attitude, i have mine. fuck it lah. i dunno what are the MPs thinking when they allow those pathetic people to put up a show at WestPlaza. here i am, trying my very best to study and there you are, hosting a freaking sucking performance. like hello, it's too loud for other residents. and what?! they played akon's belly dancer for the fifth time. omg. are they running out of songs or what? shoot them. i came across this blogger and i love the way she edited all her pics. so absoimazinglutely nice. and that's where i get my inspiration. ouhno..now i sounded like mr razak, my previous art teacher. haha. i miss his art. legally blonde's on tv right now. will catch it very soon. and why oh why do i always get excited when seeing the advertisement of ANTM? haha..i guess i just love tyra la. flawless. i'd be lying if i say i didn't miss my preetyboy. i really miss him. and lil man, i miss BugisCafe. that's a hint okay. take note! haha. here are the cousins plus makciks-makciks taken on Saturday. alrighty, time for tv! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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