i got home at 8pm after i was given a false hope by someone. literally. i hate the bus ride at night. it was freaking crowded especially at tp's bustop. but i managed to get a seat after a while. even so, i was pissed off by this guy, who carried a bulky slingbag and stood beside my seat. didn't he know that his bulky bag was hitting me all the time? it was dyem painful. i kept staring at him, but he was way taller, so i guess he can't be bothered with this short girl. darn!

worst, at this one part when he was giving way to a passenger who wanted to alight the bus. he leaned forward, towards me and dyem it! the side of his hard n bulky bag hit my precious breast. it was really painful that i feel like rubbing it and cursed the hell out of him. right. i gave him this cold stare. even so, he didn't get the hint and didn't even bother to say a pathetic sorry.

i was very much pissed off.

i didn't talk to anyone at home. i went all quiet and i guess, dad probably saw my looong face, that is why he is cracking all those jokes in front of me, which i didn't even laugh at it. had my bath, dinner and then off to bed. that was an early night for me. 10pm.

preetyboy didn't even bother to listen to me. infact, im not wrong to say that he ignore me the entire night. so i was all alone..and i cried under my pillows before dozing off.

it's painful to listen to someone and in return, that someone didn't even bother to listen to you. that is an unfair treatment.

im just expressing it out. you may choose not to believe, though.

it wun be appropriate for me to let out everything here. easy to say, i do have my private life too.

on top of all that, im happy that preetyboy managed to pass his tp. so right now, he's a legal rider. fullstop. wait till im in the mood for everything, then you will see that im a really happy ktm bride. not now though, cos im still feeling pissed off.

i guess ive to start adapting to this new situation.

i will not be meeting preetyboy for four straight days. i am missing him a lot now, that is why i get frustrated easily.

the cousins have free tickets to Escape. and i was asked to tag along. i really dun mind tagging along if i don't have to fork out any money cos im still a broke woman here. but the problem is, i don't feel excited about today's plan. cos i rather stay at home and not interact with the outside world. period i guess.

talking about period, im having mood swings lately. maybe that explains why i get agitated easily. even if you're talking about a very teeny-weeny matter.

so much to do yet so little time.
does that ring a bell, anyone?

term tests are coming but i haven't even start studying. let alone printing all those lecture notes and past year's term test.

my FTT is on wed, but i swear i don't know a thing. ive yet to open my revision book.

haha. what a kid's fantasy..