the self-timer shots, hoho!


we decided to get a little crazy and cranky.

&on the same night, the little one got her z610i phone. serious shit!

and dirah macam step paham taught the little one on how to use the phone when im an avid user of Nokia. =)

(she is the reason why im smiling)
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for one thing im sure of, girlfriends are the best therapy if you ever feel damn low about your bf.

..&the night ended at Changi Village for my all-time favourite Nasi Ayam Penyek. yummy!

the reason why we love each other; we do stupid things everywhere. =)

i was down with a bad stomachache yesterday night after dinner at Simpang Bedok. it must either be the Prata Bomb or the Neslo (Nescafe + Milo) drink. either which, i can't stop running to the toilet &squeeze my stomach. &today morning, i carried an empty plus flat tummy to school and what's worst than having a 2hours lecture to start the day.

so today was my trial Project Judging and to tell you the truth, it's not even done yet. luckily i still had the guts to present the unfinished project, hoho. but that's not the point. the point is, after so long of not presenting a project in front of real people, i trembled a lot even to the extend of if i put my upper and lower teeth together, i can hear them hitting against each other.

but it went pretty good when my supervisor told us to do just a little touch up &everything will be just fine on the real judging day. boy, you don't how much burden is off my shoulder now; you don't know how 'light' i'm feeling right now. it feels goddamnit great la, woohoo! but assignments and reports are still stealing my good sleep away. bah!

we headed to East Coast today after school to catch up with the good old times we used to have. it's frustrating how all those assignments, reports and projects can take away the long minutes and hours we put aside for each other. after buying some junks from 7-11, we took a stroll along the beach before finding a spot to sit &just talk. it's been some time since i last saw preetyboy talked without a fullstop, hahaa. &i especially miss it when he loves to interrupt me by teasing how much expression i had on my face just to tell him a story i had in mind. you see, he can be so mean sometimes.

actually, im a little hyperactive right now because i just woke up from a supposedly-short-nap sleep. i came home with a heavy head &thought that i needed some time to close my eyes &rest my head before taking a bath. thank god i woke up to the loud ringtone call from preetyboy.

okay people, because im excited about this event, i am sooo going to inform all TP students out there that there will be TP's Jam and Hop on the 1st of December at the Sports Hall. please bring along your matriculation card (to prove you are a student from TP).

omg, did you watch today's Project Runway? Kayne Gillaspie's gold dress is damn drop dead gorgeous la, like TOTALLY.

before anything else gets into my way, this is for her: HAPPYSEVENTEENBIRTHDAYALLY! may you be blessed with all the good things, sunshine!

trust me, i searched high and low for the birthday's girl friendster profile but i can't find it &ended up with a slight headache. haha. luckily fanaa was online, so i asked her to send me a couple of the birthday girl's (nice nice) pictures. so that's it, like finally hahaa. thank you gf!

i still love you la makcik. =)

today was a pretty hectic day. i had 6hours of lessons just now &my body felt restless only after 2hours of lab and an hour of lecture. it sucks. afterall what nurul told me was true: her body system cannot function after having 4hours of lesson. maybe that applies to me too, who knows. too add, i had a bad flu early in the morning &i can't remember the number of times i walked in and out of the ladies just to blow my nose &breathe in (real) fresh air. is that the first step to getting sick? oh boy.

seriously, i can sense that this week &the following week will be a disastrous one. i can't even measure up my fear for our Project Judging. imagine us presenting our notdoneyet project to the judges; that is equivalent to asking for a tight slap. i sacrificed my early night sleep doing assignments and reports which are due next week; that explained the panda eyes. even a 10minutes bus ride home can make me sleep like a baby &yawn like someone who hasn't been sleeping for the last three days upon waking up. i know, that bad.

after school at 4pm, my good intention of trying to write some codes for my program was interrupted by dear panata who suddenly craved for Tom Yam cup noodle. ya, macam aper steam sae that girl, haha. sat at one of the benches along the path leading to Sports Hall to finish up the noodle &ended up story-telling. what's more having preetyboy next to me; i can sure not leaving that boy alone. i miss him.

so there goes my good intention.

&i have another intention of going for a run on Saturday morning to prepare for my Napfa test. if any minute from now you received a call for me, im likely to force you to run with me or atleast accompany me. hahaa, goodluck!

okay, i badly need my sleep now. goodnight people!

that Chocolate Malt is my father's. oh as usual, he's a chocolate fanatic.

after which, we went down to Changi's OnLine Mobile to get mom's, sis' and the little one's phones upgraded. apparently, mom and sis had to wait till next month for their line to end in order to upgrade their phones. as for the little sis, i kept bugging her to take the Sony Ericson Z610i because it was hot &classic. what's more, it's in pink. &seriously right now, im still thinking if should trade my current 6280 phone for that Z610i. if that's the case, i had to top up another $100 or less. see, the added price is cool right? hmm.

but(!!), the little one had decided to take that phone (in fact, she's waiting for the new stock to come in on Monday) &it wouldn't be too interesting to see two similar phones under one roof huh. hoho.

when midnight struck, i was fighting my life with the truth. i was all about feelings and emotions; i never thought those feelings will come back.

fuck you anonymous sender for making my life a lot harder. i bet you're one happy bitch/bastard right now. thank you for ruining everything, may you die in hell, fucker!

some overdue pictures taken in school yesterday.

sesungguhnya camera aku full dengan korang punya muka.

life is always like this, you know; one moment you are so happy &contented and the next moment everything just doesn't seem right. two people from my friendster sent me this forwarded stuff &good, some things are so true. read on..

when a girl is quiet, million of things are running in her mind.
when a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
when a girl looks at you with eyesful of question, she is wondering how long will you be around.
when a girl answers "im fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
when a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
when a girl says I Love You, she means it.
when a girl says I Miss You, no one in this world can miss you more than her.

im telling you guys, you should (for once) trust those words. it's so goddamnit TRUE la.

well anyway, i just feel like sleeping all day long &wake me up only when it's time to graduate. like seriously, stress is not a good word to describe me right now cos im way beyond any stress level. project is due this Wednesday &guess what, i have yet to implement the important feature in my program - the word to note is 'important'. documentations suck big time, i hate to do reports; it kills me. im so afraid that i'll screw up in year3 and that's equal to 'no graduation for me'. choy!

for now, let's just pray i'll get over it for the next two weeks &be a happy happy girl again. &you know how bad i want to shop lately? very bad. but i have an issue here, a BIG issue indeed - i need money! so here's the suggestion: nurul came up with the idea of playing the game 'senoman' (excuse me cos i don't know what that means in English) among 4 people at the moment. each month, everyone will fork out $21. $21 multiply by 4 people will give you $84 &that amount of money will be given to one person who will have the right to spend which ever way he/she likes. a month after that, another $84 will be given to another person &this will go on &on until you don't feel like playing the game anymore. this game is another form of saving, that's a plus.

on Thursday night, we went to Marina South Pier (for once he got the route right, hahaa) because preetyboy has been wanting to show me how beautiful and romantic that place is. god, it was indeed true la. i love the rooftop &those blue lights, but too bad i had to rush to a cousin's birthday surprise so i told preetyboy to bring me there again on some other night. =)

for now, i'll be a nerd and continue will my documentations (!!!). or maybe, i should call up preetyboy &ask him out before his trip to johor today &his touring on Sunday. boy, im gonna miss you! sigh.

alright, have a pleasant day ahead people!

i rather be your friend so that you can spend more time with me. read, more time with me.

i am NOT a doll.

one birthday shout-out to start with; happyseventeenbirthdaynisha!!

the surprise went pretty good, thank god. we were so busy carrying a table with benches over to a more hideous area just to surprise the birthday girl. &to add that, there was neither wind nor fan to keep us cool. so we waited patiently for the arrival of the birthday girl with much sweat and patience. =)

i heard that she broke down when no one actually wished her a Happy Birthday. can you imagine not getting wishes from people you expect to wish you right from the moment when the clock struck midnight till almost half of the day on your special day? boy, it sucks &it definitely hurts. well girl, that explained the tears ha, hahaa. but hello, everything was all in the plan &your boyfriend told us not to wish you a Happy Birthday until the surprise was revealed. so mean right? it's okay gf, the hard slap you gave your boyfriend at his chest was a good payback one. hahaa. &a good thing i brought my digicam along. *smile

see the expression on her face? indescribable, is it? *grin

the night ended with the movie 'Step Up' over at Cathay. the movie was good, just as expected. funny that it was not about Tyler that i had my eyes on, but it was about Nora's hair. it was simply love la! those wavy cum loose curls, the dark brown plus a little streaks of blonde, those hairstyles they made for her - just awesome!

oh, &on our way to Cathay, we took the Scotts Road route &look at those lights, astonishing! i literally forced preetyboy to take me for a ride at/along Orchard Road on Christmas to witness the bright lightning together. haha, like seriously.

yesterday, preetyboy came up with a brilliant idea when he saw the back of my CheckMate's jeans. he told me to sew the word 'spoiltBABE' somewhere at the back of my jeans to make it looks like hmm... my self-made signature? oh, yes.

you wanna consider telling me it's cool? haha, i know. i love it, though.

okay, im having a neck cramp right now. damn.

on Thursday, i had a date with the two loves; shab and aisha. okay niniee, if you're reading this entry, pretty please tag me or message my phone cos it seemed as though we can't get through you anymore. well anyway, we had dinner over at Tong Seng &it was simply great. we took turn telling stories after stories over dinner &came out with a conclusion - Tong Seng sure left us with bulging tummies, haha.

as usual, i was so irritated with my fringe that i made the two loves walked around Parco just to find hair clips for me. hehs! we ended up in one of the toilets &began snapping everywhere. cool eh?

the top row pictures were taken on the day before the first day of fasting, which were totally outdated (i know) &the bottom row pictures were taken on last Thursday. actually, you can see the difference through my hair.

as we were on tight budget &that im broke (oh ya!), we decided to walk around in Bugis Village instead. there, the two loves bought themselves a pair of skinny jeans each. dearest shab, you have to be brave okay? trust me you looked damn good in those skinny jeans. =)

later at night, preetyboy came down all the way to Bugis to have a late dinner with me over at Bugis Cafe before making our way home simply because his family wanted to come over to my house for Hari Raya visiting. you know, it wouldn't be nice if im not at home right?

bottomline, my Thursday was good &Prison Break was good too. ho ho!

lastly, one outdated picture of me with this second little girl in the family (taken on last Sunday).

the virus is gone, like finally.

okay, i really really want to do this since days ago but can't thanks to the virus. now that it's gone, let's backtrack to last Friday. last Friday was yet another jalan raya day with the secondary people. it was great plus fun. initially, we planned to rent a mini van but since it was too overpriced, we decided to stick to our own transport. this time around, 3 bikes and a car.

and oh, we decided to wear green on that day. okay cool.

for all that matters, i had fun; they had fun too. =)

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on Saturday, it was with a whole lot of preetyboy's mechatronic friends. as his girlfriend, i just tagged along. okay maybe that's a lie; partly because of collection la! im broke and i need money badly for my phone bills. &oh, i seriously do need a new bag for school. okay, i've sidetracked. well anyway, less talk more pictures hor!

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the movie season is back; here i am trying to save money for Material Girls and Step Up &there he is forcing me to watch The Oh in Ohio with him at Vivocity. so a whole lot of us rode up all the way to Harborfront in the evening just for that movie and it sucks because the storyline is hanging in midair.

alright, whatever.

im starting to hate school because of assignments and projects &im making things better by telling myself "this is the last semester. read, last" again and again. it helped for only five minutes though. &syasya, we need to stop eating at Jupiter Cafe or our faces will soon look like Fish n Chip. if you've forgotten, let me help you to recall; we have NAPFA test on February. how nice kan!

i am sooo looking forward for tomorrow's dinner with the Fantastic. dear shab, good to hear that my driving instructor is 5643498 times better than your previous one. i laughed so hard when i read your message because he just cancelled my driving practical. @%$!$%$&*^% (!!!)

..&the last thing that i ever want to say is, i need more sleep.

goodnight y'all.