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Thursday, May 03, 2007 11:11 AM ;when people stop thinking, you make a decision. Today, we'll talk about me. =) Currently, I am addicted to Nicole Scherzinger feat P.Diddy's Come To Me music video. It isn't about the graphics, but it's about the sleek dance moves. You should catch the one after 4:09 minutes. Sometimes, admiring pretty girls make me feel like a total lesbian but I feel good, in one way or another. It stands out the real meaning of women that most girls have lost them. Like super duper bloody thick black eyeliner? Or, super duper bloody thin eyebrows? I don't understand why some girls do that. Ew. Let me recall an incident few days ago. I was sitting in the train alone when these two girls came and sat directly opposite me. I looked up and the first word that I could think of was 'minah'. Not to make it that obvious, I fidgeted with my MP3 and looked around. Oh my god, you won't believe it if I were to say that they have very thin eyebrows which are equivalent to the thinness of a strand of my hair. Seriously, if they don't feel funny, I feel funny for them. God knows what they are thinking. Anyway, putting that aside, I am still considering about sending my resume to the Standard Chatered for a full-time job. Four days ago, my aunt personally came to my house while I was away and handed mom her name card and left me a message - tell Dirah, if she's ready to work, send in her resume to my email. I was flabbergasted by her kind act. And that's when I got a hearing from mom. You know, I've been thinking. It's not that I don't want to work but if I were to apply for a full-time job, what will happen to my five tuition kids? I can't just leave them alone, not when I've seen a mass improvement in their studies. But then again, I need a real job to support myself and have CPF (according to my dad lah). Sigh, it's not easy to make decision for your future eh. Never mind, for now I shall just focus on my kids who are facing their Mid-Year Examinations and probably, just complete my resume. Oh, good morning and I want to drive pretty badly. That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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