he deserves better and most importantly, he's not to blame. either he's being brainwashed or he's out for revenge. either way, i will not leave you. and i will repeat it again, i will not leave you. do you get that?

you need some time to think and be alone. i can give you that. but i cant stand the fact that you're always getting back at me because of her words. i mean, ask urself. what's her motive? tryna rub more salts to the wound? we are okay before you told me that she called you. i was blardie pissed off. if she wants our relationship to last, she should just ignore everything and pretend she didn't know anything since it didn't bother her either way. am i not right?!

whether you are okay or not, im the one who's taking care of you. not her. and yes, if her bf wanna get a job or find a supplier for his bike, why cant he just call you instead of her? im fine with it if you tell me that you don't know her bf. but in this case, he's your friend. am i wrong to feel this way?!

yes. i have no right to interfere in who you wanna be friends with. i have lotsa guy friends too. i admit. but have you ever spare a thought of what im thinking? never. the more she's getting closer to you, the more im going to do things you don't like.

there's more that pissed me off. but i rather save my breathe. u are so right. im noone to say that im hurt cos ive hurt you, double. but i still do have feelings and emotions. just like any other girls.

yes gerl, i don't think it's necessary for us to talk. there's no point. things already happen n i don't blame anyone.

i still remember what fahn used to remind me. never blame others for everything cos i have only myself to blame. yes hunnie, you are still in my heart no matter how long ure going to ignore me.

i don't need any comments for this entry. im just letting it all out, whether you like it or not.