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Thursday, March 29, 2007 2:42 PM ;like the chocolate on my nose.
Knowing you even for a short period of time (read: 2years) is enough to portray you as someone special in my heart. You never fail to give me that warm hug (though we just met the day before), you are always there to make me smile and laugh, you can never stop coming up with weird cum funny words like aishwala-wala and ashkutil (god knows what they meant), you just won't stop giving me encouragement and when problems hit me, you were there to comfort me. I thanked you for that even though you still think I have the shortest legs and the shortest height. Eh, short short pun boleh combine notes aku jadi buku tau, haha. Click here. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 11:36 PM ;when random issues are at the top of the list. It's already frustrating enough to give this Saturday's Singapore Fashion Festival at Vivo City a miss for a meeting/get-together-session at AMP Pasir Ris. No, at this moment, I won't reveal anything yet about this new job because I have yet to see the situation and environment there. It's not easy to handle secondary school students, you know. As far as I'm concerned, the pay is good; good enough to feed me with new clothes and food for a month. Hmm, I'll come back with more, alright. Oh, did I tell you that my keyboard has finally made a comeback? The good old times are back too. Every time I hit a key on the keyboard, I remembered how preetyboy used to say this to me, "I always like someone who has a talent." B, I have a (hidden) talent you know. *wink And, the transcript is finally in my letter box. =) Sigh. This headache just won't go away and people are starting to call me Queen of the Headache. Yes, not funny. Sometimes, it gets too much that I have to refrain myself from answering late night or even morning calls. To think, I am not down with any projects, assignments or even examinations. Less, I actually have nothing to crack my brain about. I'm as free as a bird right now; no stress no issues to think about. Weird, very weird. Actually, I have an issue. I don't quite understand why some people do have a negative motive of making friends. So why make me your friend, seeking forgiveness and all, when you're the one bruising your own ego? When I make you my friend, it means I ranked you above the other passers-by in my life. But right now, you are just like a line in a novel. How sad. Well anyway, dinner just now with preetyboy at Simpang was simply good la. B, I got say I got sayang you, you got not say you got sayang me? Hee. Okay, I think I'll just head back to bed and sleep. Tsk, goodnight. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 2:45 PM ;count the stars with me. The after-school crowd, people who stumbled out of classes, laboratories, lectures to meet up with friends, was something I used to be part of. I miss pushing my way through the huddle of bodies, waiting for classes to commence. Now, I'd forgotten how packed school can get, how the air hummed with conversation and how life as a student is supposed to be. Sigh, I miss school. Apart from that, my headache doesn't seem to go away due to the fact that I can't seem to sleep right every night. I hadn't been getting enough sleep for days. Recently, the problem had moved from bad to chronic. It'd take me hours to drop off and then after an hour or so I'd wake up again, and lie in the still of the night. I hate the feeling of laying flat on my back, getting all heavy; arms heavy, legs heavy, torso heavy. I was trying to leave my body, trying to float away. That would feel nice, you know. Often in the middle of night, I feel like indulging myself in heavy food, have a bath and get preetyboy to kiss my forehead. But it's impossible when I am dealing with the dark. I need to exercise to lose some weight and brush off that little devils sitting on my shoulder. Double sigh. Remember the other day when I told you mom has decided to leave the job recommended by my aunt? She finally did &today, she is at home with me, letting me taste what breakfast is like. But it'll only be for a week before mom gets back to her initial work. Anyway, I have two new students on my tuition kids' list. This means, I will be a whole lot busier from now on. Now I'm talking about making real money at the end of each month. =) Well, that's it. Nothing's new; I'm missing preetyboy, very bad. P.S.: OMG, my mom is listening to sappy Malay songs (read: Jiwang). Tidakkkkk! (now that's the downfall of having her at home with me.) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, March 26, 2007 12:26 PM ;little something. RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. After you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multiply id at the bottom of your blog. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means. SEKIAN WASALAM! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
12:07 PM ;just watch my life on screen. Well hello. &why, thank you. Thank you for setting this "'spoiltbabe; that curly hair girl" page at the top of your favourite list. As the author of this blog, it wouldn't be entirely fair if all I did was to sit down in front of this computer screen, slowly refreshing and scrolling down the tag board and just laugh. Come on, reality check, for the past 2years that I've been blogging, hate taggers kept making their way here (not that I am saying this blog is addictive, but the again I wouldn't want to contradict myself) hoping to uncover new things about me (but sadly, all it affects you is my broken English). It's getting permanently boring, alright. I am not going to be so bland and throw "This is my blog, I have the absolute right to do whatever I want" in your face. That is so yesterday. Take this opportunity that I am giving you and correct my broken English as much as you want, okay. Just hope some working group from the Ministry Of Education discovers your talent (in correcting people's English) and hires you. Well at least, you can stop making yourself looked like a completely stupid fool here and get paid doing at what you are good at. Oh yes, do you need anything more from Team Dirah? You see, it's just a matter of time before my team eventually pull you down and make you disappear. And they are the ones who know me best, who put me close to their heart and what was it again? I don't need people like you. You should know by now that I have the thickest skin that whatever you've said sadly did not penetrate in and make me depress. And just in case you need to know (because I know you read my blog every day, and not just once. thankyou), I scored a C5 for my O'Level English and I am graduating soon with a Diploma. That matters, alright? So, how much of a loser you are right now? Keep talking because for all I care, you stupidly left your identity here. =) Anyway, back on track. I have been spending these past few days with the boyfriend and I am not complaining yet. Correction, I am not going to complain. Shut up, which fool will complain about spending every day with the boyfriend? What's awesome is that I will be getting my pay some time in this week and that calls for SHOPPING WITH THE BOYFRIEND.  And yes, I am done with Dorothy Koomson. Great novel. I can't stop smiling whenever I see my cat because Dorothy Koomson wrote something about cat's names. 'If we get a cat, can we call it Pussy Puss?' Tegan asked in a sleepy voice. 'Pussy's a good name for a cat,' Del said, trying to hold back her laughter. 'Yeah,' I said, 'it certainly is.' 'Can you imagine walking around the neighbourhood calling "Pussy, Pussy"?' Del giggled. 'Why are you laughing?' Tegan asked as her mother and I snickered like two schoolboys who's discovered see-thru bras in the underwear section of their mothers' catalogues. Del and I thought up the weirdest, rudest names for pets that we could wander around the streets shouting out. Our favourite had been Your Hairy Butt, ('Your Hairy Butt, Your Hairy Butt, dinner time!') which made Del laugh so much I thought she was going to pass out. Which I find it hilarious &which, I've made a mistake by calling my cat Pussy. Oh well. Okay, time for the replies to my awesome tag board. Hah! Niniee: Hello babe, imissyoutruckloads la &i loveyou too. hehs! Aisha: OMG gf, I thought of doing that too but then again, Tamil is like a GodMustBeCrazy's language for me. Hoho! Yuhtee: Don't you know? Those hate taggers are indirectly helping me to become famous (HAHAHA). I don't blame them though. Seems like I am already on their favourite list =D Btw, i love you too!! Dee: Pedas la you, hehs! I guess that whoever's computer doesn't come with the 'X' at the top right corner of the page, OR my blog is simply addictive. =D Oh anyway, I bought that grey dress at Bugis for $24 (it's reasonable, go get it soon hor!). Waany: Kecoh right? hahaa, it's entertaining too tau. =p Shahirah: Hello babe! =) Rabia: Eh makcik! Please tag more often can? Haha. Basic: Alah, kater budak Info-Communication (HAHAHAHA). Shasha: My hott kutugf! I miss you truckloads la! hugs&kisses. Sofia: Yeah, no tag board is the answer but then again, I want to connect with the other bloggers haha. It's okay. It's only a tag board afterall, in any way; I don't feel affected by the hate tags. Cheers! =D Kyn: Ah kan si minah tudung nie da bersuara, hahaa. Eh, come online la. I want pictures taken during PENTAS. Hoho! Hopper: Hello! Thank you for dropping by. Oh, I bought the grey dress from Bugis. =) Mally: *kwang kwang kwang* I love green too, hehs! Ailah: Groove babe, groove! Hee. I miss you too, Cik Leha. =D That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 11:48 AM ;when life is neither black nor white. When people had crawled back from other places they'd visited and were now settled for the night, I was still left seated bolt upright, waiting for something. Something which I knew will never give in to me. The sleep crying had to stop. It was no good for my eyes, no good for my skin. No good for my mind because I woke up more exhausted than when I went to sleep. Sleep crying came, of course, from not being able to control myself. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Monday, March 19, 2007 12:02 PM ;nobody say he's a monster. to be honest, i'd been tired for so long i don't remember, not accurately, when i realised my on-off splitting headache was due to the lack of sleep, having nightmares in the middle of alternate nights. i put up with it though. told myself i needed more rest and that i'd pass. but it didn't. still, no matter how much i managed to sleep, i am always tired.
lunch was at the MacDonald &again, he sipped my last drink of Ice Lemon Tea without even glancing at me who was still munching on the wedges. preetyboy, you should really throw that bad habit of yours okay. anywayyy, we headed over to Esplanade to kill some time before dinner at Simpang. you should see those beautiful light works. pretty awesome.
and this.. the night was spent solely with the bloggers and boyfriends. thank god the boys could get along well with each other. =)
Saturday, after months of not driving, i finally got hold of the steering wheels once again. it feels really good because one day, i want to drive around when im down with serious division on thoughts to do. diam lah. meet up with the little one at Tampines for Times. a $20 voucher is worth buying some good deal novel, alright? &i think i seriously need a novel to occupy my awesome-free time im having right now. we spent more than half an hour there, hoping to grab a wise book.
today, i miss the boyfriend double the yesterday. is that sweet of me or what.
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Friday, March 16, 2007 10:17 AM ;some nerd to perk my morning. i was awaken by another nightmare at 5 in the morning &up till now, i can't sleep back. 5hours of tossing in bed 2metres away from my little sister who sleeps like a log was such a bitch. oh, she's still sleeping by the way. i just couldn't figure out what the nightmare was all about; it vanished the moment i opened my eyes but something's lingering in my mind. i could see faces of the people i hold dear to my heart and those i don't wish to see. i could hear voices that overlapped another voice. i could see a play that's imitating my world. i just don't get it and im sick of almost everything about my night life. i want to wake up in the morning with a brand new day, but i don't drink coffee to perk me up for the entire day. i don't like the job that mom is taking up right now because i didn't recommend that to her, it was my aunt and every night when i got home, it bleeds me to see a tired-face mom. yesterday, dad supported her decision of dropping that job after much calculation done, and i was so busy checking out Wentworth Miller, but at the back of my head i couldn't agree more on her wise decision. i think i am deprive of sleep, i think my hair needs serious treatment, and yes, my boyfriend is snoring away right now, thank you for reminding me. oh, my boyfriend knows what Friendster is and yes, i don't lie to make everything about myself looks good. Sophie Kinsella should start a story on "Girlfriend and Boyfriend Material" because shopaholic is a self-develop character, and being in a relationship for growing teenagers needs to be learnt, duh. Chemical Romance's Disenchanted has finally find its way into my Friendster profile and no, i love green actually and yes, i have a date with preetyboy later and dinner at Spize with the bloggers. okay fine, you can tell now. i just needed to do something and crapped about before i can finally sleep again. but seems like, i rather wait for preetyboy's call to start my morning. so, good morning. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
12:28 AM ;it is the multiple pleasure you're feeling. Academic Status: COMPLETED COURSE OF STUDY FOR THE DIPLOMA IN INFO-COMMUNICATIONS. finally, i can proudly walk out of Temasek Polytechnic with a diploma certificate in my hand. =) That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 10:29 AM ;the last time and for now. i can't seem to stop listening to it. Avril Lavinge's new hit single Girlfriend has been playing on repeat for at least an hour. i just find the lyrics amusing and contradicting, if you get what i mean. &then my heart will go "fuck, can you please ask your pathetic boyfriend to stop calling my boyfriend?". seriously to YOU, i mean that sentence. it's getting more than just irritating la. just, get a life can?
That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Saturday, March 10, 2007 8:11 PM ;tell me the other side of the story elis' (hope i spelt her name correctly) birthday was celebrated at Pasir Ris Aloha on the night of 8th March. we came 15minutes before they surprised the birthday girl with a chocolate cake and sang her a 'rotten' birthday song, hah! she was at the barbeque area when everyone switched off all the lights, allowing the whole bungalow to be lit up with only candles from the birthday cake. &she was blindfolded by her boyfriend from where she initially stood to the dining area.   apparently, this birthday girl was too shy to pose alone with the birthday cake, so that explains the presence of her boyfriend beside her. =) tsk, too sweet la.   HAPPY BIRTHDAY! oh idris, in case you're reading, i just realised you weren't in this picture. hehs! so much for walking around in the living room area (with ONLY the towel), wanting to have a shot with us. i guess you bathed at the wrong time? hahaa.  cheers!  &that was before the couple ran after each other, smashing smudged sliced of chocolate cake at each other. i swore they actually covered the whole area and perimeter of the chalet until she ended up leaving a red bloody scratch mark on her boyfriend's chest. violent eh. the rest of the night was spent at the porch area, with a few of the boys testing each other's bike. not leaving me out, i've actually sat on zuhairi's CBR bike with preetyboy. kene duduk tonggeng sakit pinggang la sey!   friday, we went fishing AGAIN. this time around, we were fully equipped with all the necessary stuffs needed for fishing. wah piang, preetyboy actually brought along two rods. =)    the weather was super hot, trust me. in the middle of our time together, preetyboy insisted on going to the nearby coffee shop for cold drinks, so that left me all alone with the rods. itu time kalau dapat ikan, aku sumpah aku tak tahu nak buat ape. solution? cam-whore la.   yes baby, hang the drinks there. clever!      &this is the way we handle the rod after some time, we got bored &i fed him Pringles and sweet peanuts. i snatched away his cap &nudged him several times to make him sincerely tell me that i looked pretty okay with the cap on. actually, you can see how irritating i was in the picture below.  preetyboy, you can win the Most Cramped Face award la. tsk. &i think i got a lil more darker. =D That's It For Today. Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 11:45 PM ;the best therapy with the boyfriend i can't believe i just finished watching J.Lo's All I Have music video on YouTube. the last time i remembered watching that music video was during my Secondary One school days. boy, i don't mind spending my study time admiring a vogue woman like Jennifer Lopez. well anywayyy, i was one happy girl because both my kids self-cancelled their tuition for today. see, kids nowadays are very independent. i don't think they need to grant some kind of a permission from their parents before cancelling their tuition for the day. so i had to wait patiently for preetyboy to be done with his tuition before making a new plan. since we had nowhere to go, preetyboy suggested on hitting Changi for fishing. like omg, in my entire life i've never accompany anyone to fishing because i've already self-labeled that as the most boring ever hobby apart from golf la. so okay, since it's with the boyfriend, nothing is close to boring right? rode to his home for his fishing rod (and blablabla) &ey you (!!!), your kittens da besar la! we spent almost 20mintues admiring the kittens &i think at that point of time, i totally forgot about our fishing plan. hahaa. oh, you can play the video taken below. =) baby, can i adopt the white one? oh, you can keep those black ones. don't worry. =D cute nak mampus! okay enough about the kittens, back to the fishing story.  welcome to the spot!   if only you could see the excitement in his eyes. hoho! the sun was perfect and the wind was awesome &i can't believe i really cum finally went fishing with someone (haha). i sat quietly on the rock, reading the March issue of Manja magazine and frequently took quick glances at preetyboy who was busy with his fishing rod. dirah macam paham, i know la. i kept asking preetyboy when will a fish bite the bait &he answered "probably another hour or two". sigh.   did i nail in my photography skills?  so while waiting for a miracle to happen, i took out my digicam and began to snap snap snap. =)   selected to be: Picture of the Day =D    my self-timer rocks la.   before we head home, preetyboy insisted that i should learn on how to deal with the fishing rod. cool, luckily the rod did not break into two. we had a great laugh, &that's how our day ended. i love you, boy! That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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