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Thursday, August 10, 2006 11:52 PM ;didn't i always have your shoulder? everything has been traveling at a fast speed; i can barely catch up with time. &what is so fucking wrong about me? you know, it takes time for me to realize that im such a bitch these past few days. apparently, that realization only occurs after days of staring at myself in the long mirror. i can't help feeling emotional, angry, frustrated and whatever kind of other same relations they have; i hate myself for that. damn, i can't seem to control my own emotions. when im mad, you'll be ignored; when im frustrated, you'll be shouted at; &when im pissed, you'll be my pissing partner. somehow, it's all too late for everything. and now, im feeling pissed again for god knows why. oh, because my helmet sucks to the fucking extreme. damn it! let's just skip chapter, shall we? tuesday night was very very good, minus the fact that my helmet broke on me. initially, i wanted to drop by Bugis to get my black pants but there wouldn't be too much time to catch the 9o'clock Singapore Firework Festival at Esplanade. so instead, we stopped by Esplanade and made our way into the pathetic crowd. ya, pathetic because i actually did screamed at a girl for pissing the hell out of me. i mean hello (!!!), you can't possibly hold tight onto your friend's hand and refused to let go even when you have no choice. i was like: damn, let go la sia! &stop that screaming competition with your friend. cb! so i was known as 'that blogger'. i don't know how that came about but in case you need another 'refreshment', my name is dirah (the vivalicious/the spoiltbabe/the preetyboy's gf). hahaa. i was told by preetyboy that a group of girls went: eh eh, that blogger ah (with a finger pointing at me, but i was too busy fed-ing up with the pushing crowd to realize it cause if not, i would have smile at you, really.) so girl, if this happens to be you, well hello! =) the fireworks were awesome, seriously. as usual, everytime it explodes, the crowds will screamed and squealed even to the extend of making their voices louder than the kaboom-kaboom fireworks & that left me with, okay whatever. then i made my own fantasy; what will the world be like if you can pay someone to shoot fireworks for you times when you're stress and down? heaven-ness!
yesterday itself, i made my own way to Kallang Riverside with the little ones for the parade's fireworks; i still prefer those at Esplanade though. =) before which, we stopped by Bugis to get my black pants at a reasonable price, im contented la. oh love, we didn't miss out BugisCafe's cookies. had a quick lunch over at Burger King before taking the train down to Kallang. only god knows how crowded Kallang was, goodness i can barely breathe, let alone to squeeze our way through. nevertheless, we got the most good view of the fireworks; and i thought about preetyboy. boy, he must be enjoying himself there at the parade with his family. a good thing, indeed. =) after which, we took the train up to Marina Square to meet some people. oh before i forgot, niniee called me up when i was in the train to Bugis; if not because you missed me, i would have tied you up at a coconut tree for commenting my voice like a chipmunk. actually, how does a chipmunk sound like? was supposed to meet that love at Marina's bowling with some other bloggers (according to her) after the fireworks but sorry babe, i was too tired i guess. perhaps, some other time? now, who says in a blogging world, you cannot expand your circle of friends? hmm.. on top of all those, i slept like a baby and refused to go to school today. what the heck! &projects are driving me insane. you know what, i can't wait to graduate and take up hairdressing instead. that's so redundant, dirah! ...it all feels good after a good cry &a shoulder to lean on. p.s: does PMS always makes you go moody? That's It For Today. Goodbye.
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